It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind 
'cause I'll remember you...]]

Hi (:
My name is FANGLIN and I rawkz!
Twenty-one candles on the 26th June '11. I ♥ Singing, Laughing, and Stoning.

FRIENDS
is the bomb.
i love love love my friends TTM!
xoxo


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i am not just happy because of him.. at 7:18 PM

the whole day is gone and I still can't get the fact out of my head. RIGHT.



nevermind, let it stay there forever... at least I remember. (:




I'm flying without wings! LOL, feel so happy k! I also don't know why either! (:
Just felt that life...... should be the way I want it to be. that teeny weeny feeling that i feel..
right, maybe it's HUGE. but i want it to be small. it will be. (:



开心最重要!



I FEEL SO REFRESHED! POA! here i come to KILL YOU! ROAR! :D


midst all the unhappy moments. (: at 4:52 PM

Although there are unhappy moments, there are definitely moments which i exclaim with joy. (:

Sunday- shirla's house.

A day to Shirla's house for secondary school gathering. It's a super small one which 9 of us are present! :D Nadia, Jungyi, Me, Shirla, Jay, Bert, Shaohong, Derrick, Leon.
so, shall let the pics do the talking! :D

let's start with grp photo!

bertrand!
Leon!

Derrick!

Shao Hong!
my twin brother MingJay! :D
Lesbian partner: Jungyi! :D
Nadia!

myyyyyy longest friend! :D Shirla! :D
candid:



Monday- school. movieee! FD!

another gore show! OMGOSH! I think this type show, i need to take a rest from it!
in 3 days, 2 such shows! REALLY cannot la! LOL!
Pasta Mania-ed! :D
anyway, thank you Jokko for fetching us from school! :D
and thank you for sending all of us back(house,school!)
But i don't think he will get to see this anyway! (:



must look at the bright side of everything, for now... i feel like sleeping!
nights.



to you: thank you. <3



when your world turns upside down. at 12:00 AM

even as a friend, i failed to make you happy.
f myself. seriously, that's my mood nowadays...

I don't get things done the right way, I just don't get things going right.
I can't plan well, can't communicate well, can't.... EVERYTHING i can't.
I guess, I am best at doing nothing. oh man, f myself.


my world TURNED upside down.
bcos, friends seem to be leaving me..... friends seem to be avoiding me.....
ha, just feel that i fail. BADLY.


right, fine.. shall not be so emo.




I am pissed, I am angry. I am disappointed. I am upset.


after all this, question is..........
what is my purpose in this life?


studying. playing. at 3:58 PM

hello, I am currently at shirla's house now and I am blogging instead of studying!
This is because, i have no idea what is indifference curve! OMGOSH!
seems like we learn it in lecture before but then, like never!

And, Leo Nardo is online! :D
and Leo Nardo messaged me last night! :D

I am a happy girl. (:


apart from falling down yesterday! LOL!


Anyway, about yesterday! :D
It was a very last minute plan anyway..(we always SUPER last minute one!)
So, we decided to meet at PS to watch the last house on the left at 9.30pm. The surprising thing is that my parents actually allowed me to go and the best part is they actually gave me money! how great is that?! woah, I can go buy 4D already right? HAHAHA! =/

About the movie.

IT IS SERIOUSLY... a great show.
the story plot is WOAH.
the killing part is WOAH.
the keep running part is WOAH.
the guys are WOAH. so are the girls! everything is so WOAH.
okay, go and catch it ya? (((((:
highly RECOMMENDED!
it's m18 though! (:



when will you ever turn your head back and look at me?


study. gathering. at 12:43 PM

hello, i am gonna go for a secondary school... SMALL SMALL gathering later.
Gonna blog later on!

for now, ciao~


Is it right or wrong? at 10:16 AM

Over the past 2 days.. many many many things happened! ):
Bad things. ):

Been feeling down and still feeling down! ):


because of friends, myself and still...... friends.




I guess afterall, I really shouldn't try so hard.


sorry. at 12:24 AM

Fanglin wants to say sorry to Anderson.. ):
Fanglin wants to say sorry to Xuan Cheng! ):


thank you. at 11:55 PM

thank you for entering my life.
Really, thank you.


I... at 9:44 PM

爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现 在眼角


ever experience a time when you know what you are suppose to do yet you don't know how to do it?
ever experience a time when all you could do is to keep quiet?
ever experience a time when you hide all your feelings yet feeling very miserable?





sigh.
i feel so gut-less.



tired. at 12:19 AM

I feel so tired.
my throat hurts. ):


scream.shout.still shouting.
reach.high.higher.
sneeze.whack.shout.
ROAR.


