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LOSING. at 10:28 PM

Did a quiz.




True enough! (:
I am afraid of losing anyone in my life.
ANYONE.


so tired to blog! im waiting for someone to be online though!


Last day of Feb at 8:24 AM

Time in 2009 pass really quickly!
With a blink of eyes, it's the end of Feb. This means that our dear A level results will be release within the coming week. Woah, Scary! See my eyes, popping out already! O.O
I am scared for GP. ): And really scared. I don't want to retain or anything just because of GP.

Sian, i don't even know whether i am quitting or not.
I mean, I told them i want to resign. But after that big drama, I'm really not sure if they gave me that 1 week thing. Anyway, i feel so tired. I mean... physically.
Been staying for the longest time man! ):
And i have been talking till cows come home also no one wants to buy. SIGH! ):
It's not that expensive what!!

But happy thing is...
Leo is still gonna come back on the 5th!(he say may come back on 4th!). So long never see him already okay! Like.......3 months!! OMG! OMG! YAYYYYY! HAHAHA! i always look forward to the day when he returns.


Another happy thing is that..
i am. happily. in. love.
Yea, you didn't see wrongly. I just typed that.. happily in love!
HAHAHA! (:
As long as you set your eyes to it, and you put your heart and soul.. you will succeed!
I will choose to believe that, there is a reason for us to be so far apart. Someone up there.. must be putting such a big challenge for us!
I don't know what i am doing, you asked or rather you said.
NO, i am clear of what i want, and i know what i am doing. (:
Just look at it this point, i have nothing much to lose anyway! =) Besides, i am happy.
chris, i love you.


Anyway, had supper with bob yest! Been long since i last saw him!
Okay, not that long! HAHAHAHAHAHA! but yea, a few days is long for yvonne.
Just like how i met her on Thurs? yet yest she msged me saying we very long never meet already?
So joke okay! I replied.."I saw you yest?"
That's the LONG definition in OUR dictionary. HHAHAHAHA! (:


CHUA!
PLEASE STAY HAPPY OKAY! :D


Far Far away. at 10:32 PM

Lake Cumberland:





I'm in love with it.

A song which is meaningful(such an old school song! Used to sing it with Ain during Sec 1/2) HAHAHA! :D

BACK AT ONE-BRIAN MCKNIGHT
It's undeniable... that we should be together...
It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis you need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real...
If all things in time, time will reveal...
Yeah...

One... you're like a dream come true...
Two... just wanna be with you...
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me...
Four... repeat steps one through three...
Five... make you fall in love with me...
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One (yeah)

So Incredible... the way things work themselves out...
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about babe...
And undesirable... for us to be apart...
Never would of made it very far...
Cause you know you've got the keys to my heart
Cause...

One... you're like a dream come true
Two... just wanna be with you
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me
Four.. .repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One......

Say farewell to the dark of night... I see the coming of the sun...
I feel like a little child... whose life has just begun...
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine...
You threw out the life line... just in the Nick of Tiimmmeeee.....

One... you're like a dream come true
Two... just wanna be with you
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me... girl and...
Four... repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One.


WORK is like siao again.
At least today i talk to some parents they quite interested ah.
But, they say want to discuss with their the other half. ))):
SO, no sales again. So sian can?
5 hours of working time is like one whole day sia!
But look on the bright side,
For this week, i will work for.. total of 36 hrs. plus the 4 hours of training time.
So... ALTOGETHER... i will earn $200 for the week.
That's like woah, nearly my 2 weeks at S&S.


Tomorrow i have another interview at Eunos, going down with CHUA(as usual.)
so apparently, I think i'm gonna quit my pop job.
I'm really sorry to Adrian and Richard and Johnny! ooooops~
They are really nice people.


AND... YAYYYYY!
LEO GONNA COME BACK ALREADYYYYY~ wooooooot! :D


baby, hope you are feeling better! <3




WORK at 12:40 PM

Someone important asked me to persevere in the work that i am doing.
Apparently, i took his opinion into a great consideration.
But afterall, i'm still gonna stop working. I text that guy already.
I feel sorry about it though, however... the job is just not my type of job.
it's just BORING till the max.


