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I feel so lazy to blog! at 10:23 AM

YUP! I feel really lazy to blog!
Realised.. I am not feeling well for like almost 3 weeks already! Yes, I have been coughing everyday! the weird thing is... It does not happen in the day time, the coughing only comes at night before I sleep! which is freaking irritating! Like, I want to sleep but keep coughing.. YES, and this is also obstructing my singing. Which is making me crazy. SERIOUSLY! SIGH! ):



Anyway, nowadays... everything seems so bad! SIGH!
i broke down on thursday! ):
it was THAT bad!



I haven't been studying nowadays! OMG! What is with me! Someone please push me!
My weekends are burn for this 2 weeks! Later got CCA outing, den tmr got bon's bdae! :D
Next Saturday, maybe got rehearsal den at night got bbq with my NCC girls! OMG! So long since i've met up with them! okay, i think i am free on next sunday! (hello zr, i am free next sun!) wahaahahahha! sms me if you see this!



okay, i think i am going to... i dont know what to do now either! k, shall wait for 11 to call bff! den leave hse at 1115!


bb!


over the mooon! :D at 3:57 AM

I love 26th's night and 27th's early morning! :D


Although.. I always hate 26 this no. As it brings sad memories! but for this month! WOOOOOOT~ great day! :D HEEEE HEEEEE! :D just imagine getting a call from your EC! HAHAHAHAH! like for that moment you know that your ec actually thought abt you and give you a call! and, it lasted for quite a while. =))))) but OMG, this is wrong! LOL!



and I love 27 because bff came over to look for me and adele! then we head off to 85 for supper! xD! it's always fun being tgt! wooooot! and then after that xc came over to look for us at my hse downstairs mac and we started playing games. LOL! like, it started off with me and yh playing this.... connect 4. and then, played boogle with any random word we find! and then chinese cheng yu and the no. of strokes! wahhaahahha! it was funnnn! then, they went to get cup noodles to eat! LOL! and that's how i spend my morning till 3.40 and now I am here blogging! :D
AND, i have a tattoo on my hand! ROARRRR! GREEEEEN SOMEMORE!


okay, kinda tired now. I want to sleep already! :D nights all!


gonna sleep with a smile!


Friend no. 1! at 9:31 PM

Featured friend no. 1: LEO


Obviously must feature him first right! No one else can replace him in my heart!(wahahaha, say until like that!)

Anyway, he is my best friend!(I mean apart from my new best friend!)
The guy who is studying in shanghai and who seem like having a great time there but actually he doesn't quite like it there... ALONE.
The bff who studied with me before A level! The one who will cheer me up when I am feeling REALLY REALLY REALLY DEPRESSED!
The one who got me out of some deeep deeeeep well the other time!
The one who will chiong down when he knows I am feeling upset!
The one who got so worried for me when I "离家” for that 1 night and he isn't in Singapore to accompany me!
The one who texted me as though his message was unlimited!(which also means, the one who spend ALOT to like send 100-200 messages a day!)
The one who will always turn back to make sure I am around him. the one who I never want to quarrel with! the one who always support me!
The one who always stand by my side even if there is internal conflict within our own clique! the one who will protect me when someone else tries to "bully" me.
The one who will make sure my safety!
The one who make me wear some nonsense party hat on my birthday!
The one who got me STRAWBERRY(<3) style="font-style: italic;">I love my best friend, Leo!:D
and a few days ago, Claudia msn me and told me...
"don't worry you are your best friend's best friend! in case you don't know!"
That sentence made me happy the entire day!
That sentence made me realise that SOME old friends will never be forgotten!