I slept in POA lecture today. no joke! ):
I feel so guilty slping but I was really too tired! ):
I keep nodding till i just slp openly. I am sorry, my lecturer! =X
I know nuts abt POA man! ): This is so sad!



Did not go work today.
Went to meet Jeff together with Adele in the afternoon for lunch! (actually, i extra extra only! =/)
Went home, went to study.
Went to meet MYJAFX!(okay, im trying to like name a new grp! HAHAHA)
here i am. gonna go slp already.


hope ALL OF THEM will be home safely. (:



okay, good night.



shall not try so hard.


Tired but still gonna blog! (: at 1:10 AM

okay, shall start off with HELLO TITUS! :D HELLO XUAN CHENG! :D
I didn't know you guys read my blog! now then i know! soooo, a big hello to you 2! :D


1)My parcel from UOL came! :D YAY! I can start studying really soon! I meant like those really mugger type! HAHAHA! (: (since when I am so into studying? LOL! i have changed! i know!)

2) My new ear piece came too! YES! :D Same M&M but it's not pink! ): it's red. but nevermind, since i have got red shoe, crumpler, jacket.. no harm with red ear piece! :D

3) I found a new fetish! LOL, i think i like to take photos in the toilet! HAHAHAHHA! =/

okay the above are just quick updates! :D


Just came back from Marlene's 21st birthday party! She definitely love the presents we got for her! It's something from her wishlist! how can she not love it! :D SOOOO, happy birthday Marlene! :D



Took lots of photos but then please refer to facebook! kinda lazy to post the pictures here! ROAR! LOL! =) Okay, shall pick a few! :D


My "neighbour" and I! :D

This is my good friend Jeff! :D (he say he very tired.)

ADELE! :D

MY JUNIOR(at work), SENIOR(in school!) - Jokko! :D

Evelyn and I! I think she is really cool!

Me and wenwen! I didn't know she's from SRJC till the camp that day! hahaha! :D

Me and Wendy! Omgosh, she knows JJ lin! (:

Darryl and I! (: He is 88.3Fm Dj! hahahaha! Justin say take his photo next time very zhi qian one! :P
My toilet photo! HAHAHAHA! (xuan cheng is gonna go... she's crazy!)


okay, enough of photos! HAHAHA! :D

I am now thinking, how should I celebrate my 21st! although it's quite far away! But I definitely don't wanta key as my cake! very common leh! I think i want my cake to be in a piano shape! and then I think I am gonna have like a karaoke corner! and those in esprimere must like go and dedicate songs to me! HAHAHAHAH! of cos, it will be a chalet! And then we can go night cycling if we all want! or whatever nonsense! okay, still far actually, shall just concentrate on my studies! LOL and the nearest bdae is also 20th next yr! LOL! still VERY far. (:


As for the previous night, we went to get marlene's birthday present!
THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY : DIANA'S CAR!







OKAY, blog more tomorrow! (:
too late already, want to slp! wan an! :D


tomorrow will be a better day! :D smile!


the sun is blazing. at 2:46 PM

I hate it when friends get upset at each other!
or when someone just suddenly change their attitude and you dont know why!
I have experience this kind of situation for like many times! ):
ROAR! don't like.


Anyway, I am going into the 4th week of my school term. Time really really fly so fast!
Upset with lots of things! ): But well, shall not mention about them. It's time to focus on what's more important. I just don't really bother about whatever is making me upset anymore.


I have lots of things to blog about, but everytime I just don't have the time or I feel extremely tired.


不是我的何必要伤心呢?


damn sian. at 1:43 PM

Tomorrow afternoon lecture.
and then work on wed.
and then vocal lessons on thurs.
and then smth on on friday.
and then marlene's 21st on sat!
and then meet boyfriend on sun!


omgosh, so packed! I am like not studying full-time at all. LOL!




YUP.

okay. my house connection is still down. ): SIAN.
so anyway, i am going to work soon. -.-


真实 at 10:30 PM

take it the way you want to take it then.


真的累了。。


confused life. at 2:34 PM

don't help me, for i can't even help myself.



