 Sunday, November 30, 2008
 =/ at 4:47 PMwe are told not to think too much. now i understand why! hahahaha OH WELL, i laughed at my dumbness. and i will continue laughing at myself. In life when one is happy, the other is sad. (: BTW! JOANNE IS A ROMANTIC GIRL! (: SHE HAS A SPECIAL CAR AND A VERY NICE SUNSET! :P xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Saturday, November 29, 2008
I am bored! at 11:36 PMBecause i am freaking bored, i went to take many quizzes again! HERE IT IS.
I AM NOT A BED HOG! LOL!
a lil untrue!
My pms is not tt bad afterall! :D
(:
SO BOB, LEO, YVONNE! STOP SAYING THAT IM A BITCH! i'm just 49%! not even 50!! HAHAH! :D OKAY NO MORE! IM TIRED! LOL! Im happy again! :D xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! =/ at 12:06 PMi can't take it anymore, and finally, i teared again. Guess, it's back to zero. xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! =/ at 11:45 AMJust a lil Because i was just a lil upset, just a lil sad, just a lil down, just a lil moody, I'm just a lil away from tears. Because, i'm always just a lil away, just a lil wrong, just a lil out of mind, just a lil interesting, I'm just a lot far from you. try to find this somewhere. it's nowhere to be found. because, i came up with such a crap stuff. Because all this a lil, adds up to alot. And i'm feeling some unneccessary feelings. xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Friday, November 28, 2008
BBQ. at 11:56 PMClass Chalet(wed-fri) Did not stay over. only went over on thurs for the BBQ. (: Teachers(Mr Tan Toh Hwee, Mr Raymond Andrew, Ms Tan) came too. We had cake for the teachers. *did smth damn wrong toooo! OMG!* Leo always say that i'm a drama queen! HAAHHAAH, this must be in the blood for S21. Because ard 10 ppl were watching the ten brothers at chn8 7pm. HAHAHAH! (: it's really cool and different to watch with so many people together. FUN FUN FUN! (: did not stay long though. I went off at ard 10. Cabbed down to HOUGANG STREET 51! but before that send Guan Jie home first.=] FROM HG ST. 51, went down to serangoon garden Army Guy was hungry. But then... his appetite became small already la! He didn't order alot. As usual, i had my choc beancurd! (: I LOVE THE CHOC BEANCURD! thanks to my Bitch! :D After that, walk up to the main road, and to army guy, it is LONG! *is he really in army?* After that, Cab home! and..... omg.. got 50% extra charge. but lucky only start when i was about to reach home! Yea, fun fun fun! LOVE<3 and today, went to rebond my hair again. okay la. got diff la. according to other ppl.  After that went to watch movie with Leo and Bob Madagascar 2! HAHAHA! SO FUNNY LA! :D After that went to play arcade for a while. Went Thai Express for Dinner! (: After that wanted to bowl, but then...... so we went to play pool. ME VS LEO while Claud Vs Bob! AND... HOHOHO! . . . . . . . . I LOST TO LEO. so suddenly i tot about SLC outing the other time, and i sms Rina! =/ A collage! EH, sorry leo! I NEVER TAKE UR PHOTO!! )))):  Tomorrow and sun will stay at home! Since i can't wash my hair! ROARR! =[ Going genting really soon! (: HEHE! For you, i'll do anything. And, i mean it. i think im falling sick AGAIN! I have been sneezing! =/ MYOHMY! xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! . . . at 2:44 PMi rebonded my hair AGAIN! but then, like super no difference! EEEEEW~ Angry sia! =[ xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! =] at 12:48 AMWent to download picasa too! (: That's the photo of me and FangHan on Flyer that day! :D  show you pic of the sky.. See the dark and the bright!  I was so afraid that it would rain, cos i wouldn't get to see anything then! This is the nice sea that i love! :D  I love what is behind me! :D  She.. loves what is behind her! The opposite of what i love!  More of the SEA! :D  She was trying hard to see where is where!  AND she loves the Golf course!  AND YAY! we are on the top!  Show you another Golf course! HAHAHA  Then we have MERLION! :D  AND LASTLY! this is cool!  The whole capsule just for the 2 of us! WOAH! so interesting! :D  I LOVE SINGAPORE FLYER! :D This is the post on SG FLYER with FANGHAN! AS FOR BBQ, i will blog tmr morning! I AM TIRED NOW! =/ YAWN! :D And... elmo, i love you! xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Thursday, November 27, 2008