===============================================================

And yes, that's my featured friend no.1!! :D



So anyway, I did another chapter today for POA! :D and yes, I am done with financial accounting. Gonna enter management accounting already! =) wooot! that's like half the POA conquered! but then again, I NEED TO DO EXAMPLES! LIKE A LOT OF THEM! so......... omgomgomg! And I feel so stressed up! Like, OMG i am left with maths 2, stats 2 and econs UNTOUCHED! LIKE OMG?! and maths 2 lect... ERRRRRRSS...... tbh, i only attended 2 lectures! =X And then econs, it seems simple to do the qns but if i see the qns, I will not know how to answer! but then again, thank god that I took h2 econs in JC! Because, half of the thing that we learn.. is almost the same! Like the concept is more or less similar, just that now.. the graph gets MORE complicated! and it's seriously MORE complicated! =X



AH GOSH! and today, I did something damnnnn embarrassing! LIKE SUPER!
okay, I was listening to 93.3fm when i was studying! so it was around like 6plus, the deejays were asking.. which guy actor we(the listeners) think will enter the top 10 popular actor! Cos got 2 regulars already UPGRADE TO the KING(well, if you all catch 红星大奖 then you all will understand la! okay, fine, i shall explain! If the actor or actress get into the top10 popular actor/actress for 10 consecutive years, they will get "promoted" to KING/QUEEN! so that new people can enter the top10 mah!)
so yes, they were asking which NEW guy actor la! So I was thinking to myself the pingpong guy! the 跑吧孩子！that show the rich guy! okay his name is JOSHUA k! so I don't know why, I sms 933.. "shawn! the pingpong guy!! handsome!!" yea, and then they read out my sms la! so they know which guy i am talking about! they still say the name in chinese! 洪赐健
so yea, after that got commercial break! then when they come back! they were laughing and then they say.."洪赐健is desmond good friend.... and 洪赐健 is Joshua not Shawn.." and then they keep discussing which guy I AM TALKING ABT! so the male dj was like.."3570(okay, they read out listener's last 4 digit of handphone no.), I am going to call you and ask you which guy you are talking about"
den while i was studying i was like.."OMG, WTH WTHWTH! embarassing!" so I FASTER SMS to 933 say.. "oh, sorry it's JOSHUA! omggg! embarrassing!!!!" AND THEN.. before they play the next song.. the male dj said on air.."3570 message over already... she said..(And he read out my entire msg!) totally 丢脸！omgggg! LOL!
I TELL YOU, LUCKY I NEVER LET HIM CALL ME! IF NOT IF HE PUTS ME ON AIR. I TOTALLY..... -.-! LOL!!!!!!!!!! next time don't act smart sia! HAHAHAHA!


and omg! it's the 25th already! I should be getting my pay tomorrow! since it isn't here today! :D And another NTU student committed suicide! *Scary!* so I messaged GA today and tell him don't too stress! don't do crazy stuffs! LOL! yes, and to actually catch up with him a lil la! (:
Woah, and btw, surprisingly... Edward messaged me today too! I think I should organise the.. "popular's promoters outing day!" hahahahaha! =X


AND, this week is my last week of school week! I mean, I have no more lectures and CCA after this week! YES! :D but the bad thing is.. my mum is gonna cut half of my allowance! LIKE OMG! mum, how can you do this to me! BAHHHH!


okay, gonna stop blogging already!

SMILEPEOPLE! :D


F.Luxurious! at 2:23 PM

F.LUXURIOUS! :D [[that's my Airline name! LOL!]

My left eye is swollen! And I realised, I have eye bag! LIKE O.M.G!
I should start to sleep early soon! LIKE OMG seriously!


有些事是我们无法控制的，可是我们都能控制我们对事情的态度与情绪。。　(:
adapted from one of the contestant of one million star 6!



Okay, I think from next entry onwards, I am gonna blog in a different way.
Maybe I shall start featuring friends one by one! HAHAHAH! to be honest, Cause I am bored of my blog entry! And I don't know what to blog about! So yes, from next blog entry onwards, I will start featuring my friends! ((((:



Gonna stop blogging here and go bath and then I am going to start on POA! AFTER THAT, I WILL START ON MY BLOG! EXCITING! LOL! =D but, who's reading? LOL!


e.m.o at 1:27 AM

E.m.o

I am emoing because.... =/
BECAUSE..... =/



anyway, today shopping was uber tiring!
woke up at like 1030 and then bath and everything and left for orchard! I tell you, this year.. nothing much to buy! ): I mean, nothing nice everywhere! =( BOOOO! so my sister and I went back to bugis! and i bought quite a no. of stuffs there! (: YAYYY! I am waiting for my pay to come in so I can get more stuffs! =D BIG SMILE! After that chiong home with my sister and then pack bag and left for pasir ris to study with adele and YH! and yes! I finish Stats 1 already! Now left with DOING ALL THE QNS! :D i am confident of Ace-ing Stats1 and Maths 1! :D I see my first class in maths1 and stats1! HAHAHAHAH! Shall study POA tomorrow!



