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hoping much. at 12:28 AM

so much i want to say.
type so much.. but i highlighted everything and press the back space.
=/


why does it aches like nobody business? ):



superman,
you're my hero. fly to my rescue.


CNY DAY 2 at 10:38 PM

CNY DAY 2.
MJ MJ MJ.
SICK. ):


HAPPY CNY at 9:57 AM

xin nian kuai le! (:
done.


dampen my mood. at 11:33 AM

I'm so not in the mood for chinese new year now.
Damn it. ):
Im so angry and sad and whatever emotion you can think of la.
WAH LAU EH! ):


(: at 11:13 PM

i hear you after 1 month+ (:
i literally hear you. (:
i felt so happy, could you hear it from my voice?
<3

Not in the mood of emo-ing!
Cos i'm really happy today.
Lady Luck is on my side! hohoho~
If i gamble, i'm sure to win. LOL (:


Nothing much happen today.
Pray to ancestor, out to watch movie with zr, back home for reunion, now starting to shou shui. (:


Service Sector. ): at 9:51 PM

So much memories for my work.
And finally there was a bad one! SUCKER!
I swear I AM not sad ab0ut it at all, I'm just FREAKING PISSED! ):



NONSENSICAL PEOPLE.
Why should i bear with your nonsense.
AND DON'T YOU PUT WORDS INTO MY MOUTH.
NOTE CLEARLY THAT I EXPLAINED TO YOU, I FREAKING DIDNT ASK YOU TO GO AND CHECK THE PRICE. DON'T YOU ASSUME! EVEN IF I WANT TO CHECK THE PRICE, I WILL RUN THERE AND CHECK IT MYSELF. I DID NOT AND NEVER ASK YOU. NOTE THE WORD, NEVER! AND WHY SHOULD I EVEN CHECK.. WHEN MY SYSTEM SAYS THAT IT'S 4.95 SAME AS MY FREAKING PRICETAG!
AND, WHEN YOU WANT TO SAVE YOUR EMBARRASSMENT, YOU DO NOT EMBARRASS ME IN FRONT OF FREAKING SO MUCH CROWD. YOU WANT TO MAKE A SCENE, MAKE IT SOMEWHERE ELSE. NOT WITH ME. I SHALL LET THE "CUSTOMER ALWAYS RIGHT" APPLY HERE. IT'S NOT THAT I WAS WRONG, I'M JUST FREAKING LAZY TO ARGUE WITH YOU. IT'S A FREAKING WASTE OF MY TIME IF I DID. I RATHER SERVE MORE CUSTOMER THAN WASTE MY PRECIOUS BREATH TALKING TO SOMEONE WITH HAIR IN THEIR BRAINS. I PITY YOU, I KNOW YOU CAN'T THINK.
AND IF YOU SAY YOU DON'T WANT YOUR TRANSACTION ANYMORE, YOU DO NOT TOUCH MY MACHINE! DAMN YOU! THANK YOU FOR PRESSING CASH YA? YOU MADE THE TRANSACTION... THEN YOU LEFT. OH DAMN YOU, PLEASE CUT YOUR HAIR IN YOUR PEA BRAIN.
YOU WASTED MY TIME, NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND.
CHEAPO. BUY SO MUCH AT A PRICE OF 76.30 ALSO WANT TO CHECK EVERYTHING.
YOU GO BACK AND LIVE IN YOUR CAVE. YOU DON'T HAVE TO SPEND A SINGLE CENT YOU KNOW! SO GREAT ISN'T IT?
LET YOUR PEA-BRAIN ROT THERE TOO ALRIGHT? IT'S BETTER TO BE ROTTED THAN HOW IT IS SURVIVING.
I COULDN'T SAY IT IN FRONT OF YOU, I'M GONNA SAY IT NOW. FUCK YOU.


Forgive me for my crude language.
It's not me at all, I'm just overly......pissed with this person with pea-brain.
THANKS FOR MAKING ME CRY. SUCKER.


Tomorrow will be the last day of work. (:
I'll miss so many people! ))))):
Yeo, Rejected, Ella, Zixiu...... ah, so many people. My very crappy bunch of colleage! (:
Lee Wah, Jackie... my very nice Supervisor and Team Leader! <3
Gary too! (:


Oh well, now i feel better! BLOG TOMORROW! i am kinda tired. )))):
i hope to see army guy tomorrow. (:


SearchED my heart for an answer. at 8:22 PM

Unnecessary feelings. =(



Mood-less.



