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omgosh... at 10:39 AM

I think I am having a fever.
Omgosh, Fever at this time is just so not right....!
With all the virus going around, I will feel darn scared to go out! =X Because when one is sick, she/he is very vulnerable to all the virus going around! Omgosh! =X
And the H1N1 thingy is like so strong now, it just send shiver down my spine!
Okay, what a description! =X

alright, got to go.


my birthday. at 12:46 AM

Hello!
Thank you all who have wish me through msn/sms/call/facebook/mms! :D

And Special thanks to..
YVONNE CHUA! HENRY CHUA! my beloved sister! FANGHAN! <3boyfriend!! and not to forget LEO NARDO! :D


I was shocked by a lot of things this yr! :D
First.. was touched because of Leo's present. (:
2nd.. was touched because of the Strawberry Strudel. (:
3rd.. was touched because of my boyfriend. (:

And of all the shocking stuff, I'm still upset... Upset at how Leo wasn't here to celebrate my birthday with me. Upset that Bob is also busy with his army stuffs! Upset that my boyfriend couldn't take leave! ):


Went to Kbox to celebrate my birthday with the balloons and the party pack.
After that we went to glass house for dinner(fish&co.)
Then I went to find boyfriend. (:

my day was fun with the few people I enjoy to be with, the few people who care so much about me, the few people I love. (:

Below are all the random pictures, not in any order or whatsoever. (:































Anyway, I met my boyfriend at AMK just now. And, I scalded myself with iron. LOL i feel so dumb! =X transformer is nice! Megan Fox is PRETTY TO THE MAX! omgoshhhh~
Although I was quite blur about the show, not that bad! (:
The theatre was cold to the max. but..... =)
After that went to walk walk.. then took the long bus ride to tampines. It wasn't really long, i hope it would have been longer. =X (I am scheming too!)
Met family at tampines for Swensen. (: IT HAS BEEN LONG!!! =)
Had lots of food. =) okay, good food for 3 days already, I feel guilty. oops! =X

Thurs-Pizza Hut.
Fri-Fish&co.
Sat-Swensen.


Alright, i need to resume my work tmr(including weekdays!!) Sianness. =X

Shall blog soon again! I hope I don't get 0 sales tomorrow! :D
And I can't wait to see what Vincent got for me! (: WAHAHAHA! =D



Right.. bye! :D


I love my boyfriend a lot! :D


Happy birthday! at 1:03 AM

Happy birthday to myself! :D
Happy birthday to Ming Jay! :D

It's gonna be a good day! (:
It was a good start. REALLY. =)


Camp Aspire 2009. at 6:41 PM

Went back to school yesterday for Camp Aspire 2009!
And, Omgosh, they even have a banner for it! Wth wth wth!! =X
It was really cool to go back and help. =)
The cool thing is that... 19th,20th,21st,22nd were there! (: HAHAHA!
But it was damn tiring. =X need to prepare. after that clean up and everything.... =X

AND OMGOSH,
STUDENT OF THE YEAR aka VALEDICTORIAN(2008) is my BELOVED LEK AI PING CHERYL! omgoshhhhh~
Someone, please invite me back for the ceremony! I want to hear her speech! =)


while, i was back to school.. many memories came back to me.
the track-how we run like mad during that 1 night.
the library-how we studied till late nights.
the canteen-how we assemble there early in the morning.
the sheltered walkway- how I always look out for your presence.
I miss school. I miss my friends. I miss 2S21, 1S25. I miss my tutors.


I'm gonna start school in about a month! Everything is gonna be so different. No more classes, no more close friends, no more best friend there for me, no more canteen where everyone gathers, no more classroom for us to wait for teachers, no more unity, no more compulsory CCA. All I can foresee is.. everyone.. different individuals, going for lesson and then heading home.


Sometimes in life, we don't have a choice.


sad.happy. at 2:33 PM

which? sad or happy?!




when i wake up, i don't know whether i felt the same anymore. =/
stop.. please stop.. I don't like whatever is happening. I really don't.


another nightmare. at 9:45 AM

Yet another nightmare. ):


I dreamt of a baby drowning.... he was lost in the water. no, sea to be exact..
In the dream he's a baby I know... ): and then, we left.. and baby call my phone. ))))))):
And ask me why I abandon him? and he's very scared, he don't know where he is....
F* what kind of dream is this? ))))):




G.Y.M, have i been really bad? at 1:51 AM

why?
why is it happening?




i never felt this way before.
this is the first time, i feel really really really hurt.


