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STOP! at 11:00 PM

That's the stuff I bought today! A blank piece of jigsaw puzzle which I have been trying to find and i finally found! And A note book which i think it's cool(okay, it's just that I always buy notebook for no reason!) and silky girl's perfume!(although I really prefer my dior!)
Everything adds up to $20. (ard there!)


I am not really pissed with anyone or anything, just felt kinda unhappy here. =/
Cos I think someone really needs to take some chill pill and just STOP acting like he/she is!
Though I am quiet and not telling anyone about it, I don't think I like this feeling.
It feels like the same.. ALL OVER AGAIN.
Okay, whatever.


Sometimes it's really weird! I mean, you thought things are going perfectly fine when it is not.
In life, we just need to think a lil lesser and take things lightly.
I don't know. Perhaps, it's just me!


心中有种刺刺的感觉!
因为好朋友好像已经决定了, 心中突然感到悲伤.
要怎样跟你说呢?


done. at 7:21 PM

Rainyyyy day!

Exams are done long ago. Even EPT is done!
But I felt that I have been wasting my time since the end of A level!

I only did 2 jobs to begin with and it's only 2 weeks for both jobs! ):
Not sure What am I doing either.
Sometimes, I do start to think about stuff and then blame myself for not having concrete plans!
I actually mean.. long term plans!

Like how I thought I would be able to find a long term job. Like for months? yea, but I did not!
I have always say that I want to save money.. but money isn't flowing in because there isn't any sources! dots! =/


Life feels a lil mess up now actually. I don't know what to do everyday. It's like wasting my life away! ): And I feel rather uneasy about it! Well, I ACTUALLY.. shouldn't feel this way. This.. seems to be the last break before my LIFE GO ON FULL FORCE. But I just can't stand the fact that I am doing nothing! Gosh, I should really find something to do!


Feeling rather down now!
Was playing my piano just now! And I took out my Grade 4,5,6 piano examination pieces!
GUESS WHAT! I can't even play one piece fluently! =(
Yea, I felt sad about it. Don't ask me why I feel this way! Gosh. It has been really really really long since my last piano lesson! ):
SIGH!

Tomorrow 1st of may!
I spend 5 months doing nothing! *clap clap!*



stop giving me negative thinking. =/
I feel terrible. REALLY.


Need a break. at 5:35 PM

I need a break from this.
it's about me!


Ready? at 5:03 PM

Ready, get set.... go! (:

Am I ready?
GOSH.
害怕！


nothing much! just felt like blogging in chinese! =/ at 2:05 PM

我又花钱了！
好难赚来的钱，又被我花光了！对自己好失望！

这几天都好闷哦！心里好像有点忐忑不按，不知在烦恼什么。
有一种说不出的感觉。
还在想着某件事吗？到底在担心什么？
那时快快乐乐的日子，到哪了？现在的日子，都不知会发生什么事。

我不是在说我不快乐，而是没比以前快乐。。。


人长大后是不是会越来越多烦恼？ 越来越少开心的时刻？
如果是这样，我。。。宁愿不想长大！


Oh no! getting worst! at 9:18 AM

I woke up feeling worst than yesterday! So i went to take my cough syrup(since the other time! which is not very long ago!) Not sure if i will be seeking doctor later! Gonna go for a job interview in a few minutes time! Please hope for the best! Well, I want a job because I want money yet, I dont want to work! lol. Ironic? LOL! =)

Gonna meet tricia to in a few minutes time! (: actually it's an hour time yea, as usual i guess i will be late. but then, interview is walk in mah, so nevermind lo! from 10-12 somemore! we go at 1030 already not bad for them! Not sure if Chua wants to meet me at night for dinner! But I actually feel like sleeping the whole day, cause I am feeling so tired! =/
And of course, how can I forget that tomorrow I will be out the whole day?

Don't ask me why I choose to do things this way, I guess as long as I am happy and that I know the decision I made, I wouldn't regret! At least during that time! (: So yup.