我们因彼此已伤心了不少次。。
我们属于彼此吗？



internet is down for I have no reason why! have to connect cable to com. but, the wire is kinda short to connect it to my com. so... this is kinda irritating! ): hate this. very much. ):


so, will not be here for long i guess. it's good too. maybe this way, this will get straighten out.


dont know how i should......? at 1:14 AM

woah, it caused such a big destruction.

like really. woah. ):



my many words cant be compared with a sms?




just feel heartbreak. that's all. nothing much. ((:



move on! :D


morning! at 10:06 AM

Another week passed! Time seems to fly! 2 weeks of school just fly by like that! (:
UOL: not that bad. Most of the lecturers are interesting and they are clear! =)
Been hardworking! LOL. Following every lecture, taking down all the notes, doing the tutorial qns, going ahead, revising. omgosh, So hardworking. I hope this will go on for the entire 3 yrs! if not I will just kill myself.


Life is a lil busy that makes me forget about some of the things. Things which I used to care so much for. Things which I used to whine about. Surprisingly, I have stopped! (:
Maybe because I found my fav thing to do, found a grp of friends who are as enthu abt singing as me, found a grp of friends serious about school work! lol. (:


School life is really not that bad. Much better than I expected!
All thanks to cca and my friends, especially Shirla lee! The girl who has been with me since primary school. (:
And seriously to Esprimere!!! (((((:
Especially all the Freshie!
adele.justin.teeyien.xuancheng.diana.yumi.candice.haoyi.yeowhwee.jokko.bonbon.titus.jason
panpan.kenny.junhong. all of them simply rawkz my life!
and how can i forget the seniors? (:
evelyn.peiwen.marlene.zhiqi.jeff.zongxi.brian.bowei.wendy.
THEY ARE ALL SIMPLY FUN AND COOL PEOPLE! :D
so those in SIM, JOIN esprimere in the next intake! HAHAHAH! =)


my vocal lao shi is SUGIANTO! :D
he is awesome! enjoyed his lesson and all the points he said. Looking forward to the next lesson on next thurs! Yesterday lesson was so jin zhang! Infront of so many people must qing chang a song! Luckily majority of us know each other already! so yup, was trying to relax myself but apparently I CANT. LOL. so i talked nonsense to sugi........ =X I said I like 抒情 songs. more of those heartbreak song! HAHAHAHHA! He asked me why I don't like happy song... then i was like...."die i dont know"(i mean, i said that in my heart) so i came out with some really crappy answer. lol!! =/ decided to sing tuo xie yet again. I am tired of tuo xie already, gonna change song! LOL! So, I know I can't reach yet I like to TRY to reach. Plus I have got a sore throat, so i lower the key. YET, i still can't reach. but at least sugi said that... my performance was the most 放. More things to learn when we attend more lesson! Next week lesson one FULL song with minus 1. have not decided what song though! =)


I have a dream, a wish. I hope to stand on the stage infront of a LARGE grp of people and perform. Be it a competition or just a random performance. So now, I should get my foundation right! JIAYOU! :D I told myself, I have already taken the first step by going for Esprimere audition. Now i need to work and practise hard... to clinch every opportunity for me to perform.
To get over the stage fright and one day, hopefully, to be able to perform well. Well enough that people will know me. (:
To cut the paragraph short: I have a lil dream to be famous.

Of course, my full time job is still being a mugger! LOL. my aim of getting first class honour still holds! LOL! =) As long as we tell ourselves that we can do it, we really can do it. (:


I think work and study is really tiring. but for the pocket money and for popular, I must 坚持! I think, I THINK ONLY LA... I have like grown mentally as well. (: I finally understand that no matter what we do, we have to commit to it.(I think I AM being psycho by richard!)


Blog again soon! :D


yawn! at 8:50 PM

I am very tired! ):
Work tomorrow @ 2pm!

and i am excited about thurs! (:


not comparing. at 11:42 PM

I am not comparing...
it's just a thought..


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at 11:22 PM

I miss my boyfriend.


I have not seen him for 3 weeks. ):


Finally! (: at 9:17 PM

Finally went to sing again today! It has been quite "long"(well, 10 days!)

Vocal lessons gonna start on Thursday! (boo and yay!)
boo: I have pin guan concert yet i can't go! I was lucky enough to win the tix but then... SIGH! ):
yay: I can't wait for lesson to start! hahaha! then I can improve on my singing! (:


Lesson resumes tomorrow! (: First econs (i miss TTH!) lecture! Hope it will be fun!
At least let the first few chapters be something I learn before!
But anyway, lesson @ 12 tomorrow!


