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I dislike it. at 7:24 PM

-.-
yes, that's the face I am giving now. I feel damn @$@)$@*$ like come on, you just got home and then you pull such a long face. wth! like what, i owe you a living? Come on man, get a life.. you are feeling unhappy but must you get everyone unhappy? ROAR! I don't like it. Seriously.... =(



last day of 2009.
what a unhappy one.


i seriously hope 2010 will be a better one.


you make me go... omgosh! at 2:31 AM

我越在意越难衡量
就越放不下..

Today was such a scary day! yet... fun!
I think I am gonna get a blue black.. cos my knee seriously quite pain ah! =/
boooo hoooo! but lucky nothing major! heng ah! If not, hmmm...
And also, got awfully choc log cake from Joyelle! Thank you eh! ((:

Went to find.. Sherlin and Zhi qi.. den went to fetch Bon.. after that... got lost while going hai die! before that fetch joyelle also! And then, went ard orchard 3 times! and then... after their lesson.. went to find Si Hui(trip to sr! :P) and then, went to find PJ.. and ATE DINNER AT 12AM! -.-
Then drop Bon.. then me.. YUP! so i am home at abt 1:30am!
[my mum is gonna kill me! I better be home early tmr! oops!]


insignificant to you, significant to me.

♥ let it be a secret!

2009! at 10:55 PM

2009 was a very... "full of excitement" yr! And.. it's also the year which i experience lots of emotions! It's the year which allow me to look carefully at people. I finally understand about friendship and all elements of it.


I quoted "full of excitement" because it was a BAD year. A very bad year! I can't remember when was the last time I AM TRULY HAPPY. =/ Of course, I am definitely happy with my life now with esprimere and everything. Yet I feel that, I am losing more things.


Top 5 (thumbs down) events:

5th:
Chaos in my life.
Yes, I don't feel right as of now! There are events which are make me feel really "Wtf"
I have friends who say one and do another! Like, what's the point? Oh well, I shall not elaborate more! It just irritate me ALOT!

4th:
Misunderstanding. I am talking about my r/s here. It wasn't suppose to be that way but it ended! Oh well..... it still hurts me! especially because today is the 26th. well, but on the other hand, I know he's doing fine. so..... shall not dwell on it.

3rd:
Not-so-good A level results! ): Thus not being able to enter local uni! nothing's wrong with SIM. Just that.. I didn't want my mum and dad to trouble abt the cash problem. Oh well.. ): And there goes my dream of staying in hostel! ): SIGH!

2nd:
Leo is no longer by my side! Not here anymore to text me every min! Not here to tell me to take care of myself! Not here to make me laugh! Not here to study with me! Not here to crap with me! Not here to emo with me! I miss him dearly! And yes, this is definitely more impt than my A lvl results! ):

1st:
FRIENDS.

• Today morning I woke up and got the feel to read someone's blog. And I read on and on and on, even though I read it before. Months ago, when I read it.. I would have complain about it! I would have been feeling very mad and disappointed! Now I read it again, I got the feel. I miss this friend. And I really want to tell this friend that I am sorry. I have never treat you as a substitute. and never took you for granted before. You are important to me! Although things might be different now, I still hope that you know that....I am sorry if I have hurt you too much in the past! ): (yes, this is to a very dear friend of mine!)

• 2nd friend: I was thinking about it for very long. I think for months or weeks or whatever you can say! And I feel that.... it's very hard for me to take you back. Or rather, here I am being so........ yet you are there trying to push me away. So.. fine. I've decided to give up on you. Like, I don't really care or bother about what you want to do anymore. If you want to give me bo-chap reply.. den save it. Cos I rather you just be dumb... I don't know why I dwell and hang on it for so long. So, bye.
  

Top 5(thumbs up) events:

5th:
2009- the year which I attended my very first concert! And it went to my husband! YES! JJ world tour! WOOOOOOT~ it was great! I still remember I went with Vonny! :D woooot~~ memories are sooooo sweet! even though I was so far from JJ! LOL!

4th:
Work-
This year I have tried quite a no. of work! Like cashier, telemarketing, promoter and of course Tuition! It was GREAT! :D yes, every single job! Cashier was the best of course! like I get to do maths! HAHAH! yes, i am crazy about no.! Well of course being promoter is not bad as well.. that's because I got to know great bosses and friends! so yes, worth my thumb up! :D and tuition, it was my first time giving it! so yes! IT IS GREAT! and I seriously hope my boy will improve! looking for more kids btw! :D

3rd:
the hardworking me! :D
I have been real hardworking this year! Exams are not near yet I am chionging! I am scared that I wouldn't do well and I really want to get first class honours! So... being hardworking.. I give myself a thumb up too! :D

2nd:
Esprimere! ♥
yes with lots of love! :D
Because.. Esprimere taught me lots of stuff and allowed me to do many things!
1) I got to know of Sugie, Leon and Ruth! yay! the superstar people! but that's not the main point! the point is.. i get to learn stuffs from them! Like how to sing well, pitching.. performing technics and everything!
2) I ACTUALLY GOT THE GUTS TO PERFORM!! Yes, my first song was 你最珍贵and 心动！both was great! Even though I did not perform it REALLY well, at least I think I did a good job! (: Wasn't feeling scared! And my 2nd performance was... 说好的幸福呢 and 男人女人! It was GREAT! I am hoping for more performances! Although chances are low!
3) I WENT FOR MY FIRST AUDITION FOR COMPETITION! I mean, there is nothing for me to be proud of! not that I got in or anything! just that, at least you know.. I went for something which I always wanted to do in the past! I finally did it! (:
4) THE PEOPLE IN ESPRIMERE!
YES THE 4 reasons above would make me rank esprimere as no. 2! :D

1st:
FRIENDS!
YES, thumb down has got friends! but HERE is friends again! Different group of friends of course! :D
I have got to know lots more friends this year! Solely because I join Esprimere and because of work and everything! So yes, I am gonna talk about my popular job first!