The sky looks dark now! I hope MY sky isn't dark! =/ I fear of something.. somehow. Yet I don't know what it is. Sigh! If only........ Too many If only in this world... so i guess, let's all do things without regret! (: It's gonna rain soon! Omgosh! I dont have the habit of bringing an umbrella! Because, I think it's heavy! ahahahahaah! :P But oh well, I guess I need to now!

OKAY, time for me to change!! :D



nie, please call me!
nus, please send your letter to me!
please let me pass my EPT!
schools, please call me for relief!




b, let's stay happy huh? (:


Hello world! :D at 11:59 AM

It's wednesday, approaching afternoon and I just woke up.
The sun rose from the east today morning, like usual, it always does rise from the east.
I didn't want to wake up actually, but the wind was toooooo strong! ):
Sore throat seems to be the same! Not getting any better even though I have been drinking water!
Feeling lazy to want to travel to bedok interchange! But the day is still early! So I think I'm gonna do so soon! (:

I had a dream last night! =/
I dreamt that I was accepted into NUS(some weird courses that doesnt exist!) It was under business! I was super happy. BUT... that course doesnt even exist! HAHAHAHAH
I think I am thinking about the letter too much! It really starts to worry me. I haven't even got any interview from NIE when others are already accepted there! Sigh! My chance seems to be getting lesser and lesser everyday! ):
Also, EPT test result... don't even know when it will be release! Sigh! so headache now! =/

2 more days to Friday! Or rather less than 2 more days! (:
Not sure what I am excited about, what I am looking forward to, but I am just happy. ((:
Ultimately, being happy is the most important thing right? So, tadah! :D


Letter oh letter! Please come soon! I yearn for you almost everyday! ):
Phone call, please come soon! I yearn for you almost everyday tooo! (call from nie!)
AND,
job oh job! please come to me toooo! I need money! =/
K, i shall go buy 4D! HAHAHAHAHA!


I'm gonna bath now and go BEDOK INTERCHANGE TO SHOP! WHAT TO SHOP? I DONT KNOW! HAHAHAHAHAHA! :D
blog again soon!


b, sarangheyo! :D


Such a tiring day~~ at 9:47 PM

Today seems to be really tiring when we didn't really do lots of things!
I woke up at 9+ and started watching D.I.E!
And yes, I finished it already. The ending was really really crappy. =/
(talking about drama, there's a new drama on channel 8 at 9pm tomorrow! My school daze!)
While watching the last epi of D.I.E, it started to rain. And it was really HUGE!
When I look out of the window, I couldn't see the road! It was SO HUGE!

But lucky us, the rain subside at 2. So, we still end up meeting at 2.30! (:
Went out with Eli and KHAI and khai's baby sister(okay, not really baby. approaching 3!)
Went to Vivo for a walk and had my breakfast,lunch,dinner(one meal!) there! HAHAAHAH!
OH, and I think that... Ice Ovaltine is nice! =))


After that went down to far east because Khai said that she wanted to buy cheap clothes!
Blame myself for not working! though I was feeling kinda rich, I didn't want to spend it without thinking! Afterall, I am on a saving money mission! :P
Left Orchard at about 7:50! Reached home at 9! (:


That was how I spend my day! Now, I have to plan for my tomorrow!
ohmygosh! A few more days to friday!!! :P
I think I'm gonna get some really cheapo shirt and do some magic to it! :P
Guess I am gonna go library, and then shop around bedok for a while tomorrow!
Don't want to stay at home everyday! kinda boring!
Probably tomorrow gonna go polyclinic! My throat kinda still hurts a lil!
But maybe gonna get honey lemon first, if it gets worse by thursday then i shall go visit the doctor!


yay yay!
CHUA IS GONNA COME BACK TOMORROW! :D



b, i love you.


as cliche as it may sounds at 12:37 PM

The most important thing is, the both of us to be happy together. (:
I doubt about myself last night. I guess, I don't really care now!
Even if it's wrong, let us both be wrong together and continue doing it the wrong way.
If it's just one date, so be it. Let's just hope it will be happy.