Ohhhh.. at 10:55 PM

Btw, yesterday at like 12:30AM......
Someone gave me a shock of my life!

called me with his house phone and then the no. was so alien..
*whack zookeeper!*


Suddenly remember this incident! *whackkkk!*


BANG!


A new week.. which will be exciting.....saddening... at 12:54 PM

Okay, just look at my title. =)

Exciting week because I am going back school tomorrow! Yay! I can get to see the new batch of councillor. 22nd! =) Hmm, why are we not given the invitation card for Investiture? BLEH! That's so saddening! LOL! Ans also, I can get to see 20th! Okay, not that everyone is going back, I guess those who are going back are girls! Because all the guys are in army. =/


Life is gonna be so boring. Seriously....
Yvonne is gonna start work on Wednesday and then next week onwards I will start to work on weekdays as well. ): Sigh!


Sigh. at 8:56 PM

Feel so guilty for getting ZERO sales AGAIN. ):
I don't know where is my luck and charm anymore! seems like everything is GONE! URGH! Feel so upset with myself! Where oh where is the girl who can get sales?! =X
SIGH.



Today I took 16 to MP. AND.......
I saw the youngest ever bus driver with FLAWLESS skin anddddd... thick eyebrow! WAH SEH!
LOL! Seriously, youngest ever bus driver who is above average looking! LOL! It just surprises me though! Nothing much ab0ut it. (:


I got Grumpy for my Mr Grumpy and the bigger one for Brother Chua! (:
Bought many many things today la! =)
Icecream and peanuts for daddy too! I'm such a nice daughter! LOL!!! =X
(well, he refused to go dinner with me! so.......)


And I got tricked by someone today! @#(%#*!%#*%
He asked me to check beneath CPU! I thought got what thing! URGH! And then asked me if I see dust! WTHWTHWTH! LOL! But he's nice too though! :D


Oh yayyyy, Friday is approaching and here comes my 19th birthday!
There's a happy side about it and there's a sad part.
Leo would not be there this yr! ): How I hope he would fly back, how I hope I would be able to see him, How I hope............ =(


Friends come and go, best friends stay. (: -LEO NARDO.
He told me that....I know what he is trying to tell me. Thank you. (:
I know I will miss you more and more each day when you head over..... ): But, let's not speculate! Still hope for the best!


I have a new Nalgen bottle now! YAYYYYYYY! :D
Thank you beloved sister! :D


HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! :D at 10:25 AM

I am going to work! SUPER SIAN!






okay. that's it! xD
Blog later.


yesterday i was so tired, i fell asleep without any notice! oops! sorry!


SIGH. at 11:24 PM

I hate receiving letters now, I SWEAR. ):


Another one. SIGH.



and, I am unhappy. really am. ):


Sigh. at 11:15 PM

I hate it when my friends are feeling sad. ):
And I hate it more when I can't help.



SIGH.


MY DAY. at 6:59 PM

Good Evening! (:

Next week gonna go back to SR. To help out for finale for the camp I guess. (:


ANYWAY, I told Yvonne that I'm gonna cook just now, she was saying if I don't get stomach ache is a miracle! LOL! Okay, I AM PROUD OKAY! =X I didn't get stomach ache! :D


JUST LOOK AT IT! (: WAHAHAHAH! is it like tempting you? HEEE! :D
YOU, YOU and YOU! I will cook for you guys next time k! (: JUST YOU, YOU and YOU! :D
It's to 3 person! :D


I can't believe myself! I washed my own clothes, keep the dry ones, fold them nicely too! HAAHHAHA! I think I am seriously damn free to do all that! Bleh! :D
And, I finish watching Brown Sugar Machiato like AGAIN. =X
Then Cam-whore on my own! (Seriously, nothing better to do!)


Just look at my XMM's hair! BLEH! =((((((



The more I think about it, the more I smile to myself.
Thank you. (:

I<3mrgrumpy!


LALALA! at 11:46 AM

Hello world!
I woke up feeling very happy today, I have no idea why! :D
Maybe because last night was happy? hahahaha! (:

Met up with boyfriend yesterday. (:
<3


okay, im gonna cook soon.
LOL! Yea, you didn't see wrongly. Because, I am very bored at home!
that's why Im gonna cook! (:

HEEE! :D
I SERIOUSLY HOPE IT WILL TURN OUT NICE OKAY! =P


k, blog later again!

today, I am happy!

happy birthday Yvonne's Mum! :D
1 more week to my birthday! YAY! :D


What is all happening? at 11:28 AM

First I have got the headache, now my arm hurts. ):

Sigh oh Sigh.
Gonna meet Yvonne in an hour or so. Gonna SHOP. =X





别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受


excuses? at 12:41 AM

I'm biting on my lips so hard... because I don't want to tear.


human wants are unlimited. at 6:29 PM

SERIOUSLY...