So i gave my 1 week notice already. (:
Hopefully next Wednesday will be my last day of work. SERIOUSLY.
So i can go out with leo on Thursday! :D
And then cry all i want on Friday!
And then date my special one online everyday! HAHAHAHA! :D

And then, earning as i slack my life away.
how great can that be. LOL! :D


i need to save!
I can't wait till i'm 23~ HAHAHAHA!
okay, i need to prepare to work. omg.


Forever and ever. at 8:43 AM

Amazed-Lonestar

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you




STAY HAPPY LA at 11:32 PM

job is so freaking boring.
that i walk around like crazy.
the weather makes it so cold too.
So, when i was there.. i didn really bother about not using phone..
i used it to msg my mum,yvonne,leo,bob,fanghan,seth,ancel,reeve
HAHAHAHA! YEA.
that much!

Im not using a laptop k!
i was freaking using a computer! WTHHHHH~
no internet connection.. only allow me to go their web
BORING DE LO!

anyway, i think i'm gonna resign soon
cos i wnat to go out with leo on the 5th. And, this job is way too boring! SERIOUSLY.
Still thinking about it though. hmm..


Oh well, not sure what is wrong now.
I told myself to not get affected though, STAY HAPPY.
that's right. my policy. STAY HAPPY.


Being the HR manager for Reeve is such a good job.
Thank you Bob, Leo, Yvonne, Claudia for writing essays and earning huh!
anyone still wanna learn? please email me or drop me a msg in msn k! :D
Text me also can! hohohoho! XD

K, im very tired now. Gonna sleep.




My baby is feeling like crap. ):
I hope he gets well soon. <3


once a drama queen, always will be at 11:49 AM

Okay, what a title. I know.
I think there are some things in my life that is very laughable at.
Well, at least to myself.
(okay,not on the good side by the way. it's like u cry till laugh this type of laughter.)

i have been known as the drama queen because, i watch alot of drama.
And then i always emo all of a sudden, which makes me really really drama.
Of cos, i'm not the ultimate lo. I mean, in this world.. there are reallu much more people who can express themselves more than i do.

I never know that words can hurt so much.
I never know that people can change just all of the sudden.
I was asked to forget, forgive and laugh at it. HAHAHAHA!
Yea, laugh at it. Cause laughing is the remedy. SERIOUSLY! (:

Anyway, next week, results gonna come out.. It can be anyday, but im quite sure it's next week.
Sigh, what am i suppose to do? I feel so lost, troubled. I thank all those who believe in me, have so much faith in me keep saying that i will be alright. Yea, even teachers thought so too. Well, actually... i'm not troubled abt that. I'm just troubled because i don't have a Plan B. I mean, who doesn't want to go to local U. Somemore, i'm not rich. Not like many. Oh, whatever.
Having Plan B isn't a bad thing. So, yea, don't say why am i so pessimistic. (:

Anyway, Someone is sick today.
So i hope he is feeling well. (:
I'm going to work soon. for now, i feel so scared and anxious! i haven't read the notes yet!
OMGGGG~ Kill me! hahahahahaha
my first retail job. Oh yay!!! must have confidence man!
okay, i can't wait to get back here at night! Cos someone is gonna talk to me!

ANYWAYYYY,
anyone wanna write essay(abt 4-5 paragraph) on a given topic and earn 10-40 bucks? If yes, please do drop me a email. footish-@hotmail.com (in case, people who don't know me read my blog.) and i will tell u more details when u mail me! :D Easy money btw! And you're writing for NUS. How prestige can this get? :P
HAHAHAHAH! yupyup. but only come to me if you have decent english ya! So, SRJC-ian reading this.... you are all eligible. (:
i doubt anyone will drop me a mail anyway. LOL. and it's not a SCAM.


I think i better go off now! (:
blog again abt work if im not tired later! KK.

ciao~


Life at 12:34 AM

These few days has been going down..
Or rather the past week.. now it seems like it's getting a lil better
oh well, life is just weird la.

In life, we stand alone.
Although we may have friends, we will come to a point where we make our own decision and everything? But for now, i do have the luxury of depending on friends. This is what leo told me (:
Having a friend to depend on, is a luxury. Not everyone has that one friend to depend on.
And also, not everyone will talk freely to someone. Some just keeps things to themselves. So i am considered quite carefree already i think! (:

Lucky, this time round, there is rainbow after the huge storm.
And mind you, this storm is really huge. It nearly take me away to some far far island.
I was saved at the most crucial time. (:
Not everybody will find back whatever they lost. So i'm bless yet again! Yes, i feel happy now.
I was so sad and all for the past few days. I meant thurs,fri,sat. YEA.