Nothing much for me to say, other than...
I am really happy with you. (:


Thank you Mr A. (:


Sick again? at 9:04 PM

Such an old dog. Her name is rainbow! She looks so dirty but I hope she remembers me! (:
Been long since I last play with her! (: Finally saw her yest! :D

The flower thing.. is my new blanket! My old blanket is gone! ): SIGH!!
my bearbear blanket! )))))))): my smell! )))))))))):



Not sure if I am getting sick again, but seems like it! ):
Mild Sorethroat. I seriously hate sorethroat and also flu! URGH!
I seems to be sick every 2 weeks.


Life is so boring at home or even going out. I really want job!
Gosh, can't really find! Boring.

Guess I am going Vivocity tomorrow! And Wednesday, Yvonne is coming back! YAY! :D
Thursday not sure if Im going out... but
I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY! :D




I am more or less fine now! (:
someone nice told me: keep urself away from those with demerits.

Yes, i got it now. I spent way too long to kick you out of my life.
Finally, bye.


I don't need you in my life. at 7:01 PM

Yes, I don't need you in my life.
You came and you screwed my life once! And now you just want to screw it again isnt it?
Just shoo off my very nice life. I don't want you in it anymore!

I still thought I was being nice to you. Apparently, I think you have mislook this factor and then assume stuff which isn't true. I was pissed with you for that 5 mins and then i've decided to kick you out of my life. damn you.


Stop assuming what is not true. damn you TOO.


Part 2! at 10:52 AM

Just another normal looking book! I turn it to be a very nice book. (:



Something special here! (:



That's the end! (:
Proud of my work! (:


Mr A. at 11:30 PM

Not yet stable.
Started.


Hoping for the best.
At least, I am like a princess now. (:
Let's be optimistic! at the same time........


Let me prepare for the worst outcome.


never was confident of myself, not sure if i will be.



less than three!


Down. at 6:34 PM

AH! No idea why but I'm feeling down.
I shouldn't be.... right?


A day to Ikea. at 3:20 PM

Went out with my parents to get new blanket!
(sigh! sigh! sigh!)
I've changed my blanket and I dont want to! This means no more smell! ):
I don't like the texture too! But it's the most comfortable! TSKTSK! =/

Hee! Mr A, you must be sleeping now! Hope you are resting well! <3


I got the same skin as yvonne! =/ Cos it's the cheapest! like $6.90! And then the cotton thing inside is $25! so this makes it $31.90~ After that had my hotdog and ice-cream! ((((:
Okay, so my craving for ikea is done and over! (: And, there goes my blanket too~ SIGH!


Shall blog later! I'm gonna continue my D.I.E online! :D


Am I or Am I not? at 10:57 AM

Not sure what's this feeling.
Kinda confused. =/

But afterall it's a very sweet feeling. (:


He,
promised not to break fragile items! (:

Can't wait for Friday! (((((:


Weekend! :D at 7:01 PM

Yay, it's the weekend again. In the first place, I have no idea why I am yay-ing!
Okay, perhaps I am yay-ing for working people! Those who has got work to do for past 5 days! (:
Mr A, this "yay" is for you! :D


Everyday is a weekend to me! Because everyday, I do the same thing! It's either I slack at home or I go out. Tadah! What else can I do? I surf the net, talk to usual people, check mails, wait for letter, sing. If not, I will go out and spend money! However, my money is going on a deficit really really soon! LOL! =X Gosh~


I slept for near 12 hours. Because of the lack of sleep on Friday, I had a really bad headache! Therefore, I decided to off my com and head to bed at 10pm! (: Woke up at 10am today! :D
Been such a long time since I get to sleep such long hours! Because everytime I go out, I would have short hours of sleep!
Like for the past week!

• Monday- Out with Fanghan to iluma. watched 17 again.
  
• Tuesday- Out with Yvonne to TopOne and to queue for Ben and Jerry's!
  
• Wednesday- made sandwiches! :D iron my own clothes!
  
• Thurs- Baked cookies(failed terribly!), mop the floor.
  
• Fri- Back to School. (SR olympics)
• Sat-Went to the bank. (THE SUN IS FRIGGING HOT!)

I am trying to fill my days with activities!


Now, I have another activities to attend to! (:
blog again later!


going home! (: at 7:09 PM

weather is hot!
sun was killing me!