After I do this, you expect me to do that.
And then after that you just expect more and more and more..
what is with life?




Sometimes I hope... I am having some terminal disease so that people can actually care.
(and not criticise at whatever nonsense you do.)
Oh, what a stupid thinking... nonono, what's a naive thinking and so emo-ish!
I feel like someone. Ooops, here I go again, being so evil!


But seriously, don't throw your temper at me if you had a crazy time at work.
Cos, I might just shout: f* up. =X
.
.
.
.
.
.


I say, I might.


Not again. at 5:59 PM

Oh-my-gosh.
I just had the feeling again. ):
SIGH. what is wrong with me? ): *pray pray!*
I don't like the feeling of being so light-headed! It's as if I will faint anytime. I don't like!! ):

These few days did nothing much.
I can't really remember what I did to be exact. =X
Gosh, I am feeling so old.

No more weekday jobs for me, however I think I might have one from July onwards. Yup.
Aiya, don't know la! Weird oh weird! =X Don't feel like working to begin with, because it is very tiring. I think, afterall... I prefer to study! (: Although it's stressful, it's actually more enjoyable than working! Which is really very sucky! eeew~

Went shopping with Yvonne and Brother yesterday! (:
Got my pay also.. and I lost a bet, so I had to treat Brother! =/
Women are unpredictable! LOL!!!!!!!!
So I bought what I need to buy and it's prettttttyyyyy~ :P But, kinda expensive la! urghhhh!
But whatever, Pretty Pink colour too! WAHAHAHAHAH! =X

After that went back to Yvonne's house, slack a while and went home.

Everyone seems to be in a very !#%&(#!%&! mood nowadays.
Let's all chill people! Stay cool and happy! Don't waste all our emotions! Not worth la! (:
When I am in a very !&!(&!#%& mood, I will eat some nonsense.
And then now, Yvonne got influenced by me! She's like eating all the nonsense too! Crazy.



Life is so boring la! =X I don't know what to do, other than slacking my life away.
AHHHHH! I need to save money la! ): BLEH!


9 more days till I turn 19! HEEEEE! :D


sometimes.... at 10:54 PM

i just feel very very f* up with myself.


TO AMANDA NGIAM! :D at 9:46 PM

为了你全心付出 心疼你左右为难
只要在你身边
我就心滿意足的为你 选择他
我把二分之一的你交到他手中
就算失去自己也不在乎
从不后悔失心疯陪我到老
我把二分之一的你藏在记忆里
看着你幸福模样 天使的笑
就算再苦我都愿意

AMANDA NGIAM!!!!!
remember this song? HAHAHAHAHAH!
first, i don't know if you are reading my blog.. but when I heard this song playing, I miss you! :D




URGHHHH! ): at 7:09 PM

URGHHHHHH!
I got my hair cut, and I feel kinda regret now! =X
Because, I no longer have my side fringe, it's back to bangs! URGHHHHHH! =(
Just like in school. SIAN, super SIAN! ):
It was so difficult to leave my hair till whatever it was before i cut!
Boohooo~ now, I look like a lil girl! ):


Went to chinatown with Chua and Lake just now.
Wanted to do some shopping but you know what, I have not receive my pay!
so, we could only window shop and bought some karaoke dvd, can sing at chua's hse soon already! :D
I want to buy like quite a no. of things la! (:
I AM DETERMINE TO SEARCH FOR MY FIRST JJ ALBUM! any kind souls there who got the album but don't keep his whole set, can sell me?! =X


Blog again later! :D



I feel so evil telling you that! oops!


Happy. (: at 10:43 PM

FangLin is a happy girl! She did her shopping in her favourite shop! (:
And that's POPULAR! HAHAAHAHAH! =D

She finally got her SIXOLOGY at $8.50! OMGOSH, can you believe it? So cheap! HAHAHA! cos it's on 50% off! And pop now, is having like 20% off all the items! Some up to 85% off! WOAHHHH! Such a good offer right! HEEEE! I should have buy more stuff! Okay, seriously, FangLin should start to save!! =X I swear I bought lots of nonsense! =XX BLEH!