Superman,
you will always be my hero... right?




No use. No one else is effective.


To friends, especially to FLYB. at 10:59 PM

I concluded, it's not good to be too close to people.
I have grown too much feelings for Yvonne, Leo and Bob. Really too much..
We're probably in love with one another.. A rectangle relationship.
Don't think about the love like i love my boyfriend that type of love..
Friendship, think of that love.


Tonight,
just one line, just one sentence made my tears flow down unknowingly.



I'm supposed to be grown up.
Grown up supposed to face the reality.
Reality- real things, facts, or events taken as a whole (taken from dictionary.com)
So, i'm supposed to be able to bid goodbye, welcome new friends and face new challenges, make the right decision BLAH BLAH BLAH.
I'm 19, not yet a grown up, trying to be one, going to be one... yet, i don't know how to face the reality.
I can't bid goodbye to old friends and welcome new ones. AT LEAST, not to this group of friends.
not just them.. People like Khairunnisa, Jungyi, Zhanrui, Herman Loh, FangHan, Amanda Ngiam... people who i have grown so much feelings for. =(
It's not about the distance.. it's about life. Cos, i felt that i'm just like a new-born baby, just brought into this world.
Such a fast paced world, all i can do now is to feel so sad. ):


Hidden emotions. ):



Feeling so down again. 2009, supposed to be a good year. Supposed to lessen down my emo days. I failed, right from the start of 2009. ):



Yvonne,
road ahead of us will be challenging. (:
we have to face it strongly. In life, it's about you, yourself alone!
Always trust your own decision, all the best no matter where you are heading in the future!
you know you will always be my bitch. LIKE ALWAYS.
too close, too much feelings, not regretting. IM HAPPY. <3

Bob,
it's a good thing that we are east-sider. I know i can always go to you when im down.
works the other way round too.
Anyway, Life seems to be bad for you now, it'll be over soon.
Please don't abandon me too. (:
Friends for life we shall be, like always.
Thank you for always being there when i need you, really.. thank you.

Leo,
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave.
'Cause we shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
who really knew me at all.

-against all odd(Westlife)




Can i just have one wish?
I wish that time would stop now, stop at this very second, this very day.
So that i wouldn't grow up. So that i can keep all these people close to my heart.
I can't face the goodbye soon.
every second, please slow down, please don't tick so fast. I'm not ready for the working society. I'm not yet ready to continue this road of life. I'm not yet ready for a lot of things. I'm really not ready.


At this moment, i think.. another war is gonna start. ):
life, not so smooth afterall.





Weird life. at 10:24 PM

Counting down to the number of days left to work!
WED, THUR, FRI, SAT.
18hrs altogether and i am done.

I shall say, i enjoy the work. Cashier isn't that bad. At least now, i experienced one more job already. (:
Telemarketor, Waitress, Cashier.
I have yet to try flyer distributor, data admin, teaching.

Elaborate more on Cashier.
At first, many PLU to remember for fruits, veg and more stuffs....
best of all, different species of fruits from different countries all have different PLU.
and then, me.. being someone who has been very ignorant...
can't differentiate different oranges, apples... BLAH BLAH..
Okay, that was at first.
now, after a week, everything is fine! yes, it's enjoyable. Somemore at the end of the day.. it's great if you have your account balance. Plus the fact that i have funny+horny colleague! (:
My supervisorS are nice too! (:

This week work schedule..
WED: 9am-1pm
THUR:9am-1pm
FRI: 8am-1pm
SAT: 8am-1pm.

Been waking up at like weird hours for the past few days.
Monday i woke up at like.. 1+ 2PM!
anyway, i feel tired almost everyday la. ):
It's tough to earn money. =/


Shall blog another post. I'm emo-ing.


People from XXX are nice. at 10:46 AM

People from this certain country are nice.
I have like something with this certain country of people! (:
They are really really really nice to me.
Regardless of their age, they'll comfort me when i need it.
They are always not far from reach.
Oh man, i love them.


Everyone is feeling the same. at 12:21 AM

Just when i felt like having some one to love and care...
or hoping that the someone who will love me the same way to appear,
my very close/good friend feels the same way too..
YVONNE CHUA, i think we can be twins. =/
Or rather, we shall be like together. (:
It will be happy ever after.