3 hours of sleep.
a whole day out.



Sleepy.
Im gonna go home now! =)




Mr A.
since when have i start missing you?


张旻华: I ENVY YOU LOTS! LOL! at 9:00 PM

CLICK HERE!!


To have my own name to appear at haoting.com I THINK, I NEED TO WAIT TILL NEXT LIFE!
I seriously think that it's freaking cool. AND OMGOSH.....
having my own song to appear at haoting.com, I dont even have to think about it! never will happen! HAHAHAHAHA!


GO LISTEN TO FAN CHUAN, SHI SHI HOU, DENGDAI! :D

ZHANG MIN HUA: YOU GOOD LIFE SIA! WTHWTHWTH! HAHAHAHA! I am full of jealousy now! HAHAHAAHHA! damn envy you like mad! oh my goodness! LOL!


I am only here to boast that.. THAT'S MY FRIEND! MY GOOD FRIEND!
AND I LIKE TO IRRITATE HIM! HE'S PROBABLY GONNA WHACK ME SOON.
considering that we stay so near now! WAHAHAHAH! :D

okay, my D.I.E is starting! blog later! :D



omgosh! at 7:20 PM

Today, I found something SERIOUSLY exciting! HAHAHAHAHA!
Okay, to me only! (:
And maybe to MinHua too! WAHAHAHA! :D

WE... found out that we stay VERY near each other!
For many times we bump into each other, we didn't know we stay SO near to each other!
He stay at blk 530, I stay at blk 547! WAHAHAHA! (:

Happen to see his mum today while getting ingredient, that's why!
This is so OMG! HAHAHAHAHA! (:

I guess the above did not interest any of you but myself! :D



让我们GETHIGH! =D


IT FAILED. at 5:58 PM

my first attempt of baking cookies...
FAILED.




Terribly!



Yest night was happy + happy + VERY HAPPY!
Yvonne Chua made my day! HAHAHAHAHAHA!


Chua: i will never be angry with FL anymore.


Thank you ah CHUA! :D
I love you the bitch way!




and someone else said: how can i ever be angry with her



what a feeling. at 12:44 AM

Not sure if it was right.





Have i really kept you in my heart?
Or am I just easily attracted to nice guys? =X

I am longing for YYY's msg! I smile at his msges too! I talk to him on msn lots too! =X
Just 3 days and all of these are happening. going crazy!


YVONNE! ASK ME ABOUT THIS WHEN YOU SEE IT!



change in life. at 7:07 PM

I am gonna change from strawberry to chocolate.
From pink to black!
From slacking to reading.


LOL. I am not gonna do the above! =/

Today, I did alot of things!
OKAY NOT REALLY.

I made sandwiches! So proud of myself! :P
Ham and Egg sandwiches with veg!
I went to buy bread, egg, ham, orange(=DD)
Oranges are so expensive! Okay, maybe it's just.. cause I went to take the best type of oranges!
IT'S $0.70 for one! OMGOSH!
SO I BOUGHT.... 5! AND I FELT SO CHEATED!
THE SKIN SO THICK! OMGOSH!
It's like...... pamelo that kind of skin! ):

And then, I iron my own clothes! Can't believe it!
I wash my own clothes too! HAHAHAHAH!

Im gonna like cook more! I recently found out that.. girls should know how to cook! WAHAHAHA! =X

Tomorrow I AM OFFICIALLY GONNA BAKE COOKIES! :D
WOOOOT~ I hope it turns out well. =)

I'm gonna go back school on Friday with TRICIA TO! (:
Because Jung is running! JIAYOU JIAYOU!

Okay, nothing to blog already! :D
WHEEEEEEEE~

i miss my new goodfriend! WAHAHAHAH! :P


heartbroken. still breaking. at 11:32 AM

Received my heartbreaking session last night. ):

Nowadays, things have been really hectic for many of us. It has been crazy. Of course, emotionally as well. And I actually found out the reason why. Not just myself, some others too.
We just dont want to admit the fact, because we choose to believe the problem lies somewhere else. But now, it's getting clearer and clearer. Which.... is irritating.