我好烦！但你却不知道！
看到你的笑容就够了。。
不敢要求什么！


ohnoohno! at 10:55 PM

oh no oh no!

I don't know what's that for! but then, deep down inside me.. i know i feel very vexed! ):
Actually I know why i feel this way, yet I don't want to admit the fact. Because it's not right, because I really don't know...... why.. ):
This is making me a little upset and a little........confused!
Have you ever feel this way..?
Like, you know you are not supposed to, yet you don't know why you are doing it?
And then sometimes, you are doing it unknowingly?



SIGH. i feel like... i might go crazy soon!
thisiswrong.thisiswrong.



anyway, I WASHED MY HAIR FINALLY! HAHAHAHAAH!
I TAK TAHAN! LOL! seriously, i cmi cmi cmi! =X
anyway, I have been sick the whole week man! omg! SIGH!


tomorrow gonna go out with my sister! (: S.h.o.p.p.i.n.g!
AND, ANYWAY, XC... TOMORROW WANT EAT DINNER TGT!
ADELE? WANT OR NOT? (okay, i type both your name cause I think you will read this before sunday dinner time!)




ithinkiloveyou.


adele's husband! at 1:26 PM

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可输的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
(wait wait wait~~~)


<3 爱不单行！









Esprimere lesson without Sugie at 10:01 PM

BOOO!

my boo is for... no sugie! and boo because today kinda waste my time, I didn't have to come school is we were inform earlier! -.- SIGH! ): I also no voice leh! But i still practise lo! =/
anyway, to my readers(like countable, i know!) I have rebonded my hair again! YAY! HAHAHAHAH! yes, this is like.... the 5th time is it? =) hahaahhaha! and this time round i took the whole package. With treatment and shampoo and conditioner! OMGGGGGGG! it's like... $200+ and im paying more than half the price! OMG OMG OMG! yes, that's gonna be like half of my pay! OMG =(


And my pay, i dont know when it will come! Probably, by tuesday is it? I am going to shop for new yr clothes with my sister this coming sunday! I don't know where to get the money from! OMG! and shucks! I realised I spent money like water! S.H.I.T!


okay, gonna blog again when I am home!
I guess I am going to go home now!


zaiJIAN!


the friendship which i treasured.. at 9:46 AM

Has it ever occur to you that nothing is gonna last forever? you know like the sclub song which goes like.. "nothing last forever though we want it to, the road ahead holds different dreams for me and you..." [[I am not emo-ing here ah!]]


I woke up thinking about someone today. The person used to be my really close friend. Yea, feeling a bit lost now. I guess I am just tired into doing anything to bring it back anymore. Things did not happened once. It makes me wonder, what am I to the person? Well, we all know that you may not be your best friend's best friend! [ well, meaning.. if i treat A as best friend, to A, I may not be his/her bestfriend!] why am i sounding kinda childish here talking about friendship? LOL!


Anyway, my point here is...... Treasure what we all have now, because we do not know what will happen next! It's scary I have to admit! =/
FOR EG. it's like one day Adele and I no longer talk!(that's like so WOAH right?!) but then again, who knows if that day will come!! (Adele, please excuse me for using you as an eg! anyway, dont worry, nothing happened between us! just using as eg cos i tot of you! HAHAHHAHAHA! *Shy*)