Full of thoughts. at 1:29 PM

Yesterday went AMK K with ZR... and then went down to Dhoby for him to play his..... that box thing.. which personally i don't see it as being interesting. Best of all, it's freaking $2 per game. Yes, too expensive. When singapore is undergoing recession, how can you waste your money on such a thing? and you have no incentive for playing it. =/ That's even more sucky.
After that finally got to eat the ice monster thing that zr has ALWAYS been saying on his blog. So yea, not bad la. Nice. (: Although i don't really like the durian, the mango icecream was wonderful. And i really mean.. wonderful! ((:

After that left for work and i was too early to be exact and then... surprise msg came that made my day. (: it was long since i received his msg. (((((((((: So i sat down at the bus stop msging for a while and then headed to work. Nowadays, i find the work really boring.. and then you will get tired after a while. You can't sit for like freaking 4.5 hours! ): and i feel so cheated! REALLY. )))): everyday i only get to go home at about 1130 plus when my work ends at 10. ): By the time i reach home it's really really late already, and then i'll have no more mood to blog or whatsoever. =/

But then, Yest was great. (: Adeline and Khai with lots of others came down to "visit" me. HAHAHA! it was such a happy thing to see them (: But oh well, i couldn't join them after work. Because Bob came down. (: I hope Bob is feeling alright now. He has been cramping at home for like god knows how long. Everyone is so concern! Anyway, but it's glad to see him after sometime. (: Had supper at 500+. I'm getting really unhealthy. The fact that i always eat at such a weird timing now. Oh no, i'm like going to die soon. ):


I have lots of thoughts today.
Firstly, Am i really not feminine? Eh, i don't know why it's kinda..... a sad thing to hear.
Somemore i heard it from someone who i don't know why shouldn't have told me. =/
Because when this person told me, I will think of even more things. =/
Things that i should put it down long ago, but now, i'm thinking of it yet again.
Afterall, guys want feminine girls isn't it?
Using the heart i know what i want, using the head... I think i shouldn't.
So what should i do now? ):
AIYA, i feel so sad. =/


work.Life. at 10:37 PM

There you go, my tag.. my locker key.. (:
Work has been rather cool. I only work for 4 hours at the counter.. but i need to reach abt 20mins earlier and spend 1 hr counting. -.-
so in the end, i will be there for about 5hr+
Anyway, the 4 hours at counter is really fast, by the time i look at my watch again, it will be 9+. which is really cool. And i enjoy this work too, scanning and everything. I just hate all the PLU number! Need to memorise so many numbers! it's chinese new year period! Many people are buying drinks, oranges... rice. LOTs and Lots of stuff. keep scanning the whole day. need to maintain my smile too. Not really tiring.. but at the end of the day, i still can't wait to go home.. fact that it's late right? (:
The people there are quite nice, note the word.. quite.

Anyway, it's my off today. Didn't go to work and i simply just slack at home. Actually i every work 4 hours only. no difference whether i work or not, you see.. somemore i work from 6-10. I just can't catch my drama that's all. Other than that, i still cna go out with my friends. no difference. (: Like tomorrow, i'm going out with ZR before work and then i'm going to have supper with bob after work.


I don't really know what have gotten into me, but i have been rather desperate nowadays.
Desperate, in the bad way. ): nothing good at all.
I just felt like having someone there for myself. You know like.. I do hope that someone would be there to wait for me to knock off and send me home.(okay, maybe this is too much.) I want someone to be there to sms me when i knock off and ask me whether i'm tired or not. I want to love someone who at the same time love me the same way. In another words, i want a boyfriend.
Then again, it's hard to find.

Hard to find because:
-Typical guys will go for the looks. It's hard to find someone who appreciate innear beauty. Or should i just plainly say, i dont have the looks at all.
-I'm not like some angel too. I don't have a pure gold and nice heart. I don't treat people really well, nothing special about me. Just another plain Jane.
-Finding a needle in a haysack. It's rare to find someone who feels the same as you do. Or when the time comes, you no longer feel the same.

I think it's time to grow up a little and accept the reality. I'm probably gonna get together with some guy that i don't really like afterall. Like what Leo said, feelings can be nurtured. Sure it can be, so i shall just go find some really nice guy regardless or how he look or whatever, and then get together with him. (BOB, i've answered your qns. I will get together with someone who i don't really have feelings for but then he must be really nice, sweet, caring AND EVERYTHING)
See, that's how desperate i am now.