Much unhappiness, much sadness, much anger, much disappointment.
It's happening everywhere to everyone because of THAT reason.
It creates quarrels even.
We do need to live our life in the most fantastic and happy way. It's not that we are very optimistic. It's not that we are living in our own fairytale where everything is so smooth and happy. It's just we CHOOSE TO STAY HAPPY.
There are so much emotions in this life, why choose to stay sad? what's the point?
What's the point of getting everyone upset? What's the point of viewing things so negatively?
In this case, I guess even the smallest thing will matter to you.

I guess, everyone should look beside, around them. There odd to be someone out there who will always be there to support you. Even the most stupid things you do, this person will always be there. Even the most dangerous, happiest or whatever nonsense.. HE/SHE will always be there.
And the best of all is.. HE/SHE will stab you in the front, and not your back!
Just look around you, you do have one. If you don't, it's time to reflect on yourself.

When things go wrong, it's a natural thing that we will start to blame others first! There are times when the one at fault is ourselves. The problem doesnt always lie on others. When something goes on for long, there is a higher chance that the problem lies in YOU.

I ain't upset or anything when I post this. It's just my inner thoughts. Just the words from my heart. So don't have to ask me anything about this. There is a reason why I don't blog everything out. We all know that it's a world wide web. There are things which are personal. There are things which I only let my BFF know. (: Blog is out there for others who bother about you to read. Oh, talking about this... ah, nevermind. Those who need to know, knew it already. All I cna say is.. it's plain DUMB. But, the dumb one isnt me! HAHAHA! :D

Right now, I am happy with my life. (:
I have got my family, my friends, music, "boyfriend".
And recently, I just got to know of another good friend! yay! :D
It doesnt surprise me that I only have this handful of really good friends. I can count them with 1 hand! Don't need me to use my pinky! LOL!

Love my sec school clique! I miss them too!
Miss Bonkified Nutcases.
Miss my GOH family aka sisters. +neighbour + aunty.
Miss Khai, Adeline Shireen.

Wherever I am heading now, I know these few will always be there to support me.

To whomever thinks that I love them! :D :
I do, cherish you. For the rest of my life, you don't have to think twice.
I will, love you still. From the depths of my soul, it's beyond my control.
I waited so long to say this to you.
If you're asking do I love you this much... I do! (:


I recieved a heartbreak last night. Yet I am smiling. Weird me!



I truly thank you for listening to me everytime. You just make me smile more and more each day. <3


I am fine. at 9:58 AM

Glad that I am fine and alive! (:
Glad that I feel a lil better! (:
Thank you G.Y.M. (:

Really felt damn scared yest that I practically just lie on my bed for the longest time of my life with my eyes OPEN! =X For like near 3 hours? I was just lying on my bed. So afraid to fall asleep. But in the end, I gradually just drift off! Only when he messaged me, then I woke up!

I have to go off soon to be exact! But I think Yvonne is gonna be late. @*$~)@%&~@%
[/edited] not really. She just woke up and I guess she wouldn't be late! SO...
I BETTER START TO RUN OUT OF THE HOUSE NOW! OMGOSH! =X

Anyway,
yvonne called and said... "today is ben and jerry's day!"
FREEEEEE ICECREAM FROM 12-7!
OH YAYYY! =D
Okay, let's see if we are like some crazy aunty later on!

FOR NOW! I GTG! :D TAKE GOOD CARE PEEPS!
Shall blog with photos later! :D

LOVES!


talking to you makes me feel safe.. all the time. (:
I just love you this way!


A day out with FangHan. at 9:00 PM

After the drama i felt today morning.. I still went out with FangHan.
A day to iluma and to watch 17 again! Zac Efron IS HOT!
I think I like him in this show better than HSM!

Anyway, iluma is kinda boring!
Maybe because quite a no. of shops not yet open! but anyway.. there is this shop.."glamour girls"
the shirts and dresses there are kinda nice! And the material is good! Prices are affordable!
Saw something that i really like.. but DID NOT GET IT! wah, sense of achievement! HAHAHAHA!