There was a friendship I used to treasure.
There was a friendship I used to fight for it.
There was a friendship...... at least during that time, we were all happy. (:




it's weird.. how I saw someone who looks like him, and I felt the sad feeling. HA-HA-HA...
你答应我的，我都记得，但是你却忘了你的承诺。。


the inner thought at 11:35 AM

当我下定决心要忘记你的那天，我已经把那份爱给埋葬了。



the fl 3 years ago... is definitely not the fl now.
I still remember, 3 years ago.. I was the very patient one. I was the one who will not say no when others ask me to do something. I was the cat. I dare not do anything. I will always be the one who reach Lecture the earliest and never skipped one lecture or tutorial! I will always be doing my homework. Will always help others when they seek me for help. There were lesser problems! There were so much more joy, so much more happiness and laughter! The tears did not come, at least it's not that much. =/

the fl now...
is no longer patient.
will say no if she doesn't feel like it.
hates people.
skipped lecture.
there are so many problems yet to be solved.
the fl now, hasn't been truly happy. yes, she may have a new grp of wonderful friends! But why does she feel that everything is so unreal? everything is not like how she thought it will be? the fl now has got betrayed, has got backstabbed, has got lots of fake friendships! Is this what life is all about? Are we born to experienced all these nonsense? When we grow older, is it true that there will be so many unhappiness within us?
I rather return back to the past and stay there! I rather not move forward. I rather not grow old. It's so irony.. when we were young, we always hope to grow faster so that we can take charge of our lives! now... it's about time to take charge of my own life.. yet i rather choose to go back to the past. Yet I rather....... YET......):


don't ask me why I suddenly will have such a thought! I just woke up with such a thought in mind which I really need to pen it down! well.. "pen" it down. =/



we should really treasure everything around us before it's gone.



Sick at 4:52 PM

I'm not crazy, I'm just a lil unwell~

the flu became muscle strain and then it became fever+sorethroat! ):
well, how weak can I be man! OMGOSH lo! =X


Yesterday(sunday), met up with mh,sock,xw,kaien,nadia to go kallang mac for TT's birthday party! and yes, she has turned 2 TODAY! :D yayy! (:

HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY TT! :D

After the party, we walk over to kallang leisure park to slack for a while! After that, we went to play arcade! (: The basketball la! woooot~ =)
After which we left leisure park at abt 3:45? and i was too early to go teoheng first! So, in the end... I went to bedok to go talk to limin, raine and xc for a while! LOL! for like that 5 mins! And I was already feeling unwell. So i pass them my student card so that they can help me tap! =) Thanks XC(i know you will be reading my blog!)

So anyway, I reached Teo Heng at abt.. 5.25pm! Oh, and I tot I will be the latest know! But no, I was the first! HAHAHAHA! So yes, I started off with Yu Ai! And at that point, I am already having a temperature! but but but, HAHAHAHAHA! I still insist of going!! LOL
But then as the clock ticks, I felt more and more unwell.... till the point when i can just hug my bag and sleep! =X So, in the end, I left early! AND.. thank you bff for sending me back! (:
Oh and for the liang teh also! LOL! (:

When I got home, I faster bath den go and sleep already! Took my temperature before i slept.. it was freaking 38.7 degree! GAVE ME A SHOCK MAN! like omg! normal temperature is only 37.6! but anyway, I am fine now after taking the medicine! but my back still ache every now and then! =X


next time don't sit and sneeze! LOL!


strained my back muscle! at 6:47 PM

What a joke! I actually strain my back muscle cos i sneeze too hard and too much! LOL! Funny not? okay, you all are not supposed to laugh! you guys are supposed to give your concern okay! LOL!!!! although, to me.. i actually think it's damn joke! =X



now i walk like robot.. I can't bend down too! It's supposed to go away in 2-3 days! BOO! ):
and I can't sleep properly either! SIAN LO! therefore, today i did not go out again! ):
I was supposed to go out with limin! but in the end, chose to go see a doc!
and the doctor is kinda useless! He did not say why will strain or whatever! BOOOO! ):


Anyway, hope I will be well to go TT's bdae tomorrow! yup, I will not miss it! (:



k, kinda bored now! dont know what to do! feeling tired to study! ooops!


irritated! at 8:21 PM

down with serious flu. ):


i think i sneezed more than 100 times today! omg! like it comes every 5 secs! -.-
and and and, i sneezed till my lower waist is aching! OMGOSH! what happened! =/



k, madness! i hate it when I have this serious flu!



i hope i will be fine soon!
if not, how can i hit back my books! OMG!