Tomorrow gonna start work already! Omg, i feel so stressed out. and i feel so scared, lost.. then again, i'm excited and anxious too! i really want to earn alot of commission so that i can buy a laptop too! I think depend on my dad to buy me one, it will take years! might as well, i earn and buy it! yea, that's it.. i've decided! :D FANGLIN SHALL BE CONFIDENT TOMORROW! all the best all the best to myself! (:

Thank you Ancel and Seth for wishing me all the best too! You guys never fail to make my day man! :P And Seth, don't be sad already! you are so hot, definitely got someone else there! And Ancel, my fellow pig! (: You don't so shy la! hahahaha! :P Stay in Singapore k! don't go back states! :P

Oh, btw!
Today i received a letter by YVONNE CHUA!
So touched by her! the letters... SO MANY LO.. omg! I am so blessed to have a friend like her! Think of me practically everyday!
Babe, even if i can't give you good advices, my ears are good! :D
and i promise you i wouldn't emo already la! (: REALLY.


okay, i guess i need to sleep now already. near 1 le! (:
gonna wake up early tomorrow. Should i go for a run? LOL! Should i?
hahahahahaha! this will give me the excuse of going online early! IF not my parents will think that i'm crazy waking up so early just to go online! RIGHT.
okay.... STILL DECIDING! OH WELL....


NIGHTS PEOPLE!


he's just not that into me! Now i understand.


cOOOOOL at 1:28 PM

i'm blogging with my sister laptop.
LOL!

anyway!
i'm glad everything is fine already! REALLY HAPPY! ((:


bad day at 8:48 PM

it was a bad thursday.
i foresee a bad fri/sat/sun.
that's all im gonna say.




never felt like this before. ):


thank you. at 12:45 AM

Chua, I'm sorry!
My superman is not gonna evolved into batman, he is gonna stay as my superman. (:


I cried for the longest time ever since the last time i cry which is months ago?



now, i am perfectly fine.

I am who I am and I lead my own queen life. (:


Sorry. at 10:35 PM

I failed to be everyone's friend.
I failed terribly.
If you are ashamed of me, because i am so desperate and everything....i am sorry.
I failed to be the good friend you guys have always seen me as.


it hurts me totally. at 10:06 PM

All i'm gonna say is.. I feel so hurt.
Not by anything else, but because of a friendship.


I'm gonna hide for a few days.
Will blog soon.

unwell, hurt, sad, breaking down, upset, disappointed.


wrong words. at 8:54 PM

Hibernate at home for the whole of sunday.
Been really tired, so... i don't feel like going out.
Also, the week of the month, so i feel extremely moody.

Anyway, while surfing the net and not talking to anyone.
Without having my phone to beep, i was thinking...
Am i really a good friend to start with?
Do i understand my friend well?
Lots of similar questions start to pop into my mind.

These issues can't be solve by what my friends have got to tell me, it's all within myself.
sometimes, i really have to scratch my head thinking...
am i the one at fault? or.. what the hell have i done right?
And I have to say, i feel so f* up sometimes that i just feel like slapping people. (okay, no idea why i use slapping, but you get what i mean.)


There are lots of issues in life that can't be solve with even my close friends around me.
But of course, it will be good to have them as a company or smth.
But then again, some people just get the wrong idea. I don't know.
Is it the way that i express myself that is freaking wrong or something?
Sometimes, even a harmless emotions or feelings can strike a fire or smth?
Sigh.

friendship=trust?
is it?


I hope i feel better.