Blame the fact that i lost my confidence in love. Not just once, twice... twice... i din't get the one i really one. One in secondary school, one in JC..(although still hoping, chances.. very low?) hahaha, i guess when i'm in UNI(no matter which year i'm gonna enter, i will still go uni!) everything will change...... Will it not? hahahaha, or maybe, i'm just gonna stay single my whole life. YET, i want baby. maybe.. i shall adopt? LOL!
Okay, that LOL wasn't really a laugh. was a sarcastic one. =/


To my few you:
1)
Don't take me for granted.
I was always there and will always STILL be there.
But let me say this.. i'm not someone who you only think of when you're free.. because that's how i feel you're treating me. If that's the case, don't... don't say what you shouldn't say to me. Cause it will only create more hurtful feelings for me. Everytime i smile at you, i was trying to hide the sadness deep within me. Everytime i maintain silence, i was just trying to control my tears.
(OKAY, say that i'm emo.. maybe sometimes it's true.) So, why not look into your heart and then tell me.. don't just say it just to keep me with you. I can be a great friend to you. but.. please, don't take me for granted. ):

2)
YOU! i don't even think that you will read every word on my blog.. but anyway... i should just give my one penny of words to you. I don't know if i'm gonna wait any further.. Whatever it is, friends for life. (:

3)
the way you treat me.... is 1000000000000 times of how much i can take it already.
REFRAIN! REFRAIN!

BOB,
it hurts to see you so different all of a sudden. I just want you to know.. everyone is here to support you and would like to see the old bob back all over again. Please cheer up. Don't let us worry too much about you okay? (:

Jayson,
I miss you.

Yvonne-my bitch,
I miss you too.

Leo,
I miss you even much more!(since i have not seen you for so long!)

Zr,
will you mind? i'm just another ordinary girl you can find on the street. I'm not nice, caring, sweet, thoughtful. Like i say, i'm just another plain girl. and, not jus that, i get jealous easily. ):
sigh.



Life is relaxed, yet complicated. ):


Annular Solar Eclipse at 1:13 AM

ANNULAR SOLAR ECLIPSE ON THE 26TH JANUARY 2009 AT 1630 HOURS

It's gonna be the longest(duration) annular solar eclipse! Gonna last about 7mins and 54 secs! ((:
It's Chinese New Year, so when you guys are going everyone house to bai nian, remember to go see the solar eclipse!(*cross finger, i hope can see*)
REMEMBER 26th!!!!

more pictures:


p/s: btw, Astronomy is my interest too. (: This interest has not died down since sec 1! Astronomy is one of the coolest thing on earth!


GOT TO GO! at 4:39 PM

i've got to go to work! (:


Photo editing. at 12:00 PM

Edited photo. I think this photo is really nice! (:
I am in love with strudel.


at 12:40 AM

my superman finally appeared after so long.
Don't go missing again okay?
Superwoman miss you alot!



pluck a star from the sky for me! (: at 10:18 PM

Someone pluck the star for me already!
And i feel so happy.... =))

Anyway, i started work today! It was kinda fun. (:
But all the PLU no. was too difficult to remember. The fact that the vegetables all looks the same and the orange are like so similar. I nearly faint! I have to shout or run just to check the PLU. OMG! this is crazy! ): But it was FUN FUN FUN! It was great to serve people. Although i'm a newbies, i think i work well with the rest of the aunties so far. At least, i'm a lil faster and better than the other new girl! OOOPS. she did not even touch the machine at all today. at least i did! SO HAPPPPPPPPY!
AND LEO!!! my hair DID not get stuck in the machine okay!


Everytime i'm out, i'm like Guy watching! LOL!
Today, i found another guy cute in Bugis.
The other time i found the guy in the flip flop shop so hot! (: his complexion and tanned skin! is WOAH!
Today at bugis street, Spade clearance sales. And the guy serving yvonne is reallly realllllllly reallllly cute! OMG! his dimples. WOAHHHH~ and he was such a nice guy! humorous. LOL!


Anyway, since i'm at bugis.... I WENT TO EAT STRUDEL AGAIN!!!!!!!
Durian strudel for a change and guess what me and Yvonne shared half of the WHOLE strudel.
that's like $13.50! LOL! nice nice! ((: and we make friend with the aunty officially. She is so nice to chat with! And she was talking to us about how we should study hard and everything. (:
She must have miss her daughter, it seems like her daughter is oversea! ): feel sad for her!
anyway, even though she look fierce, she was chattable! (: <3



my heart is like strudel, it is simple yet sweet.
my heart is like strudel, it gets really messy after a while.
my heart is like strudel, it breaks easily-fragile.
Treat my heart with tender loving care will you?


