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at 11:21 AM

things has changed in my life.

1) probably most of the people already know. still gonna mention about it. :) I am attached. :)
It's probably all so sudden for people who work with me in PS. because everyone will know that actually in centre, we don't really talk much. and then when the news started to spread a lil, everyone expression was Priceless. so yes, i am a happy girl now. not say i wasn't happy but relatively more happy. :)

2) I have gotten my coach wristlet like FINALLY. it's super pretty! :)

and yes, I love it very much! eye on this design for quite sometime already. it's not new collection. the new collection of wristlet is seriously not nice. so yes, here it is! :D my beloved coach wristlet which i bought it myself! :D
sense of achievement working @ SH : 1) iphone. 2) asus laptop. 3) coach wristlet!
that's for myself! :)


3) gonna revert back to Esprimere next week onwards! like what i said in twitter! :D hehe! :)
can't wait to attend the first lesson! =P
recently into a song... tanya's chua 抛物线. i think it's omg nice! LOL! did a cover which is okay okay only! so probably will do another cover later. if i have the time and the voice for the day. :)


just a short update! :D
shall rant later! =/


i just need to rant. at 12:26 AM

hello all.
i am home alone today.
well, studied SOMEHOW. but I realised, I have forgotten almost half of what Mr Seet taught! =/
not a good sign! SIGH. need that extra effort from now on.
at least for micro it's still not as bad. and for ABSM, still able to solve the mystery of the wonderful eqns! =)


and yes, i did mention above that i am home alone today! ):
quite sad right! like you took off thinking that your family will be home but then you are left alone for the whole afternoon! ):
and when my mum returns, she gave me yet another lecture! oh my, have to listen and acknowledge. can't just answer yes, have to give opinion if not she'll think that i cant be bothered with her words!
at the age of 20, i guess it's time to do lots more stuff than what I am currently doing! or at least that's what she wants me to do.
but i realised that.... when you start doing something more, people would demand MORE from you!
well, if you understand what i mean.


sometimes i totally feel it, as unhappy I might get, i wouldn't even show it.
just like how i was unhappy this whole afternoon, i still have to give the smile to let her know that i am fine alone and she can go and do her stuff.
sigh. really do not know how to explain this feeling.
totally hate it when i do not have companion, especially from my family. ):


I didn't know that there are people from esprimere performing today @ open house. ):
if not I would have went down to support them! but then, yea, blame myself for not being involved. hence not knowing! oh well! ):


alright,

work tomorrow! :)
will get to see the bf too! :)



and, i am excited for oct 16th! :)
rainie yang's concert! OH YES! :D
and, i am secretly a man city fan now! HAHAHA! :D


BALANCE at 8:58 PM



First week of school has officially ended! :)
and i have to say, this week has gotta be the most happening week for this year! (:

things are kinda going well for me! (thumbs up!)

of course, there are definitely still down side in life! overall, i am happy.


school started and happy to say that... i have only 1 lecture alone!
and i once again found the fire in me! HAHA! :) yeayea, my love for maths! it's not gonna change and it's gonna stay like that! :) i'll probably share some of my love for maths for econs soon.
why did i say that! because this week, out of 4 modules, i have started on 3!

Macroecons on monday.
Microecons on wednesday.
abstract maths on friday.


well, all 3 lectures i did not fall aslp! just felt kinda sian in lecture!
however for abstract maths, i attend it ALONE. but guess what, i have the most fun too!
because of all the proving and solving of equations!
oh man, totally love the way i solve those questions! :)
when you understand and then you start to scribble all the workings to yourself!
sense of satisfaction seriously! :D
plus, when you are doing, the angmoh lecturer is looking at your work, and then look at you and said, "good job" giving a smile! awww~ HAHAHA! yes, seriously, it's the sense of satisfaction! :)


macroecons, microecons...
WELL, it's not that bad, i still have got my interest in them! so, afterall i am taking modules that I LIKE! :) so i hope this year i would be able to do well and not get sucky results like last year!
though i pass everything, totally not my expectation! ):


gonna head back for cca next month onwards, after thinking about it..... shall not jump back on the last week of the month! :) so yes, october!!! I will be back with esprimere CLASS! :)


work has become somehow tiring. =/ bad sign seriously!
it's the people there which are keeping me going!
and especially......... =)


decided not to work tomorrow and let shirla work! :)
gonna study, do my tutorial and probably sing! :D


for now... i am waiting for sms!




update of my boring life. at 1:53 AM

i can't believe myself either.


SHOUT OUT TO ESPRIMERE FRIENDS! :)

how have you guys been doing, i will be back very very soon. ):
Can't wait for thursday lessons! and i miss you guys very very much!
Especially atsl! :)


totally miss singing very much! (: Too busy nowadays to give myself time to sing!
however been watching glee very much, gonna finish the season very soon!
(credit to JK who lend me his harddisk!)


school's gonna start in 2 days!
I am kinda excited for it at the same time scared because of high expectation for oneself! ): after receiving last year results, felt kinda upset because it's not up to what i want! ): gotta study doubly hard this year! i must must must at least hit 85% of lecture attendance this year! and nvr gonna skip lecture for the whole module! ): it's pure luck plus a bit of hardwork that i could clear my maths 2 and econs seriously! phew~


I have my off day tomorrow! not gonna rest at home, however going to.............
well, will blog abt this soon! :)


today(saturday! 18/9/2010)

started off feeling worried.
it went on being happy, then pissed off, then happy, then worrying, then happy.