HAPPY VALENTINE! ((((: at 1:22 AM

I am happy this valentine!
Right at the moment the clock strike 12! (((((((((((((((:
I AM A HAPPPPPY GIRL. (((((:
I received the best Vday present this year which finally make my smile glow all over again!
=DD

I felt the love. <3
it was me and only me. =]



oh, and thank you bob!
for your wonderful card.(:
(words that you will never say it out....)


travel to Jurong. and back to school. at 11:17 PM

Today is a back to school day.
But before that, headed down to Jurong East, Popular Building for an interview.
It wasn't that bad.
I was so scared before that, after that... while waiting for the person... I was fine already.
So, it went kinda well. I'm hoping for the best. ((:

After that MRT-ed down to AMK. met bob.
Went to eat my sushi! craving for unagi! =DD
Went to play arcade for a while and then took 136 down to school.
I went to artbox too.. and i wanted to buy a book look-a-like.
Anyway, enter the school with Bob cos Yvonne will be late.
School change alot, the canteen is kinda useless now, apparently so lil ppl can sit there la! OMG!
it looks so classy to be a canteen actually. Hmm...
Talk to my fav aunty, went to the "7-11", council room and then sat at hall for finale.
ANYWAYYYYYYY, I saw Mr TAN TOH HWEE!!!
Omg, =X i felt so shy. HAHAAHAH! like after so long, my heart races when he looks at me.
And then he said.. "why are we talking like stranger?"
HAHAHAHA! because, you keep looking into my eyes, i am shy! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
okay, i went all red. OMG la. SO LONG NEVER SEE HIM K!
i miss him like crazy!!

AND CONGRATS TO JIANG LAO SHI!!! :D
she is like 4 months pregnant!! OMG OMG! so cool la~ woooooot!
I hope she will be fine! :D

Finale wasnt as nice as ours last year! BUT OH WELL! NOT THAT BAD LA! :D
congrats to 21st too! finally your baby project is done! (:
BTW, sharilyn, rina, andy, elisha, bob, me, yvonne, lijie, lim siting went back. (((: It was nice to see each other again. and all the cheers just remind me of the past!
and college dance reminds me of LEO!!! ):

After that headed to white tangerine for dinner and then ice cube for desserts! (((:
I HAD FLYING SUPERMAN! and only i got it. no one else. COS IT IS UNIQUE!
and i drank baileys again! YAY! I LOVE THE TASTE OF BAILEYS! :D
and then i got very seductive! i was perhaps drunk! HAHAHAHAHAH!
How i hope leo is here! )))))))))))))))))):

HERE I AM, SO SO SO TIRED NOW!
gonna sleep soon. hope tmr will be a good day! :D


what a day. at 9:05 PM

Nowadays, i'm like very tired everyday! =/
Monday went to sing with Yvonne! And you know what! Bugis one of the deco caught fire! OMG!
don't know how also! Everyone started to take photos! HAHAHAHAH!

Security guard trying to extinguish! but he failed! =/

Anyway, i went to sing at topone on monday with yvonne lo!

Tuesday:

Went to have breakfast with khai and adeline!
Back to Khai's house. It has been like a year since i go her hse! Or even 2 years! OMG!
but anyway, Ijeen still remember me la! OMG! SO cooooool~ HAHAHAHA!
she keeps wanting me to accompany her bath! LOL!!
Went down to Ngiam's event! she must have love us!
YEA, i transformed to a sec sch kid wearing uniform okay! WTH WTH! LOL!
Anyway, it was quite fun la. with the year 4 sec 5 students! (dennis, alex, kaixiang, and one more guy.) and with khai of cos! LOL!
Saw faith there too. And many many many familiar faces!
OHHHHHH! and there were hot hot hot guys! HAHAHAH! :P
Shall not mention name! there were 2 esp cool guys!
I call them, the all black guy, the popcorn guy!
After that went to FC3 for dinner!

My unagi bento set. LOL! quite cheap la. $3.50.
AND THEIR WATERMELON JUICE FROM FC 3 IS THE BESTTTTTTTT! OMG!
Okay, i'm waiting for ngiam to post the photo of us with the poster! HAHAHAHA! :D


Wednesday(Today):

Woke up like freaking early.
Was late to meet yvonne so i took a cab down to Adelphi.
Met Johnny. And yea, he said that the chances of me getting the job is like 98%. HAHAHAH!
i dont know why 98 la! HAHAHAHA!
Well, then there was another call interview from another person from the same company.
So, he was damn evil! (i was already at the cathay.)
ANYWAY, he asked me why i want to be promoter.. So i said cos i have not tried before, i want experience.. And he said.. "you also never become cleaner before what, why you dont want to become cleaner!" Wah, slap your face ah! What a qns, how to answer you! URGHHHHHH~
anyway, went to paradiz center, buy 4D and play arcade. =/
AND THEN YVONNE CHUA SURPRISE ME WITH MY V-DAY PRESENT!