After that went to get our "popcorn"! That's my breakfast and lunch!
And then got real popcorn too okay! HAHAHAHAH!

EH, iluma the arcade damn crap btw! Alot of those catch catch thing!
Also.. there's an escalator which is very very long too! LIKE THE AIRPORT ONE!
YUP!

So.. here are some photos.. kinda lazy to type more.


Fanghan thinks that the top is cool. as in.. the.. ceiling of every level. LOL!

She cut her hair! SO MESSY NOW SIA! HAHAHAHA!

The super long escalator! but i actually failed to take a photo which portray it's long!

I think this colour combination is cool.. so... i snapped a photo!

That's the outside of the mall.

We had some fun with the PIKACHU and doraemon! :D



The escalator... from 1st storey to the 4th!
We think that the lobby area kinda creepy!


Doraemon, ultraman(i think scary!) and PIKACHU! SO CUTEEEE!

US WITH DORAEMON! i risked by camera btw! place it on the flat railing! IF IT DROPS, I WILL CRY!! OMG!

FangHan is in the doraemon!



And that's me! :D

our dearest pikachu! OH SO ADORABLE!

LET ME GIVE YOU A KISS! :D

PIKA PIKA.. PIKACHU!!!!!

After that went back to bugis junction! Like usual, went to grab some notebooks! AND THERE! PIG AND COW~~ :P
SMILE FOR THE CAMERA! :D
DONE! that's my day with fanghan!

Guess tomorrow going out with CHUA!

hope I am feeling better~~ still scared! ):


scareddd. at 5:35 PM

What a title.. but in actual fact, I AM scared.

Within that 5 minutes...
I thought about many things.

Within that 5 minutes...
It made me realise that I should cherish my life.

Within that 5 minutes...
I realised how important you are to my life.

Within that 5 minutes...
everything seems clear.


but yet now...
I feel so scared because I don't want to feel the same 5 minutes anymore. ):


This is home.. truly.. at 9:56 PM

I always feel happy when I see JJ on TV! (: It just bring a smile on my face!
WAHAHAHA! Okay, suddenly.. it sounds so psychotic! Wahahaha! =X

I think I need to start to plan my life... realistically. =/
Living in my fairy tale too much already! It's time that I move on!

I have lots of dreams and wishes to be exact!
Some which are very unattainable! Some which I really need to work hard for!
Some... it's just a dream like everyone's!

• I want to buy a car with my own cash by age of 30!
  
• I want to have a happy family of my own!
• I want a very nice house and with maid.
• I want my parents to enjoy life after they retire!
• I want to be a successful teacher!
  
• I want a loving and caring guy! HAHAHA!

Also, there are some really nonsense one!

• I want to sing individually to a crowd! Like school competition or tv competition! LOL! Not saying I am damn confident with my own voice. It's just a dream!
  
• I want to be able to play the piano till a god-like stage!

There are still many many many thoughts running through my head! I ain't gonna type everything out! Cos some can really make you go... WTF?


It's 10pm+ on a sunday night! OH OH OH, I am so gonna get into my mood already! =X

KY left me an offline message. Glad that he is coping well there although he isnt feeling comfortable! Hope he goes back home soon because I miss him. =/


BTW, I do not have a boyfriend![adeline! GET IT?!]
I do NOT have alot of guys in my life. JUST 3.. AND NOT LIKE I AM IN LOVE WITH ALL 3.

Jayson, don't worry! (: YOU ARE STILL SPECIAL K! HAHAHAHA! (:
study hard for your exams! Better pass with flying colours! :D


Don't be surprised that my best of best is a guy. =.=(no, yvonne.. i am not taking your icon. I just think that some issue really give the WTF face!)
It just so happen that this guy understands me the best and with me saying 10% of what I want to say, he could get the rest of the 90%.
And he has always been there. Of course he has got to be the best of the best. -.-


Then again, there isn't like category of friends.
I treat everyone with the same amount of effort and sincerity! It's just how you treat me that decide how I should treat you further on! We may not have talk for 1 month, but We may still be close when we go out! Just like me and Khai.. I don't always see her! But then when I see her, I still feel the closeness. Unless you do stuff that really irritates me, I will then consider how I should treat you further on! Otherwise, whoever is my friend.. you are always a joy in my life. (:


I have gradually understand and accepted that.. life is like a roller coaster ride!
But the weird thing now is.. I am not sure if it's going up or going down! Because there are things that are going up and there are things that are going down! so..... how am I feeling? I don't really know. =/


By the way, I hate guys who lie!
And, sometimes..if you really need to lie.... think properly before you lie!
(white lie is fine of course!)