BOOKS. at 9:38 PM

Since i have rarely anything interesting to do, i decided to go library today to borrow more books.
And not really story books! but on philosophy. My craze for philosophy might die down soon, but at this moment, i am in love with philosophy. I have no idea why though! (:
I just find it really interesting. Like, does God really exist? What is the meaning of life?
Yea, all the questions which don't really have an answer to it.
Although the book is really thick, i really can't imagine myself reading all the words.
Why am i so hardworking after Exams? Why can't i be this hardworking before A level!
Sometimes, i think i am crazy.


Recently, i have been spending ALOT. =/
I just spend about $300 this month. Or rather for the past 10 days. I have no idea why too. Okay, the fact that i have LOTS of new clothes maybe can pull it off. Still, i have never spend so much within 10 days before. hmm.. no idea where my money fly to. ): So sad.


Haven't been talking to anyone except Zr nowadays.
It has been 2 days since i last had a chat with Yvonne on Msn. ):
Bob seems to be different. (he must be dead tired!) ):
I haven't been talking to Leo too, he seems to be missing! ):
I haven't seen Claud for SO LONG. ):
I miss FangHan! ):
Jayson said that we aren't ourselves for the past few days! ):


Okay, i'm gonna start work in <12 hr. I am excited and also a lil scared!
It has been so long since i talk chinese.
Leo is gonna laugh at me for turning into a full time Aunty! :P


Life is getting so boring. Everyone seems to be engross in their own stuff!
Shall go read back my philosophy book! (:

Shall blog again later if i have more things to say!

I MISS 2S21!!!!!!!!!!


Pictures! at 9:12 PM

Pictures from yesterday. (:

CLARKE QUAY- Singapore River and Strawberry Strudel!


This is directly taken from ZR's blog. (:


Photos of myself(LIKE ALOT!)



Nothing much to say. at 10:56 AM

I'm a girl afterall.
I do feel something. =/
okay, nothing to say.


i am an evil bitch. at 11:25 PM

Like i say, i am a EVIL bitch.
the word is BITCH.
somemore an evil one....
so, i'm gonna curse you.


I hope you* pass your A level. (:


it's AMAZING how some people complain and complain how they don't understand certain concepts yet they don't want to rectify it. Going out and play isn't the best way to solve your problem. Don't complain about how you can't get over the fact. Oh, WHATEVER! (:
Like i say, i hope you pass your A level. *cheers.


you are no longer my friend.


A saturday out with Zr + some reflections. at 6:55 PM

woke up quite early today morning..
Zr had some recording stuff, so went down with him.
Had lunch at hg mall.. down to bugis for my strawberry strudel, recording at topone ktv, down to SG river to sightsee, cabbed back home. (:
That was how i spend my wonderful saturday.


Highlight for the day for zr.. must be the recording..
Highlight for the day for me.. Sg river.
I think i can sit there for the whole day just to reflect about life.. or simply just to slack my day off.
Or even when i'm down.(now, i found a better place compared to ECP.)


As i was sitting down there, although it was just a short few mins. I was thinking, life is so short. We should actually do some crazy things. Life is not something we can control. Who knows what might happen the next day?
Anyway, i'm beginning to wake up from my wonderful sleep. To a world where things are all so chaotic, to a world where no everything ends up the way i want to, to a world where i don't really know what is going on, to a world where everyone tries to be peaceful.
Deep down every human, there is a quiet side. A moment where he wants to quiet down and enjoy the breeze, and to forget about all his problems. Deep down every human, we are facing some difficult times which we can't really say it out loud.



I feel quite a tinge of sadness now.
No idea why.


no. 1 and 2! at 11:40 PM

no. 1:
Please make me feel loved.

no. 2:
Please go far far away.


REFRAIN. at 9:09 PM

They say.. the best way not to get hook to drugs is to refrain.
They say.. the best way not to get pregnant is also to refrain.
So... the best way not to get hurt any further is ALSO to refrain.

But why does it seems like i can't stop myself?
Why everyday it just seems like it's getting further in?
I can't stop thinking. I really can't.
I tried so hard, to think of something else, to keep myself occupied.
but even when i'm occupied, i still think about it.
Even when i'm in a movie, there would be scene which reminds me of it. ):
This is so difficult. I thought i would be able to pull it through...
The word is.. THOUGHT. because, in reality i can't.