UH. at 10:59 AMi'm not sure, if i'm doing the right thing. What if this is a wrong step? UH, i don't know. Right now. I am still confused. Still sad. Still......... Suddenly, i just feel so lost. Oh well! A picture of me and my Darling FangHan!  I think soon, i'm turning into a lesbian! There maybe this day! LOL! xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Wednesday, November 26, 2008
=/ at 9:43 AMYesterday was a really tiring day. but then it was fun! Met Khai at 11am to go ECP. AND YES, i brought a TENT along. omg. look so stupid. so after that we went to buy chips and drinks and 3 packets of fries. And we went to set up the tent! LOL! YAAAAA, u didn't see wrong.. i did say set up the tent! After that we slack in it till ard 1230.. we felt soooo hot.. so we decided to do some indecent acts! OOOOPS~ (m18) HAHAHAHAHA! . . . . . I was joking. We kept the tent and then headed to the arcade. And we caught a big mickey mouse! but it was kinda ugly. but then i found it cute in the end. Gave it to khai though. =/ WOOOOOT~ but happy... finally catch something. HEHE. So after that we tried to catch another one.. but to no available. oh well.... our luck was gone. AND BCOS THERE WAS THIS STUPID MAN! SUCKER! We make the position nice nice.. den he go and play when we go change for somemore coins! DAMN IT SIA! Wth! den he push that toy to the side... then he ask us to cont WTH! And push to the side already, just leave it there. SUCKER! IRRITATING. URGH! After that we went to slack a while in BK. Then.. we decided to cycle. WOOOOT~ Cycled to the road to Airport and then... i gave up continuing to the end. SO... we u turn back. it was such a long ride. my butt hurts now. My hand hurts too... no idea why.. OH WELL. so.. at 4.20.. we dont know what to do... We called ngiam and she said that she will be coming down! YAY! HAHAHA! so long since i last saw her! ((: WOOOT~ and we slack in mac for very long. THEN WE SAW SUHARA! HOHOHO! (: She cool ah! HAHAHA! So chatted for a while. And then..... POOOOF~ we went to set up our tent again! HAHAHAAHAAHAHA! Adeline came down too. The night view of the sea is nice... Left at ard 8.30 to look for Fukie and Jung. Woooot~ thanks people for accompanying me till like 11?! Thank you. (: Then after that went to change and cab home. You see, i lied to my mum that i'm going prom! OH WELL! LONG STORY. So today i met with alot of people! Saw.. more than half(4/7) of my Bonkified people((: Saw.. Adeline after so long. Saw.. Jungyi and Fukie! Later on i'm gonna meet fanghan instead of Jiawen to take the flyer because apparently.. i dont know where is Jiawen. I called her but she didn't pick up! Oh well, so sad la. i dont know why she always get missing! =/ Not sure if i will meet up with the person selling me the book. HMMM.. Still thinking. I want to read the book for sure. but should i? There's BBQ tomorrow and i'm going to meet zr also. I'm going BBQ for a while only before i head down to Hg. ((: WOOOOT~ gonna rebond my hair again on Friday! then i'll have Smooth and Silky hair like the pantene advertisement! HAHAHAHA! FRIDAY GOT DINNER TOOOOO! (: SAT and SUN i shall jus stay at home. MONDAY, shall plan again! :D Shall blog again. xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Monday, November 24, 2008
I think i will miss. at 10:23 PMI was thinking about something and then my heart sank. oh man. it's just 11 more days! =[ Shall pen it down later. i shouldn't type it out. Oh well, life is just so funny. One moment you wish that this would happen, the next you hope that it didn't happen. Sigh. Well, something like, you hope that exams are gone fast, but when it ends.... u rather have a life full of exams. because the fun of studying is that you get to juggle between books and play time! I have been sticking in front of the television for like... > 6 hrs per day! if not i will be mapling with Leo. Wah... this is really tooo boring la! okay, now im getting emo again. SIGH! =/ xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! yawn at 12:17 AMI hate the weather nowadays. You wouldn't know whether it will rain next! yes, this is very irritating! You imagine it's so bright and hot in the morning.. but then... Suddenly... it POUR! And then you get all wet! and tadah.. it's time to fall