雨爱的秘密， 能一直延续！ at 12:38 AM

suddenly a lot of ppl like 雨爱！tsk!



there's esprimere tomorrow! (:



anyway, today quite productive! At least I am more than halfway through for stats1! HAPPY! :D despite the fact that I fell asleep twice and that I went for tuition halfway through! Anyway, about my new student! well, he is cute! HAHAHAH! but that's not the point! he can't speak chinese, he can't recognise chinese character, but I realised he is quite strong in his han yu pin yin! which is great! And I just found some interesting chinese games! (: Yes, the dad told me.. come and have fun with him! Make him get interested in chinese! Such a big challenge! I am taking it up! and hope I will make a difference! (((((:


Nothing much to blog about! (:



i hope i will be able to make the correct decision. and i hope.. you will too!


I may, I may not. at 12:12 AM

I don't understand myself either! Will I or Will I not?
Feel quite upset after last night. =/ I mean, if you are not serious.. I feel even more upset. =/
Sigh! ):

anyway, I m feeling better already! but still, I am not going for class tomorrow. Just don't feel like going! Feel so...... lethargic! =/ sometimes, I feel lost when I don't get something! Sometimes, I feel lost when someone isn't with me! I think I depend too much on friends! or sad to say, I hate being alone! I don't like the feeling of loneliness! Well, unless I am mugging at home, that's a different story! but the thing is, I feel so empty. Like, when I feel upset, who can I talk to? Who can I text? BLAHBLAHBLAH! I feel that, I am getting further away from everyone else! I mean, not my current grp of friends! but my old friends! Is it true? Must it always be this way?
when new friends come in, old one will leave unknowingly? I think it's not necessary! It's hard to keep a friendship especially when it's like a one-sided thing! =(


CNY is coming, we shall all go shop for new year clothes! And recently I got a top from online! (: nowadays kinda hook to online shopping! wooot~ I hope it will look nice! So that at least I got something to wear when i go bai nian this year! Then the rest of the money, I can keep inside my pocket! hahahaha! (: I plan to get like 3 tops and 2 bottoms with $50 bucks! is it possible?! HAHAHAHA!


I have quite a no. of issues in my mind. Shall solve it one by one while i study as well!


oh well, STAY HAPPY. FL, STAY HAPPY! :D


sick. at 3:06 PM

fell sick.
sneeze. temperature.



I was shocked. :/
Is it all for real?


HAPPY! at 9:42 PM

It seems like damn long ago!

It has been so long since I sat infront of my computer to use the keyboard!
It has been so long.. since I synchronise my itouch! :D
It has been so long... wooot~ :D



okay, FL is happy! :D


ADELE, HELLO. I AM USING BACK MY COMPUTER!
anyway, sms me when you see this! I have smth to tell you!
*sad!*


躲 at 1:31 PM

I am trying very hard to 躲! Like, try not to do what I usually do... but..... Oh well... =/


A day out with zr<3 at 12:26 AM

It has been damn long since I met zr! And I finally saw him again today! I think the last time I saw him was.... the day I went to ECP that lagoon there to eat with him! that's before he ORD! Time flies like mad! now he ord already and like damn free la! HAHAAHHA! so yes, I met him.. FINALLY!

When to hg to meet him(since got straight bus there!) then wait for him at the bus stop! Always looking out for the orange car! LOL! and then we made our way down to Marina Square! And omgosh, the carpark is uber ex! We went to kbox! (: they changed their system and I totally dislike it! it's like you can't choose singer by typing their initial anymore? yea, and their arrangement isn't by alphabetical order! IT'S LIKE.. I WANT TO FIND RAINIE YANG ALSO CANNOT FIND! $@*(!$@!@&$!& ROAR! So irritating lo! So anyway from 2-7 at a price of $14.10 each! (: inclusive of 2 drinks per person and tidbits! I think it's ex la! compared to Teo heng obviously... =/

Smiling for the camera! I am always ready for the cam! Even if my pose is always the same, I don't care! LOL! (: as long as not unglam can already! (:

Zr and I. (:



After that we went to have steamboat at tian tian huo guo! it was damn sad! Wanted to eat at the shaw tower there.. but it is closed down already! ): SADDDDED! =/ sigh! and the sad part is.. we don't know how to go shaw tower by car.. so I was checking the map and everything! WAH, still lost! =/ which caused zr to go through 2 ERP! OMGOSH, i am REALLY SORRY! =/ shucks!
the foood is not that bad la! okay, $18/person. not that bad ba! but could be better! OH WELL! :D

That was how I spend my date with zr! :D
It has been long.


morning! :D at 11:38 AM

exciting week! I don't know why I saw exciting either! but this week was good. Like.. hmm...
it was like the past! I hope everything stays like this! I like how everyone is opened up! xD!
Great! :D


I am happy.


I did something crazy with bonbon and xc yest during esprimere! OMG!
oh well, AT LEAST... we came out of the box! LOL! LIKE, we did nt did ballad or whatever~
Although the result may not be gooood, still! LOL! =)))
I LIKE! *thumbs up!*


oh, and happy birthday teck sheng! :D



next up for birthday: jokko!


alright, I got to run! I am kinda late for my date with <3


tap card! at 8:50 AM

I came school today just to tap my card because of the stupid 75% attendance thing! And I realised.. they did not reset the attendance thing! -.- This made my attendance to be below 75%! what the hell! They actually reset but today it was back to norm! Crazy school la! roar! ):

So yes, I am here using laptop! Waiting for 9am to call adele! And then, gonna leave school at 10am to go RELC! To pay exams fees! Wah, I better score well! Like 70% and above for every subject! I really need to get my first class honours! If not my mum might just murder me or smth! =/ roar!

Anyway, I am feeling damn tired now! Apparently, my dear friends got damn high today morning! Like 1am. We were talking abt M18 stuffs! yes! LOL! I guess some of them slpt at 4 plus! apparently, dearest adele sms me at 4.19am! She knew that sms would wake me up and she still did it! TSK! HAHAHAHAHHA!

Oh, so now.. I am sitting outside LT3.10! And I finally saw MayKee in school today! LOL! FINALLY! when my modules are all gonna end I finally saw her! LOL!




I have lots of things in my mind! =/


2010! at 11:45 PM

first lesson of 2010= POA LECTURE!
woah! POA POA POA! I am totally in love with you! Why can't you just feel the same way to me! So you will be nicer and easier to me! LOL! =X

Yea, and my tuition boy is back in Singapore! This means that tuition either starts on monday or tuesday! Great! I've also asked for tuition fees first! Well, need to settle lots of things! That's why! =/ It has to survive me for like at least 3 weeks before I get my pay and commission from popular! (: that will be abt... <$300 bucks! yay! den plus CNY coming.. will have quite a bit of money! that's great! And I shall save them! (((:


So yup.. gonna catch my last movie on Tuesday! Alvin and the Chipmunk 2! After that I shall not watch movie till at least prelims are over! (: But then, there are quite a few events coming up for me! Like on the 9th, i have got OG outing! on the 17th I have got TT's 2nd bdae party to attend to! Plus Feb 6th I have got NCC BBQ! And I have yet to meet some old friends! Ohhh ohhh ohhhh! Shucks man! So really need to make good use of my own time! (:


Need to pay exams fee too! Gonna do it on wednesday after my maths lect! I think, I am so gonna die for maths! Apparently, I have not attend lecture! And, not that it is simple! Shucks! GONNNNE! ):



Gonna sleep already!


Cos you and I both love~~


I think I.... by Fanfan! at 2:57 AM

我们越看就越像,不说也能了解对方
画同一张图话,想同一个梦想

i think i love you 爱就是这样
couse i miss you 喜欢你善良
陪你去逛逛,会偶尔吵架,吵累了说贴心的话
i am falling for you 爱就是这样
now i need you 想等你放假,要一起分享
今晚的星光,当你说要守护幸福不打烊


wooot~ <3

okay, gonna slp now! nights all!


2010- first day.... at 6:17 PM

I don't like it when all you do.. is to discourage.....!