Anyway, sales was really bad! For 2 consecutive days, i got EGG. ):


finally, done. at 10:17 AM

After dragging for so long, I've finally went to apply to be an UOL student. =X
Yes, went to get my bank draft and blahblahblah.
Went down to SIM to return my contract.
I've finally settled down with UOL.


Someone told me... "a degree is a degree, no matter where you study."


Alright. so now, I am done with it. (:


Work was damn slack yesterday. Although with the mini competition between me and GA, there isn't any sales for me! I TRIED MY BEST. *!#)$!#%*!#@ SERIOUSLY. =X There was just no one... no one at all.
It was so quiet that I went to play with Stephaine and went to shop with the besta guy at fairprice and he sprayed me the guy smell ALL over! TSK TSK! =X
Time passed damn quickly yesterday also. No Idea why. Gosh.
okay, this also means, i need to get ready to go work now! Tadah! jiayou jiayou! :D

G.Y.M, bless me please! :D
GA! where's your Amen?!?!?! LOL!!!!! =P



Suddenly, I miss LEO NARDO so much! )))))))):
and, Yvonnnnne Chua! I damn long never see you already! LOL!!!! =X

A, i love you like how i love pink colourrrrrr! :D


Maybe.. Just Maybe.... at 8:43 AM

Another sleepless night.... Toss and Turn around on my bed.
I swear the feeling sucks. More than ever.


I don't know why I would get mad. I really don't know why.
Sucks.


whatever. at 1:25 AM

why am i upset again?
I really don't know.

Does it all matters? Maybe yes, cos i just want to know everything.
But, whatever.







but at least, i still have my path of light.


Sometimes, I just feel like.... at 10:55 PM

Why not just get over it? And let's move on?

You think I am not upset? Or rather, to begin with, you think it's so simple to study and get into local university? You think it's ALL THAT SIMPLE. If you don't understand what i went through, just keep your mouth shut and utter no more words. I swear this is all getting really irritating.
You think your words don't hurt my feelings? You think I don't care about my future? HAVE YOU EVEN SIT DOWN AND TALK TO ME BEFORE? HAVE YOU EVEN LISTEN TO ME BEFORE? ALL YOU DO IS TO ARGUE YOUR WAY THROUGH AND ASK ME TO LISTEN TO YOU.
Look, I am no longer a small kid(although I always say that I want to remain as one...)! I do have my own plans for my OWN future.

All you think is that I am enjoying my life now and heck care about my own future. HAVE YOU SEEN ME REAL SAD BECAUSE OF UNI MATTERS? HEY, NO! Because, I fear to talk to you. I DON'T EVEN WANT TO MENTION IT TO YOU. I know that you care, but is that the correct way?


You think I am not as worried for you?
You think I am not as upset as you?

Then sorry... YOU GOT IT ALL WRONG. Because, I worried much more than you for yourself. So what am I supposed to do now? Cry and Moan that I don't come from a rich family? NO, I simply just see what is the best way I can do. Well, if you don't want me to study in JC LIKE FREAKING 2 years ago, you could have just tell me... RIGHT?! you don't have to wait till I got my cert, I can't get into local uni and then you tell me. WHAT'S THE POINT??
You asked me to decide myself, and I decided and move on. I do what I can. And then in the end, you just said, "why can't you just go poly after O level!?"

SO WHAT IF I CAN'T ENTER LOCAL UNI?!
All local uni grads are successful? WHO TOLD YOU SO?
Then let me show you that even a SIM grad can be as successful or even MORE SUCCESSFUL.



I feel REALLY upset.



Please do not say that I am good for nothing because you just don't know how much it hurts.
Please do not say that you are on the verge of giving up hope on me because you just don't know how many nights I would tear because of that one sentence.


Please, just stop saying things that would make me upset.


Afterall, I still love you.



SIGH. Shall we just get over it and move on...? please?


not working anymore at 3:41 PM

well, so fanglin decided not to work anymore. ):
because life is really too short to keep working! I want to spend sometime to study my basic before going back to school. But afterall, I am still working during the weekends! (:
My popular job! (back there again! and again, MPC! i only want MPC!)



okay, Im gonna find my friends now! (: ciao~


I hope Uncle GA clinch a gold for his IPPT! :D
I hope ZR survived through his taiwan trip! :D
I hope LEO is doing fine back at indo! cos i miss him! :D
I hope A....loves me forever! :D


at 10:16 PM

今天我什么事都没做。
重看了"命中注定我爱你"。

我，
是像存希? 还是欣怡呢?
我想是比较像欣怡吧!
而且，我的身旁有一个"Dylan"!