Guys with thick eyebrow, deep dimples who isn't too full of himself and does not lie attracts me! (: The list just goes on and on... oh, he has got to be 165cm and above of course! =)


you attracts me but this can't go on. i need to hide you up! i need to lock you into a box and keep it deep within me! but at the same time, i don't mind this sweet feeling. cos i am loving it! I love you!


Shall not complain. at 5:29 PM

Why it seems like there is still un-settled problems?
But then again, I don't know if I should bother about it.


Anyway, I am tired of my very slack life.
I guess some company please give me a call soon! ): And ask me to go for interview! PLEASEE! ):
Plus the fact that Poly students start school tomorrow, it's really boring! ):
Gosh, or.. NUS/NTU! please call me! ):


Communication failed.
good or bad?


Suddenly, I have a craving for my chawanmushi, fruit juice, mcSPICY, chomp chomp choc beancurd, chips, popeye mash potato, ikea ice-cream, lucky plaza's indo food! ): And Suddenly, I feel like seeing him.
My mind is so weird, there isn't any button to switch it off! ):

OH, I should have gone down to Heeren just now!
MH is launching his album with some other people! but i felt so lazy! Hope he doesnt kill me! OOPS! =X

There is an interesting show from 730pm later at channel 5! AND JJ WILL BE THERE! PLEASE PLEASE, go watch my husband okay! :P

Shall blog later.


still as confused.


PART 1! at 5:12 PM

The reason why I am posting this up is because I am very proud of my own "art" piece! (:
And he has finished fixing it! So there you go! My part 1 of the present! =)
I am happy. (:

It just overwhelm all my other feelings! =)


HAPPY 2! at 1:50 AM

i said : i love you the cow way!
you said: i love you the boar way! (:

i said: i will still love you the cow and boar way in 50 years time! (:


please stay happy!!!


GENERAL. at 1:29 AM

Everyone has got their point of views! And we can actually say that everyone's POV is indeed different from the others! BUT, even though it's different, it will eventually boils down to the same thing!(THAT IS FOR MAJORITY!)

Of course, there is a group of minority that has different thinkings! And sometimes, it gets quite irritating when they think that they are always right! I do have some friends that belong to the minority. They actually deviates out of the norm but they don't really realise.

When things happen once in a while, it's fine. Everyone can take it and we will feel that it's normal to feel that way once in a while! But if things keep repeating by itself, it's not just irritating.. it brings anger too!

And when things get worst.... the majority will feel disappointed, helpless, lost!
Yet we can't bear to leave this minority behind cos we will feel bad.
Sometimes, it's left with no choice but we really have got to ignore it!
Ignorance is a bliss, sometimes.

We do need to hear things first-hand! I've learnt that if it's a second-hand info, don't believe it! even if it is from your close friend! So.. here i am.. choosing not believe!



We need to have an open-mind and an open-heart! Listen and observe! Listen and analyse!
Take others opinion into consideration.

We shall not think too much, shall not assume. Cause LET ME SAY IT THE LAST TIME, it makes an ASS out of YOU and ME! [adeline, familiar?!]


Initally I thought it was me, now i think.. this is just an excuse.

What has happened to you? I really want to know. not just me. WE ALL.
We are concern, we care. But you just don't see this point. ):
I hate to say this but.. you have changed.

At this very night, I feel upset again.