Thank you Yvonne CHUA! ((((: I have been looking for it for like the longest time!
and it's my fav pink! ((((: the ds pink! the puma watch pink! ((((: <3

After lunch, we took a bus down to Jurong East mrt to meet Inn Zheng!
We wanted to skate there. but the shopping center was freaking closed down!
And then the weather so hot, so was kinda irritated.
Anyway, cabbed down to Kallang Leisure park to iceskate.
OKAY I CAN'T ICE SKATE FOR NUTS K!
even if i hold IZ's hand like damn tight, i was so afraid! O.O
HAHAHAHAHA! [okay, this laugh.. only me and yvonne will understand!]
Oh well, i got so tired trying to skate by myself.. so... in the end, i FELLLLLLL~
and had a difficult time standing up! LOL! And then..........
I GIVE UP! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

so i sat there looking at them skate.
hmm....
and i text.......(mr mystery)
=)


That's how i spend my dayS!
Tomorrow got interview at Popular HQ~ at JURONG EAST OKAYYYY~ OMGGG~
at 11am! So i need to wake up early! AHHHHHH~
After that going down AMK to meet Yvonne for lunch, BOB IS ON OFF tmr!
So, he's gonna come look for me at Jurong East then we'll head down together! (((:
After that will go back to SRJC. ORIENTATION FINALE! :D
okay, can't wait for tomorrow although im kinda afraid of the interview! OMG!


blog soon! :D


OH YES! (: at 9:32 PM

First, i have got my pay! :D
it's in my account now!
AND SECOND, yes! I got an interview on wednesday! (((:
For promoter! =) Although i don't really know how to promote stuff.. but you get what i mean...
happy cos there is a high chance that i will get the job! :DD
The best thing is.. after i send the email to apply... the person called like.. 30secs later?!
SHOCK ME LA! I still tell me.. "omg, i just send the email..." he goes, "hahahahaha.. lucky i read it!"
YA, so fast. EFFICIENT SIA! OMG! =/


Tomorrow, i am going SP.
To help NGIAM. OMG, i can't believe it. I'm gonna wear BV PE ATTIRE OKAY! EEEEW~
I mean, i threw away my sec school uniform already, So..... too bad! ):
And i already registered as BV-ian. LOL!
For khai, temasekian! =/
I think i'm gonna wear my new dunks tmr! HEHE! :D


Now, I'm so excited about my interview on Wednesday! HOHOHO~ YAYYYY!
Money come Money come! I want to buy lots of things again!




Have some faith in my can? ):


i raped my mum's money! at 9:12 PM

I RAPED MY MUM'S MONEY!
or rather, my sister, me and my dad RAPED her money!
Went to nike sales AGAIN today.. and got shoes!
I did mention that i don't really need them, but since i knew my mum gonna pay for it.. i JUST TOOK IT! i wanted the shiny pink one.... but... oh well.. got a red one! :D

My sister got 2 shoes!(okay, she needs to go school and the reason for going the sales it's for her anyway.. so.. i can't say she raped my mum's money! :P)
My dad got a nike polo shirt! LOL!
BUT....
my mum got nothing! she just pay. LOL!

my very pretty dunks! HAHAHAHAHA! ((:
wooooot~
And this is my sister's!
of cos and another running shoe for her. You know, she will need to RUN ALOT.
GOOD LUCK TO HER IN PASSING NAPFA(at least a silver huh, sister! :D)


and i think i saw.................
681821566 today!
Actually, i confirmed it's him.
But then, i lost track of him a few mins later. I didn't really see his face though. just his side view.. his hair... his back.. he has quite a long hair now.. but... i'm still quite sure it's him.
it was like 3 years ago since i graduated from BV. oh oh oh, yet... he's still someone i yearn to see! so significant huh!