Life is such a funny thing. Sometimes you don't want things to come to you, yet they come to you naturally. However, when you try so hard to achieve something, just a simple thing, it seems like you will never be able to get hold of it. At the same time, it is all these challenging stuff that makes our life interesting. It's all the emotions which make our life so much more fun. We'll just have to look at things a different way. It's easy to say than to be done. So true. We always tell our friends to look at things on the bright side, but when we are facing some difficult problems, we just can't look at things on the bright side, can we? (: I'm not going through some difficult times here. I just think that, life is weird. (although it really try being kind to us)

Anyway, today i went to watch Bedtime stories with FangHan. (:
It's a lame show, a comedy... although i don't really think that it's a good movie, i learn something from it...
In each individual life, we plan our own route. It's our decision that will decide our future. Therefore, we should always think before we decide. Look on the advantages and the disadvantages. Yup. (:


BOB! i want to tell you something!
Friends are there to support one another. Friends shouldn't add stress to you.
Friends are people who understand you and respect you.
Friends don't have to spend most of their time together.
Friends are people who will stand by you even at your most terrible time.
I'm glad to be your friend. (:




superman, where are you? You seems to be missing. =/ oh well, i miss you.


ohmygosh! at 10:59 AM

I woke up at 9 and i went back to sleep.. Till now.
And i dreamt of my besties! (:
In the dream there were lots of SRJC-ian.. i have no idea why. =/
Anyway, Yvonne, Leo, Bob and I were queuing for some rides(those park thing)
So, you know i'm like damn scared right.. So i was whining and whining..
It was our turn and i went with Leo. and there i was shouting and shouting and shouting his name. LOL! it's such a funny dream. Like literally can laugh.. LOL!
And then, suddenly got alarm.... and i woke up.
AND THEN.. YVONNE CALLED. LOL.


Anyway, I'm going to bath now and head to the library! (:
After that meet FangHan for Movie and take many many photos(if possible!)
BLOG again later. (:


A morning out with SHIRLA LEE. at 11:30 PM

I woke up super early today.
Yet i was still late to meet shirla.
Anyway, went to NGIAM's primary school. LOL!
The kids there are really really cute, not sure why ngiam was from there...joking! :P
anyway, Shirla got an interview to go.
Waited for her in the office and then i realised.. it isn't that bad to work as a teacher. (:


Anyway, after that was down to town. (:
Adult fare. YET WE went all the way to bukit merah. -.-
16 doesnt stop at lucky plaza from the direction from bedok to bukit merah.
however, it stops at lucky plaza when it returns from bukit merah to bedok.. so yea.
AND our stomach was calling for us. =/
went to eat indonesian food! (:
it has been damn long since i last ate it, so both of us craved for it.
and of cos, i miss the guy in indonesia TOOOOOOO much. HAHAHA!

After that went to F21 to get my tube dress.
Don't be shock people! i know it's unlike me, but yea, i got a tube dress.
thanks to my sister of course, she paid more than half of the price. LOL!
BUT NOT SURE IF I WILL WEAR FOR CNY.
not sure, really not sure.


YVONNE CHUA, don't say your name never appear okay!
it's appearing now! (:

Did i mention that yvonne chua went down to look for me after my training that day?
Yea. So sweet of her right? (although she got like motive la.. cos she was going ecp after that den blahblahblah. :P) anyway, yea, joking babe! (:
She gave me this choc she bought from batam. THANK YOU.

And this is the crumpler the guys bought for us. (:


ALRIGHT, i need to sleep now.
GOOD NIGHT.
I'm watching bed time story tomorrow with FH darling! (: YAY!
and i hope i can take some crazy photos.



it has been long since i last talk to dennis(my job consultant!). I talked to him today. And i still find him really really cute. LOL! don't ask me why.. we don't talk about personal stuff.. just about job.. but everytime i will be smiling when i'm talking to him. He makes me feel so protected and everything. LOL! okay, i know i'm sick. whatever k. :P the way he say byebye is really adorable. :P and yea, so nice of him to help me bank my cheque. Thank you. (: I think he was sick or something previously, that's why he took off? anyway, hope he is feeling fine. =D i love dennis.(but of cos, not that way!)


)))))))))): at 8:26 AM

Yest i shopped.
Today i'm gonna Shop AGAIN. ):
I feel like a bitch.
I feel so angry...
For one simple reason......
TAMPINES PRIMARY CALLED FOR RELIEF AGAIN...
yet i was still slping like a PIG. ):

Another $65 GONE.
Just like that... )))):

shall blog when i'm back.


Nothing to blog, random quiz to do. at 9:38 AM