sick! Okay, i seriously need to find a job soon. because i have many cravings! (: I want to get alot of stuff. Well, i dont have to get elmo anymore.. Since he got it himself. =/ Anyway, today went out just for fun. Had Fish&Co. and then after that we went to arcade to play. woooot~ so in love with the basketball. WAHAHA! (: Counting down.. 8 more days to genting! WOOOOOT~ Can't wait can't wait! :D Prom is tomorrow(as in tuesday), however, i ain't going. Not that i don't give my support... but...... And, best of all.. lots of councilors aren't going sia! HAAHHA! (: and my darling Fanghan also not going. Just that.. i can't see how good-looking Leo will be. how pretty Yvonne will be. How different Cheryl lek will be. How gorgeous Claudia will be. How dashing Bob will be! Perhaps more... but ya, that's what is on my mind. LOL! Post prom will be with TPJC apparently, suhara sms me! HAHAHAHA! but ya, im not going too. so ya. -.- I'm gonna sit flyer again with JIAWEN on wednesday! YAY! :D SHE IS MY PRECIOUS FRIEND! (: gonna watch another movie with Fanghan on Tuesday. Thursday got BBQ. Fri going out dinner with my darlings! :D AND i really hope that i can see zr any day soon. because this week when he book out.. we didn talk much and we didn meet up too. =/ SIGH! Why do people always look forward in finding new ones or look back at their ex-es but then.... very lil tends to look to their side? it's a point to ponder! Alright shall blog again soon! :D Have fun! xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Saturday, November 22, 2008
I am bored... therefore... at 2:48 PMi am bored. therefore, i decided to do QUIZ! and.... the first quiz was... "Is he more than a friend?" shall not disclose who is the he... but..
im off to play maple first! xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Friday, November 21, 2008
finally got back. at 10:04 PMI really hate how people can misunderstand. =/ Anyway, the whole day at home was really boring. Plus the fact that i think i sneezed for more than 100 times today. YES, i hate this feeling. =/ OH MAN! What can i do? After exams is so boring. Also, i never get good progress award sia! OMG, i'm so sad. =[ oh well, there's another reason why im sad. . . . . . . my flu is getting worst! ): xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Thursday, November 20, 2008
serious or not? at 11:36 PMNot tired yet, but i think that... i might be catching a flu. Been sneezing. Life is such a weird thing. Was reading bob's blog. I agree with Claud that in life we just need a few good friends. And i was thinking..... A few good friends. I dare not say that 10 yrs down the road, my good friends now will still remain as good friends. I'll definitely miss them for sure. but im not sure, if we'll still meet 10 yrs later. I will definitely remember that we were once close... Nothing is certain in life. Oh btw, i nearly got bang down by a taxi on wed. YES. I NEARLY GOT BANG! It's So freaking scary. OMGOSH! =.= I should be feeling happy nowadays since my exams are over. but i don't know why, i'm feeling..... pissed off like almost everyday. It's either pissed at parents or pissed at smth small. OMG! PMS SIA! HAIS! =/ And my mood has been SWINGING like crazy! -.- I have not hold a pen for like so many hours already, and i'm gonna hold it now. I'm really thinking......... really really pondering..... and then i feel so sad all over again. i have no confidence at all. xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! 2nd day after A level. at 6:49 PMYesterday was a total slack day. There was a class cycling at ECP but then i saw that it was gonna rain, so i missed it. Yup, so i stayed at home for the whole day. And, it was really boring! -.- Went to watch HSM3 AGAIN at E-hub! (: LOVE HSM la. i think hsm1 and 3 has got the best songs. =/ 2nd one was really crap. Yup, went with FangHan and watched. It was my 2nd time and her first! (: Before that i saw ZHANG MINHUA! Miss him like crazy ah! But so sad sia, he was going to school and i was going out to play! wahahaah! Baobei, don't worry ah, we're going out next week right? (: It's rare that i buy stuff when i go out, and today happens to be a rare day! cos i bought 3 shirts! Those super plain one? ya! HAHAHAHAHA! GOT PINK COLOUR OKAY! (: wooooooot~ now i have 3 new t shirts! My week is packed! 