I went to pray today too!
And whenever i pray, i would miss LEO! i miss going the guanyin temple with him to pray! =/
oh well!
Back to topic, i was reading the chinese horoscope thing. And then.. there was a line that says..
"You will be easy to meet with the dream of your love, and the affection between you and your sweetheart will be developing very rapidly"
I dont have to let it develop rapidly. I just have to find one first! WAHAHAHA!
ANYWAY, i shall not be that devastated afterall! I'm gonna find one this yr! lol. =)


sigh,
i have no idea what is wrong with one of my friend. I really hope he is okay.
He always have problem yet he keep it to himself.
I feel so sad! It's like i don't have enough trust in his eyes that he can't share it with me! ):
OH WELL.. friend, i hope you are fine. Or rather, be fine soon!


boring sat. at 12:01 AM

I was home the whole day. =/ Kinda got grounded.
oh well!

Slept quite late last night, yet i woke up at some ungodly hour!
woke up at 7.30AM. accompanied my mum to wet market to get food.
eeew, i really don't like it.. =( but i just wanted to go down with my mum.
After that slacked whole day at home!
SO SIAN! =/

Tomorrow going out with Family. [sorry shirla, can't go out with you]
going nike sales again, i'm gonna like rape my mum's money to get the dunks for myself..
even though i don't really need it. Oh well!!! =/
It's really really pretty.
I'm gonna pray tomorrow too.
Nowadays, I have been doing some thing which is not right, which is not moral. ):
OKAY, i feel really guilty now.

2 more days left for CNY and i have not visited my nanny-used-to-be!(as in, she is the one who look after me when i was young.)
it's gonna be another year later to meet my mother's side cousin! =/
father's side, maybe still will plan to meet you see! hmm...

Next week, going out with Yvonne, and i really hope that Leo will come back next week! ):
Although the chance is really really really small, I STILL HOPE! LOL!
Back to school on thurs too! AND going to meet BOB(hopefully). I ps-ed him last friday and i still feel so bad. Oh well, sorry bob.

Monday: xin hua last episode! MUST CATCH! :D my terence cao! :P

And i hope i find a job soon. O.O

As each day passed, i feel more and more tense about my results. Part of me know that i'm so gonna retain, yet i dont really want to. yet i hope i can get some really not bad result to get into uni. All i need is to pass my GP seriously. SIGH! =/
After A level results, will everyone go their separate ways already? =/

Did i mention i am attracted to nice guys? LOL!
(the wonder........HAHHAHAHA!)


CHUA! hope you had a nice date today! And hope that you are happy happy fine!
I miss you. Out on monday eh? Kbox? or the topone at bugis? or strudel? you choose k!
but i want to go home by 7. my show last episode la! :P
Have fun working tmr!


莫名的感触。 at 11:54 PM

我又想到你了。。
是不应该的，不是吗?
我好伤心。

你，就像天空在自由飞翔的鸟。
而我， 就像在水里糊里糊涂游泳的鱼。
我们是不可能存在彼此的生活。
这事实，我。。好难消化。

what can i do to stay happy? =/


you just made me smile. at 12:04 AM

For mystery guy!

with you,
my life will be wonderfulX10000000000000000000!
my life will be full of laughter!
my life will be full of security!


If the wife of king is called queen,
i really don't mind being queen! (:


Thank you for saying that i'm the nicest.
Thank you for saying i'm the best.
Thank you for your assurance over and over again. (:
Thank you for always dropping random msges!


Thank you for entering my life!


TERENCE CAO! at 9:16 PM

旧的不去，新的不来!

i'm so gonna snatch from Adeline Wee!!!
BUT TERENCE CAO is gonna get married with a teenage girl! OMG! how fair is this?
she must be 16-19! he's freaking 41.
Not about the age gap but how fair is this!!!
The girl is so damn lucky! He is such a good catch. So good looking, so charming! Don't even look like 41!

JUST LOOK! HE IS SO HOT!

AND LOOK AT HIS DIMPLE! woooooooot~
<3 guys with dimples. omg.

That's it!
Adeline and I shall resign to our fate that he is getting married! HAHAHAAAHHA!
i shall not proclaim that terence cao is mine, i shall just say, he's my EC! HAHAHAH! (:


p/s: I love guys in formal wear with a tie!! (: OF COS, he must be natural.


=/ at 8:21 PM

YOUs

1.
it's me running away from you.
it's me avoiding.
So much so for my own promises. =(
Sorry. Both way it hurts.