okay crappy me! overall, my day is GOOD! :)
I hope it will stay good for the coming days! please....!
my heart beat uber fast today. anxious, excited, scared.
it's long since i feel that way.
*cross fingers!*


can't wait to see my pay sooooooon~ :)



anyway, gotta sleep now! it's 2 am and FL IS UBER AWAKE! :P
nights!




let's count the no. of days it takes...............


shall reveal soon. :)


boring life. at 11:58 AM



work @ SH
working @ SH is definitely the most enjoyable working experience as compared to other job which i have work before! :)

started working for SH on 31st may and now it's going to be end of sept! woah, tat's like near 4 months of working there! :) met a lot of fun people, cool people, nice people! :)


work is stress but not as stress as most of them i supposed! sometimes, some things can really get on my nerve! but all i can do is to keep to myself and proceed on with my work!


have become my hot manager's PA! She's really stress! ): sometimes she's busy till she didnt eat anything the whole day, guess it's better that i help her out whenever i can!

some photos w SH peeps! :)


twins! :) Ping han on the left and ping hao on the right! :)
it's funny how ppl still can't differentiate them on their last day!

And this is kwang hian! :) bv senior!
he's a uber funny guy! (: and thanks to him, my journey to work isn't alone!

supper @ 85! not all the staffs! maybe only half! :)
this was farewell for the few temps leaving- zhijun, twins, jianrong.


Guinea pig! :)


random photos from SH:


So yes, school's going to start!
Seriously I can't wait for school to start! really hope i can cope with cca/work/studies!

Anyway, been working hard however catching up with friends too! :)
met up with esprimere peeps for supper last thursday! though not physically there, heart is still stays there! :)

Met up with ZR and the sisters on the 5th Sept!
went to sing with ZR at kbox mount faber! TRUST ME THE SETTING IS UBERRRR NICE!
however getting there is quite tough! seriously it's OMG NICE! :D


(seriously, I think my hair and everything looks quite nice in this photo!)



After that on the same day, met with the sisters too! :)


thought wanted celebrate Kai'en birthday but end up is mine and hers! LOL!
i know my birthday is over long ago! still i'm happy that ppl celebrate with me though it's that late! :P



And on 7th Sept, met up with timo and fanghan to celebrate timo's bdae! :)
we went to fish&co. at tampines! :)





k , gonna sleep now! Quite shag now already! and my off day is over! SADDDD! ):


back to work tmr! ohohoh~ im gonna start my part time scheme already!
lucks to myself! :D


JIAYOU! :D
fighting!


grumble. at 1:48 AM

Ever since I work @ SH this holiday, I have achieved some things!
Well can say that most are material goods.

Yes, got myself an iphone during this period and got myself a netbook. :)
USING MY OWN money.
my FULL SHIFTS MOST OF THE DAYS!


got to know some very nice people @ work too. :)
some whom i will call them my friends. really glad that i know them.
when they leave, or when i leave, I will definitely miss my good old days @ SH.


but with all these good things in life, comes the bad.


Is it really that hard to find peace?
I totally do not like how some ppl look at things, or how some ppl simply just ignore our presence. Or even think that we are useless. I TOTALLY cannot stand it.
I really dislike how things are now, but sad to say, who am i to even say anything?
all i can is feel awful inside.. and then put up the strong front.
but seriously, i can get tired sometimes too. it's really hard to smile all the time.
I really feel lifeless too. trying to help everyday, trying to please everyone, trying to clear.
I don't ask for anything back... however what i get now are the opposite.
gossips, complaints..
i can choose not to take it to heart, but im not such a person.
i will ponder on it for very long. i will even think abt it every single day.
i know this is a very bad habit of mine, but i really do not know how to filter out things i do not want to hear! ):
really hope there is a switch in my ear, to switch off my hearing sense whenever i do not want to hear some stuffs.


2 more yrs of studying and then there i will be..
stepping into the working society, where i foresee will have more conflicts and all the nonsense.
how am i going to face that?
I really need to be stronger.
what doesnt kill you just make you stronger.


Oh well. it's late. gonna go off first!
ECR later! nights all.

i have not blog about a lot of things! ):

esprimere camp. timbre w bob/yvonne. bdae celebration w sisters.


fl is a happy girl! :D at 3:13 AM

I haven't been blogging for the longest period! ):
oh no, I must have upset quite a no. of readers plus nuffnang partners!

Sorry guys, I have been really busy at work! Been working full shift almost everyday! :(
Including 4th Sept, I have worked a total of 6 consecutive full shifts! from 10am-11pm!
Yes, you might think that it's impossible but i actually did it!
and because of that, I have earn enough money... for me to buy an asus laptop! :)
yayyyy! :)
Now I have a laptop to myself and i can proudly say i use my own hardearn money to buy it! (:

I have to give credit to 2 of my colleagues! :)
JR and Kwang! They went down to comex during their off day and see what laptop fits my requirement! :) and yes, we all came to a conclusion! Asus ul20ft! :D
Thanks to the both of them! I do not have to squeeze in the place and queue to pay and all the nonsense! =) can't help buy thank them again! :)
I have great colleagues! :) and they make my day always!


Ever since I've work @ SH, i realised I spent quite a bit!
First i got an iphone, now i got a laptop! what's next seriously?


alright, gonna blog about my life at night later!
for now, fl is going to sleep happily! :D
nights all! :)