我们人啊，到底要经历过多少挫折才会成功呢?

我真的希望永远都是一个小孩。
不希望长大。 因为越长越大，我们要越懂事。
别人对你的期待也越多，真的好辛苦哦!
当我们还在学"123"或"abc"时，我们多开心啊!
那时候的我们，什么烦恼都没有。


Oh mannnn! at 11:06 AM

Oh yes, you finally came! (:
But I hate it when you bring me cramps! =X
Making me feel so uncomfortable!


I am over it already. (:
let's shake hands! Good friends! :D


I am sorry. at 8:59 PM

Yes, this is 3 words that is going through in my mind.
Why is it this 3 words?


Because this 3 words is powerful. This 3 words....... I need to tell them to a couple of people.


1)
I am not sure what we are now! Friends? Strangers? Where are you? How are you doing? Everything fine at your side? Are you feeling better? Yes, many words to tell you yet I have no guts to do so. Many questions of concern. But all I can offer you now is.... I am sorry.
Sorry for not being a good friend. Sorry for what happen between us. Sometimes I wish that we could turn back the time, but it all seems so impossible now. Whatever it is, I hope that you are doing fine. Still, I am sorry.

2)
I know I shouldn't do this, I know it's wrong. I know it's really wrong.
I don't know how to tell you. I don't want to hurt you.
I am sorry. I need you to forgive me. ):


It's time to move on. I am doing everything wrong. I feel so lost.





please forgive me.


FInally it's OVER! :D at 12:44 AM

Oh yes, I can finally give a big shout out that expo popular fair is OVER! :D

I swear sales isn't an easy job! It requires patient, determination, optimism and good with words!
Yes, Important! You need to be patient with difficult customer! Need to be patient when there isn't any sales coming in! Need to be determined to scout for customers, to be thick-skinned to approach customers! Need to be good with words! You need to say the right things, the right tone, the way you bring out your points! You need to be persuasive! Yes, I have definitely earn all these experience in these 10 days!

It's not just money that I earn! It's more than just that! :D Great experience with great memories! :D And, made new friends! Oh shucks! I forget to ask for the I-pen girl's! )))):
Through this fair, I know people like, Yan Ming, Belinda, Bryan, Shi han <== EmitAsia.
Jasmine, Guo'An Uncle(hahaha:P), Marcus. Also got to know more of Melisa, Jimmy, Victor and of course both Adrian and Richard! :D Our very nice boss! :D

Saw Russell Lee twice in this fair(okay, he is like seriously.. WRAPPED! I wonder if he is hot! as in, the weather hot... and he still wrap!), Saw Dai Yang Tian REALLY CLOSE UP! Like when I went to the toilet for staff only! Saw Teresa too. Yea, basically that is about it. (:

Total sales for the fair.. for myself is about $4000+! Great achievement! :D

Will always remember 7th June. Once and the only one time! Thank You. I felt like a total happy girl today! So did Yvonne! :D We are twins, we always feel the same thing. just with different individuals.


I feel so happy even now! I can't stop smiling to myself today! Omgosh. Can't stop. SERIOUSLY. =/ not even now! okay, will be over soon! =)


Last day tomorrow! at 11:10 PM

I am gonna chiong tomorrow because it's the last day! :D
Yes, jiayou to myself! (:

Anyway, today commission about $66.60 la! Thanks to Richard for having one sales and wrote me and the other girls name! (: And then, thank you Adrian boss for the lunch! And Richard boss for the drink! :D Heee! Will try to hit $1500 tomorrow! Possible Possible!

Been earning a lot recently! Guess, it's really time to save some money for rainy days! :D
(okay, minus the money I intend to use for hair and shopping! It's time that I cut my hair! LOL! it's seriously really long! Omgosh!)


Gonna take a break on Monday to rest and settle some stuffs! Probably head down to library for a lil while too! Not really sure what I want to do la! LOL! =X okay! I'm gonna blog more tomorrow! I think nowadays you guys are bored reading about my job! LOL!


Tricia came over to find me today btw! She's working at J.L. sales! (:
Anyway, last day of work tomorrow! Probably gonna go airport again! :D
JIAYOU! :D


You came to my mind more than often. Friend, I really miss you.


lots of money at 12:28 AM

been making a lot of money nowadays! XD!
average ard $100/day!
Today I think it's SERIOUSLY high!
$167.(basic+comm+extra!)