2.
I haven't seen you for 2 months! ):
I feel terrible, do you?

3.
Should i go out with you or not?


4.
We are supposed to be good friends right?
Why did you do that for? ): there goes my chance. )))):



SIGH.
troubled my small small things.


Look out for me! at 6:34 PM

I am desperately looking for a job.
Help me look out k people! (:
I am fine with cashiering, promoting, admin work, Customer Service, tele-surveyor.
Pay doesn't really matter. however a minimum of 5/hr k!
Location wise i'm fine with anywhere, Singapore isn't really tat big la! LOL.
I'm fine with working on weekends!
I can work till like July?

SO SO SO, HELP ME LOOK OUT!
Thank you people.




p/s: i have a really really really unique mum. Oh well, i can't complain much, can i? (:


Pictures. at 10:49 PM












yvonne's house. at 4:48 PM

im currently at yvonne's house.
she's trying to sleep yet taking lots of photos of herself before slping.
that's what i call, CRAZY.
she has stiff-necked. MUST BE BECAUSE LAST TIME KEEP LAUGHING AT.... (okay, so old-school.)

talking about school, i missed council.
It's just so sudden. The pinning song was playing in my ear, and suddenly i tot, time flies really fast.
The first day i enter SRJC and the last day(the day i took my physics paper.)
Time really flies. Next time i look back my life, i think i will be married or something?

Anyway, CHUA YI WEN YVONNE!
you will not fall in love with the guy. You know who im talking about.
you just miss him too much. Moreover, it has been so long since you seen him.
maybe that's why. SO don't think too much okay? (:
*cheers.
AND I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS. =]

I MISS LEO!

i'm gonna watch P.S I LOVE YOU NOW. blog later! (:


happy birthday! at 12:45 AM

SHIREEN! HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY! (: [2/2]
Last year of being a teenager, you better cherish!
hope you had a great day, and and and STAY HAPPY ALWAYS! =D
YOU EMO KID! hahahaha~
All the best for your tests!


It's gonna be rare that he'll come here.
BUT, TUITION FRIEND, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOEL! (: [3/2]
we still have not re-match! hope you'll have fun in army!


to you, at 9:57 AM

我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦

maybe it was a good way.
we didn't start, we didn't end.
yet getting all the emotions is me, oh well, how dumb.
The anger, disappointment, sadness will not dawn to me again, at least not from you.
I should say, thank you to you, because you really made my life wonderful. And i really mean the good way.
Not for you, i will not see quite a bit of the world. (:
Hope that you will one day find the right one.
Be decisive too alright? (:






<3 Khai, adeline, shireen. at 1:07 AM

i had a great day with the 3 of them.
it has been long since we went out together.(okay, that's like solely my fault)
went to Botanic Garden to have a picnic. Btw, botanic garden's swan lake, the swan died!
(Chua, you know why i bold it, right? ((:)

we blow bubble bubble too.
Celebrated Shireen's bdae although the actual day is on monday! (:
It was a tiring day from all the laughter and everything.
Pictures will be up soon.

Bride wars is a great show btw. (:
Thumbs up! ((((:
Long time since i seen Joel, finally got to see him again. hahaha.
Chingay was nice yet noisy, so didn't really stay till all the way.
That was how i spend my whole saturday.

Tomorrow gonna go visiting.
Sock, Kaien, Shirla,Xw(not cfm)
then
yvonne and bob! ((:
And i'm gonna wear dress. HAHAHAHAHA~ =)




Been troubled since like weeks ago, and then... the show taught me lessons.
1)Be true about your feelings.
Yes, i am going to be true to my feelings from now on. Instead of searching the feeling back, i should let go. There I go AGAIN, i said this MANY times. And finally i don't feel it anymore. (: GREAT isn't it? YAYYYYYY! rejoice. hahaha. okay, im not happy at all btw. =/
Oh well, i feel so heartbroken.
2) Be decisive.
3) Work hard and Go for it.


Is it possible to fall in love with someone that i don't really know?
The anticipation for his msg, for him to come online, for him to talk to me, for him to tease me.
Lots.
No confidence though, he's too good to be true. Such a hot guy. =/
Protective, humorous, nice, caring, sweet.. but he smokes.
What has gotten into me?


Superman,
no matter what happen to me, thank you for always protecting me!
you're my hero and always will be.