21/11 - FangHan's hse to swim and watch my forensic hero! 22/11 - Out with FLYB! Although i don't really know where we going! 23/11 - Out with Zr! And i seriously have no idea where we should go! 24/11 - Out with SHIRLA to look for school to be relief! 25/11 - FANGHAN HSE THE WHOLE DAY! Apparently, i told my parents that i will be away for prom. ooooops! 26/11 - Class Chalet/Meeting a guy to purchase an online book/meeting khai(notsure!) 27/11 - Chass Chalet/BBQ 28/11 - I think zr will be out on the 27th. so i think i might go out with him. (TENTATIVE!) 29/11 - FREE! 30/11 - FREE! 1/12 - pack my bag for malaysia trip 2/12-4/12 - GENTING with FLYB! :D 5/12 - A day to EMO! ): Yea, that's my schedule. =/ WOAH! seems like i really have lots of things to do. but actually i'm like really bored! You see, even if i want to go out right.. i really have no where to go. LOL! I've been to the zoo this yr. been to sci center. ALL THE MALLS. Punggol park.(LOL!) i'm not in favour of night safari and jurong bird park! I think i might want to go botanic garden? LOL! And for nuts reason, my right ear hurts! ): I'm hungry now! =/ Waiting for my dad to get home so that we can go out to have a delicious dinner! wooooot~ Shall blog again later! :D <33 xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Tuesday, November 18, 2008
=/ at 11:06 PMLife is so boring without exams! ): I really don't know what i should do now. I am tired but i'm not sleeping. Lots of things going through my mind, oh well, i suddenly think that i am anti-social. You know like, i don't usually like crowds. so i'm usually with the same group of friends. People like Yvonne, Leo, Bob, FangHan, Claud, Khai, ZhanRui. Well, nowadays, life just revolve around them. I miss Minhua. I miss my sisters!(Manhong, Sock hwee, Xiaowei, Clariss, Chaimin, Nadia, KaiEn) I miss AMANDA NGIAM WAN QI! I miss some council people all of a sudden! (like cheryl lek, herman Loh, Rina, Lydia, JOANNE!) Anyway, at this point of time. i am like going crazy because my sister keep talking and talking and talking. Wahhhh, so irritating la! URGH! want to sleep already la! stop talking la! HAHAHAHA! okay, sister, i'm joking! :D My ear hurts! omg! My leg hurts! omg! I WANT TO SLEEP SOON! I AM VERY BORED! xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! YAY! at 5:05 PMFINALLY A LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY OVER! (: Yes, i am very happy. Indeed, very very very happy. but oh well, i can't do much too. fact that my best friends are still having theirs! -.- Anyway, life is really boring now. right from the moment that i finish my exams. Life seems so goal-less. Last time, you need to juggle between work and play but now.. it's no more work but just play. And then, when you have a com that is like perhaps 10+ years old and having parents who doesn't want to buy a laptop for you or upgrade your com. IT IS REALLY BORING. And when games start to not work and everything. IT IS INDEED SERIOUSLY... BORING. Life seem so different now. Well, a level is over. now, i should look for new programme! Especially when good friends are going to leave soon. Like Leo going back Indo, Bob going into army and everything. Life will start to get boring! Of cos i will still have my YVONNE! (: and and, FAngHan and Khai. Need to look for job soon! For the next few days i'm gonna be really busy.. I need to complete Yvonne's bdae present! (: I need to try to cook my lunchbox. I need to RUN! (: WHAHAHA! I need to do lots of things. My computer is a lil screwed! ): I can't read chinese words and then i can't hear sounds. This make everything so boring! OMG! WHAT CAN I DO WHAT CAN I DO WHAT CAN I DO? Better find a job fast and then buy laptop! WOOOOT~ i have like one whole to-buy list: -mp3 -laptop -dresses -new shirts -new shoes. -ELMO! -and i want to buy a personalise ring. (okay, please say that i'm crazy!) Before A level officially end, I went out on sunday and i spend my day really well. And it has to be my most scary but happiest day. I went to watch rec. which is like............... OMGGGG~ so scary plus the fact that i did not bring jacket. I had to borrow from ZR! and then throughout the show, i was just covering and then screaming and everything! LOL! After that we went to marina square! I