Been having Subway 3 times this week! Getting really sick of it btw!
white chips is nice though.(like usual!)
And Adrian Boss is being nice today for buying liang teh for me and chua today! :D
There's actually customer that say Adrian is fierce-looking and he actually doesnt agree with it! HAHAHAHHA! (:


okay, 2 more days of expo sales and it's all over!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!


gonna go sleep now! wan an! :D


it's just so...hard. at 9:23 PM

Piglet and Tigger! :D
Where is...... winnie the pooh and eeyore? LOL! I think if I have got them somewhere, my mum is gonna kill me! LOL!!!!


And now, I have got BLUE NAILS! wooooot~ like damn gothic sia! but whatever la! Does it even matter! WOOOOT~ I want pink! I want pink! K, will change soon! =D This is what I do when I am very free.


I'm starting to understand what type of person I am. To know the truth, it seriously hurt.
I am happy for you. Really am. But then deep down inside me, i don't think it this way. I am actually feeling..."damn! what the hell!" Sigh, I am sad to know the.. this side of me.


I am feeling really tired now. But not going bed yet. Nowadays, I have problems sleeping! ):
Sigh. Aiya, life really feels very down now! And I don't know what I am suppose to do..


Let's not give up! Let's fight all the way! But do I have the strength to? Do I even have the courage to? I don't know. I am lost, do you know?


我们错了吗?
我们。。到底怎么了?



is he just not that into "you"?


GOOD JOB! at 11:19 PM

Yes, good job to myself, marcus and Yvonne!
Today sales was a total of $1951.90! RIGHT SO MUCH! YAYYYY!
on weekday! you didn't see wrongly! :D

So today... basic+comm+extra.. roughly about 140! WOAH
like seriously.. woah! :D


Today was a crazy day! :D Lots of inside jokes. and inside news. So.. can't blog about it..
Anyway, Belinda was saying how she doesnt like p* women. and then Adrian and Marcus asked why.. she just said "women instinct" they simply just -.- HAHAHAHAHAHA IT WAS FUNNY like max! their reaction was so.. classic! :D
And there was an announcement abt a lil indian kid found.. so bryan was making fun of the few indian kids.. "eh, it's you right?" then the 3 of them were like.. "no, it's not.. we not wearing green.. ehhh.. omg, it's our brother" and they run away! HAHAHAHAH! JOKE!


Okay, I am having my off tomorrow! So, im gonna blog tomorrow.. ! :D



I sense it! my mense gonna come! :D FINALLY.


tired.happy.tired. at 11:22 PM

Yesterday was a depressed day. Today is a happy day! YAY! :D
I earned $138 today! :D (comm+basic+extra!)
Thank you Adrian! :D


K, shall blog again soon!
Nights all.


sigh! at 11:14 PM

Nothing much to blog!
All the emotions are really driving me crazy.
One day I am crazily happy, the next I am super depressed.
It's not just sad, it's depressed! Imagine standing for 12 hours getting 0 sales? ):
Seriously man, I was depressed till I didnt even want to talk to anyone.
Then again, I am not giving up la! (:


I will be like a superwoman working 12 hours shift every single day from like yesterday! I want money! And I fear that my agency will cheat my money! Because Richard said that after 44 hours, the pay is $7.5/hour! I am not sure if they will calculate like that! BLEH! ):
Oh by the way, I finally found the other 2 girls name.. as in the EmitAsia.. Belinda and Sihan.
And today Early in the morning only me... ONE PROMOTER! SOLO!
afternoon Mandy came down.
Adrian came down today too! (: When he is down, it is kinda stressful. REALLY.


Kinda tired now! But guess I am gonna wait for A to be online. It has been really long since we last saw each other, very long since we last chat too. Yes, very long. =/


I am not sure if I should take up weekend job, this current popular job. Should I? Or should I not? ): Sigh, I really don't know! !@$*)!@$*!@)$*


Uni matters is already starting to disappear in my mind. More or less decided to stick with UOL la! AIYA!! No choice la if my parents want to complain. Guess I will just take it as one ear in, one ear out!


I seriously want to subscribe to economist and reader digest! And YM is giving me a good offer for both... AH! but where the hell am I going to get the money from! Omgosh la! But I realised this month.. (june!) Gonna be GOOD! :D I will really have money. From my tele job(180) my telejob-commission($30?!) Popular roadshow($650-$700) Popular roadshow comm(>$100 since i still have so many days of sales! should be able to hit $1000 and more!) NOT BAD... close to $1000 for this month! WOAH! :D GREAT! xD!


Okay, blog tomorrow again! :D