Work on Wed and Fri this week @ compass!
This week seems so busy!


my bestfriend, my brother.. (: at 10:14 PM


Here I am, typing this post with tears in my eyes. ):
I didn't know I would feel this feeling again. I felt it once when he first went back.. and now, I feel it again, even stronger now. ):
When someone is really important to you, and when you lose them..... the sadness you feel is really............. ):
(i think if my mum/dad/sis walk in to the room now, they would be thinking that i am mad to be crying.)

He IS my bestfriend. He plays a very important role in my life. He is always there to guide, listen, advice. We studied and played together. We slack and work hard together! We laugh and emo together. ): He's not just my bestfriend, he's like my brother. ): Someone who will protect me when I am feeling weak. Someone standing infront of me when I am lost. He told me... "friends come and go, true friends stay" But I still can't help but shed this lil bit of tears because at this point of time, I miss him so much. and REALLY miss. ):

(why must "I'll remember you" play at this time????)

[[No Secrets- I'll remember you.

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind 
'cause I'll remember you...]]

I wanted to bold whatever is important, and i realised.. I will end up bolding EVERYTHING.


I miss my bestfriend. ):

Thank you for giving me a ride to bus stop. Thank you for STILL looking out for me when we are out. Thank you for everything. You mean a lot to me and I hope you know it. ):
I hope things will be fine for him. All the best, brother. (:


HELLO WORLD! (: at 10:15 PM

In a few more days........

Nardo is gonna go back and then i will not get to see him for the next.... 5 yrs of my life?
omgosh, it's like so long. I am gonna miss him like.. MAD. and crazyyyyyyyyy! ):




i want to see him again before he flies back. but seems like.... ):
oh man! SIGH!


nights. at 1:04 AM

fanglin shall go and sleep becos she doesnt want to be sad.





he's my bestfriend.
the word is BEST. (:


The week is over. at 8:43 PM

My first week of school.

Okay, it's definitely tired to go school early in the morning! but i was more excited than anything else! Reached school at 8am early in the morning too! so was like half an hour early. But the thing is i get hungry halfway through the 3 hours lecture! LOL!

POA seems fine for the first lecture! Guess I will have to spend sometime on POA since it's a new subject to me! Maths 1 is obviously fine! HAHAHA! at least for now! it's really e/a maths! I guess next week gonna get tougher! but most of the subject, learn before already! so yayness to me! (:
and for stats, I am very weak at my qualitative and yet we started at it first! sian! ): but then, the topic also learn before le! so... (: okay, just that we can't use calculator!


Feeling so tired at 6:15 AM

I am gonna go school already.. Yest was ultra tired!! Omg!! Haven't even revise!! ):


First day of School! at 9:01 PM

Hello!
I woke up at like 545am today!
Left house at 6.30am! Reached school at 8am!

Lecture was not that bad! (:
New subject to me! Exciting! =)
AND I GOT A NEW................................




praying! (:


at 8:37 PM

Someone has to stop me from spending! ):

I am not sure if I want that Itouch! But I already bid it online! congrats! now i shall wait! but actually, it's not very high price for Itouch 8gb! Shall not mention how much it is! Wait till I get it! *cross my fingers* I really want it.

looooooook, it's so tempting!


I am kinda lazy to post up photos from superHyped!
anyway, I am gonna sleep at 10pm today because..........................
.
.
.
.
.
.
THERE IS SCHOOL TOMORROW! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!



ORANGEEEEEEEE!


where should i go? at 11:40 AM

woke up at 9+ feeling damn tired..
guess I upset someone again. ): I'm really sorry.



Now, I feel like going out but I am not sure if he still wants to go out, so I've decided to go alone.
awww, such a loner. =/


Need to get some stuff like foolscap, and need to return library books... and I am hungry(okay, what's the link? no idea.)


Feeling kinda upset all of a sudden. Last time I used to think that going out alone is fine.(wait, i still think it's fine... but.....) yes, but..... when I want to go out with someone I don't have much people in my mind.... that's kinda sad huh? urghhhh! ): Nevermind, I can be alone I guess. =/


School's gonna start tomorrow! I am yay-ing!
My long holiday has FINALLY come to an end. Today marks the last day of my longggggggg holiday. Gonna study hard from now on! (:


. . . at 4:53 PM

mummy keeps asking me to find a bf now. -.-
and she said.....

"要找一个迁就你的，不要找一个每次要你迁就的人“

(:


expensive! at 4:20 PM

Omgosh, the textbooks are SOOOOO expensive! ):
It can add up to near $300!!