WAS SO FREAKING amazed by this music thing... wahhhhh, and i really want one! (Zhanrui, thank you! please please please, christmas present? :p) And Flyer has got to be the highlight. OH WELL, i was scared like hell, you know i have phobia for height la! and then, it was really scary. although the speed was really slow.. but then... LOL! (: going with ZR is a happy thing... but but but! LOL! he doesnt at all make me feel at ease! I swear he was in the world of his own! UrGHHHHHHHHHHH~ all he knows is to take photo. =/ Well, shall post the photos soon. (: now, i'm counting down to the day to genting! i'm so gonna draw someone's face when they sleep! WAHAHAHA! :p thinking about it, i shall not be sad! i really don't know what to do now. I am so bored. MS is like.. still d/ling bcos smth went down! =/ SIGH! what games should i play! xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Saturday, November 15, 2008
gonna end at 11:34 AMthat part of my life is gonna end in a few days time. Yea, that part which was the toughest. =/ not saying that i put in my best effort. If someone were to talk sense to me, i would have probably study much earlier on. but oh well, i have to admit that i have this lil smartness in me. Like you know, not studying much for physics and that passing physics for Prelim. And like, not studying alot of chem but still pass chem in prelim? =/ Yup. So now, it's like unofficially over. not really sure if i did it good. or... you know but... i have.... i definitely have.... PACKED MY FREAKING TABLE! OMG! JUST LOOK AT THE FREAKING MESSY TABLE WHICH I COULDN'T STUDY ON:  AND THEN... TADAH! :D  In fear of GP, i kept all my lecture notes. =] AND THEN.. next, because of exams, i have no time to cut my hair... and look... my fringe is like..... CRAZILY LONGGG!  Oh yes, it was covering my eyes! LOL! it's time for me to cut soon. And perhaps, rebond again.. and PERHAPS.. dye. =] AND NEXT! a very nice photo! LOL!  WAHAHAHA! (: *sister don't kill me!* I can be a lil more girlish tooo! HAHAHAHA! okay, not tt bad. (: I'm gonna go play now. SO well, shall blog again soooooon! xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Wednesday, November 12, 2008
UNOFFICIALLY OVER! at 9:12 PMFINALLY! IT IS UNOFFICIALLY OVER! NO MORE WRITTEN PAPER! IM LEFT WITH MCQ! *SMILE WIDE WIDE!* HAHAHAHA! :D xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! no good. at 12:12 AMChem was good. Econs was not good. ): I lost my Comparative Advantage! SIGHHHHHH~ AFTER TOMORROW! AFTER 4.15, im unoffically DONE! :D HEHEHE! xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Monday, November 10, 2008
yipppie! at 10:35 PMRead Joanne's Blog and ya, i kinda agree with her. i should enjoy studying now. Because after this week, i WOULD not touch my books like again! WOOOOOOOT~ (although not confident that i might get into uni.) Well, 2 more days and then exams are unofficially OVER! (: MCQ on Friday and MCQ on Tuesdays! I can't wait to watch HSM3 again! I can't wait to FLY up the flyer with *you! (: I think it's really retarded that i am U-turning my decision. O-M-G! how many times must i u-turn back? This time i really felt that i need you and that i want you.. ohohoh! Please do not hurt me again like you always do. Cause sometimes, i really have enough crying because of you. YES! I'm going class chalet. I'm going genting on the 2nd! I'm going TO WORK! I have a long list of things to do. but as for now.... I AM GOING TO STUDYYYYYYYY~ I've never..... never.... been so enthu into studying. Although i realise it a lil late.. Yes, though i'm sick, i have no choice but to mug! CHEM! 45/60! here i come! HEHEHE! btw, i am learning to love keynes. SIGH! xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! shouldn't. at 10:29 PMi shouldn't fall sick during this period. not when it's time for my econs! =/ but then.. it seems like i have fell sick. OHNO. DAMN THE RAIN! ): xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Sunday, November 9, 2008