A fun day with Sec babes and my darling Fanghan! at 11:55 PM

You did not read the title wrongly! I went out with my secondary school friends together with FangHan! I keep asking her to join! LOL! Sorry ah, Fanghan! My secondary school friends a lil too vulgar for you! HAHAHAHA! (:

Today is definitely a FUN FUN FUN DAY!
I woke up around 8am and left house at 9am to Tamp for KFC breakfast. Okay, seriously.. next time just go mac k! it's nicer! (: I didn't say KFC isnt nice.. I'm just saying mac will be nicer!
Met with Khai for breakfast! And then Shireen came not long after! And we headed off to Tamp 1!
Tamp 1 is kinda...big... yet kinda... boring? yea! But it's not that bad! It's funny how people queue for the uniqlo(smth like that?!) just to enter the shop! Can you imagine, you queue to enter.. and if you dont buy anything? so wrong right? LOL!

After that we didn't know what to do... so we decided to go Expo for JL sales! [yes, i keep stopping myself to buy things!]
But before that we went down to Pasir Ris to wait for my darling FangHan! (: YES! WE ALL GO OUT TOGETHER K! not awkward for FH i hope! (:

JL sales.. very lil people..
NUM was there too! hahahaha! their slippers on sales you know!
$10~$25. And some of the bra there are really nice!
And i guess, it's the first time.. i am like so vulgar in front of FH. no choice, when im out with my sec sch friends, that is what happen! HAHAHAHAHA! :P
After JL sales... which I did not buy anything.. we went down to Simei because Shireen got a craving for Carrot Cake. Then me and FH got desserts! (: After that Adeline and Farhan came down to join us!

After that, Khai and Farhan went off to date! and left the 4 of us! Nothing much to do. Went to Pop to get earpiece(shireen!) and then we went to look at ANIMALS! Omgggg! Dogs are so cute!
there is a breed.. dont know what king charles or smth? SUPER SUPER SUPER duper cute! there were lots of dogs there today! and hamsters are cute too! so are rabbits! :P <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEis399jtMmSYC9QNWuTB3jDAve8KqwqKytifwL_UEG0-hm6zvLBL95bDVwrfZsPQk9UFEEMP6yXsO1SegbpCZB8gJIsVWfXctYyJj9dqPThd6KFeR4TUMfnGSKbBkvxbxMsOSWeHMDA0mo/s1600-h/IMG_0012.JPG">
my pretty PINK-based ezlink! with baby tigger, piglet, eeyore, pooh!

that's mine and fanghan! hers is obviously.. STITCH! (:
mine is nicer! COS MY NAME IS CAPS! WITH SMILEY FACE! :D



Don't be jealous people! You can get it done at Tamp 1! This Disney shop at level 3( I guess! )
and it's 2 cards for $10! 1 card for $6.90! So it's better if you go for 2 cards! And it's realllly pretty! If you dont want ez link you can make a bag tag too! =D
I just feel as though I work there and I'm helping them to advertise! LOL! So yup.. drop on down to Tamp 1! (:
Advice: Go either very early or go on weekdays! Weekend is hell lots of people! Because it's a new mall! So.... HAVE FUN! :D

After that headed to TM for LJS! (: and then DOWN TO EXPO(AGAIN!) alot of double trips right? LOL! anyway! for joey yung's concert! RONG ZU ER! SHE IS FREAKING PRETTY! OMGOSH OKAY! LOL!
some photos!
the concert tix! (:
Oh by the way! I am more sure that I love guys with dimples! And the deeper.. the better! :D

We were bored! So we took.. us with our very pretty ez link! :D

She just wants to look retarded! let her be! :D
But then.. i started to get retarded with her! OMGOSH!
Okay, nice photo at last! :D

THE CONCERT:


















The last photo! HAS GOT TO BE THE CLEAREST! LOL!

anyway, although in max pav, the cheapest seat is still near to the stage, I actually prefer the indoor stadium. I think having the concert in Indoor is much cooler and nicer!
Although max pav is nearer to my house! I still prefer Indoor! (:

I can't wait for Jay to come singapore! I WANT TO GO FOR HIS CONCERT! (:

oh! and anyone wants to treat me for Stephaine Sun's concert on 11th July?! cheapest tix is 78 i think! HAHAHAHAHA SOME NICE SOUL! :P

that was how i spend my very cool day! (:

Gonna sleep SOON! after i'm done with my stuffs.