I know i will always be there for you. at 10:53 PMOne of my good friend is feeling really hurt and pissed. But i hope that he is fine now. Hey, you know that i will always be there for you. I may be caught up in some things sometime but trust me i will be there for you. I just hope that you would learn to be a little hard-hearted to this situation. I really don't see a point for you to continue suffering. I really don't like to see you sad, nor do i want to hear you sad. It's not that i dont want to hear you grumble. Just that.... i will feel so upset too. ): SIGH! SEE LA, you are such an important friend that i care for you so much! Sometimes, you really just have to let go of things. Like what i say, do what you think is best for the situation. no matter what, you do have my support. always will be giving it to you. 9 more days and a level is done! 6 more papers! by next week this time.. im left with mcq physics! WOOOOT~ OKAY! SHALL LOOK FORWARD TO NEXT WEEK! and on sunday, i hope i can meet my very very very impt friend! :D <33 Life is goood gooood goooood. im not thinking about GP that is. xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Saturday, November 8, 2008
jump jump around. at 10:04 AMSo, there's a change of plan again. Now, im going back to genting! =/ *Jump Jump Jump like a little girl* hahahaha! today feeling rather light mood! :D No idea why toooo... Oh well, i'm glad, im glad im glad! :D HEEE! Shall blog again when im back! Apparently, I am late! *ooops!* JUMP JUMP! :D xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Thursday, November 6, 2008
btw! at 11:57 PMby the way, i really want a boyfriend!! but i just haven't found the right one yet! =/ or i did...... WHY AM I FEELING SO DESPERATE!! OMGGGGGG!  I want. I really want! xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! OHNO! at 11:43 PMOH YAY! (: I can go HongKong! woooot~ Leaving to another country with my friends = exciting. Leaving with my best friends is even more exciting! (: STATS TOMORROW. and pure maths would be rather simple i guess. since all the topic that i know well havent come out! HEHE! *a biggg grin* (FL is hoping for the best!) Physics is on monday and i am not even 1% prepared for it. tell me how how how? seriously! howhowhow!?! ): SIGHHHH~ im around halfway through and i know that it's gonna finish soon! FL! JIAYOU! next week this time, you would only be left with 2 more mcq! and that's it! A LEVEL IS OVER! (: And then i can go watch HSM3 AGAIN! then i can go take Flyer with zr! (: Then i can go kbox with Jiang! Outing with sec sch friends! Outing with my 7sisters+neighbour+aunty!(: And then i can watch my drama toooo! of cos spending my precious time with my 3 besties! (: ESP IN HK and before 1 of them enlist! And then i can go FH hse and swim! hohoho! so many things to do! and then i can also be relief teacher SOMEWHERE! (: LOOOOK! so many things left for me to do! A LEVEL FASTER FINISH LA! There's campus superstar 3 audition tomorrow i think! tooo bad i can't go! HAHAHAHA! (: okay, not as if i will go la. but then ah, i thought of going the last time la but don't dare! HAHAHAHA! =] i found out that... i have a mobile solely for one reason! and im loving that reason. (: xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! at 8:19 PMAll i want to update is that.. Maths was not bad. CHEM WAS GOOD! (: <3 my tuition teacher for making me feel so confident! <3 myself for studying. you totally make my day! the care we exchanged is special and sweet! good friend, i treasure you! :D xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Monday, November 3, 2008
): at 11:58 PMit seems like i can do Maths paper for most of the JC. but you know.. now im freaking scared already. nt because im not prepared... but a level is freaking unpredictable. ): and btw, i really start to detest proud and damn sarcastic people. WTF la. =/ oh man, just shut the f* up. i don't bloody need your opinion. that's also another reason why i dont even like to tell this person my troubles or whatever. DAMN YOU! (im not gonna reveal who this person is.... i'm JUST freaking pissed!) proud, arrogant, selfish, sarcastic is what you are! GP was really bad, it was so bad till..... i told my mum... i died and i cried. WOOOOOOOAHHHHHH~ first time i felt this way. p1 was still a hope before p2 starts. when p2 ends, i knew that im gonna come back next yr. =/ I'm sad. I'm depressed. I'm devastated! I know i'm gonna fail GP. all my irony, metaphor, ... , " " , - , all didnt come out! and tadah, there was only 2 paraphase qns with bloody 5 inference qns. and the Summary was sh*t. you ask me to find this but you start with although. =/ and AQ.... this is the first time i wrote one line. TADAH! i think the whole school, only i wrote one line. yea, and guess what... i was calm all along. I don't want a worst case scenario results. Like... ABCCU! omgggg! you know if i get ABCCE i might still go somewhere! I don't know where but still cfm can get into somewhere... but ahhhh...... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ): Oh well, H2. im gonna get my A B C at least! =/ at least i know that i still can make it for H2 and that i will pray hard that E for GP (which really seems quite far...) SIGHHH~ maths p1 tomorrow! im gonna do well well well! :D xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! ): at 5:44 PMit was tat bad. xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Sunday, November 2, 2008
i cant! at 11:12 AMmay your heart reside in mine. Think im probably fine now. But im dead! Gp's tomorrow. should be heading to Leo's later. Still on pending actually. but he really needs help. =/ AIYAAA~ so confusing. i also dont know what to do now. xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! Saturday, November 1, 2008
): at 5:38 PMwhen i made the decision, i thought... i will be fine. i thought i will feel lighter or smth. but no. It's not like me to give up something that i really want. Yet at the same time, i felt that i have to. it's not as if.....it's for a few mths. it's more than a YEAR! I blame myself so often. Why am i not interesting? Why am i so boring? And why am i such a failure to have not touched you after so long...? Sometimes, i really hope that 2 people with different character will be so much stronger than 2 person with similar character. just like how ionic bond is stronger than VDW?? you see... 2 different character will complement each other isnt it? One can be really talkative, and the other will listen. Isn't it good? ): If only that 5 secs on that one particular day where i can stop the time, how wonderful would things get? Still love. Still miss. Still hoping. This was what i send you that day.... "我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑 你不知道 你对我多么重要 有了你生命完整的刚好" . . . 不确定我的执着 能让你感动 我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落 关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂 We might find our place in this world someday But at least for now I gotta go my own way xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! ): at 2:19 AMFirst and foremost! 2 more days to A level. 17 more days to freedom. 6.5/10 prepared for my h2. and like 0/10 for my physics and like 5/10 for GP! OH MAN! IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO DOOOM! Well, on the lighter note, my registration for relief teaching pri/sec sch has been approved! woooooot~ SOOOOOOO COOOOOL~ There are some things that i kept it really really close in my heart. well, i thought i promised myself that during this A level times, don't dig it out. Don't feel it. and don't bother about it. Apparently, i failed today. And i have no idea why. Or should i say.... been days since i felt this way. And i just don't know how to express this feelings and thoughts. Yea, the feeling of keeping things in my heart just sucks. so, i let it out a lil nowadays by being the FL who is abnormal and really weird. First by not going school for consultationS and then by being crazy and talking nonsense. I'm still thinking of whether..... i should type everything out here. still considering. Sigh, im a weak girl afterall. yes, it may seems so insane, but guess what, i teared again. The thing is...... even if you give me another chance, i will do it this way. i'm thinking of lots of stuff now. Is it really true that in life, sometimes we really really have to let go of the most precious thing? Or, sometimes, it is just because we don't have a choice? I dont have a definite answer, all i can say now is......... I'm putting lots of thoughts to it. Life is full of choices. now, i think it's really time to make the decision. (then again, my heart is feeling so sour.) Let me think about it through the night.... This is a game that not everybody can play. and not everybody dares to play. to end the day before i go to bed, one word. SIGH. xoxo, ♥♥tillthen! |
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