1)For the promoter job, I got to know of awesome people like GA, Edward, Shirley, Kenneth, Jeremy, Tjia Ying, Yan Qi.. YES thumbs up to them! They make working fun! :D With all the jokes and when we all work hard and promote hard! :D cheers to you guys! of course Marine parade staffs! Nikki, Stephaine, Vanessa, Shelin, Wei Bin and LOTSSSS! :D

2) OG friends! People like HS, XH, adrian, zifu, ziyu and all of my OG mate in SIM! :D cheeeers! :D alex, darren too many for me to name! but yes! GREAT bunch of people! FUN TOO! :D
and to my OGLs too! :D

2) Esprimere friends! I am glad to say, I've found my 2nd best friend in my life! Although I am not sure if she sees me the same way but yes.. Adele is my bestie! :D Although we might have some unhappiness in the past, I am glad that it's all solved! (: Well, at least we talk things out and get things straighten out! not bottling up! GREAT! :D And not just that.. I have got Marlene and Limin! :D the girlfriends! (: we all will LMLM and HTHT together! And yes, Marlene I miss you! I haven't been talking to you much!! )): Not just that, I have got my happy family in esprimere! Yes every single one! you guys make a difference! :D

3) old friends! Secondary school friends, JC friends and of course primary school friends! (:
cheers to everyone! especially my sisters! :D
Manhong, Kai'en, Chai Min, Shirla, Clariss, Nadia, Sock Hwee, Xiaowei!
yes, we still take the effort to make time to meet! and of course my secondary class! 4e3'06!
It was great with all the bbq and meet up before jay leave for Aussie!
but this reminds me, I MISS NGIAM! ):

Moving on to JC friends! FangHan, Lipseng, Vonny, Leo and lots more... We also still.. take the effort to meet up or even drop text msg to each other asking if we are fine! (: I am really glad to have such friends in my life! :D

Primary school friends!
Cheers to SHIRLA LEE! :D Thank you for staying with me since primary school! :D you DEFINITELY deserve my thumb up! :D you simply rawkz! I still owe you bdae present! don't worry I WILL GET IT! (: it just a matter of time okay! oops! Anyway, so yup... not just her.
Facebook allow me to get in touch with primary school friends! recently one of my dear primary school friend just add me! I am like uber delighted about it! Like we all have lost contact! However, I am still searching for some important primary school friends still!! :D

so yes, friends deserve no. 1 on my list! :D


Now that 2009 is ending.. I am looking forward for a better year! 2010 will be great! I know it will be! :D Well, actually, let's just hope it will be!


gonna end my uber long post now! :D



Wed + Thurs = Happy days! :D at 10:51 PM

On Wednesday, It was really random and last minute that we decided to go watch movie! :D
YES, AVATAR! it was GREATTTT! I got shock by the plants! like LITERALLY SHOUTED "OMG"
the story plot was great! and yes, touching! worth a 2nd watch! (: so yes, GREATTTT movie! :D

After that the 4 of us went to Starbucks near SMU there to "Study" hmmm.. holiday mood la! Can't really study! can't blame us either la! omgosh! =/ anyway.. so yup... YeowHwee left at about 7pm! We were arm-wrestling each other and like doing lame stuff! And then, htht with LM and Adele! :D
Went home at ard 1030pm! (:


And then, we all got excited because tang yuan date was coming! :D


AND YES, FINALLY THE DAY CAME! :D
TANG YUAN DATE A.K.A christmas eve! (24th dec!)




Did a photo collage! If not too many photos for me to upload! :D
First we all met at.. supposingly 12pm. But okay, i was uber late! oops! LOL!
because before that was preparing gifts and notes!
I hope those who got my gift will like it! Something small though! =)

So after that we went to the traditional dessert shop for our beloved Tang Yuan! :D
And then headed to the market for lunch! LOL! I know we are weird! having dessert before proper meal! LOL! AND THEN, we satisfy our dim sum cravings at the market! OH, and then... we decided to have gift exchange!! due to some miscomm, joyelle prepared a gift already! so yup. we wrote names on paper and then we pick! LOL! and then we will go and shop for gift! hahaha!
(btw, i got joyelle's gift!)

So after our lunch, we headed down to the $10 family ktv! not THAT bad la! but... it can be better! LOL! although there is free flow of drinks which is gooood! cos we kept having honey water! Separated into 2 rooms! And then people will go and shop for the xmas gift 2 by 2... so yea! I went with Yh! He damn funnnny la! got a veryyy funny cap for xuan yu! HAHAHA! the one that tai jian wear? with the plait that one! YA! OMGOSH! it was frigging funny! Oh.. I was supposed to buy for Andy. okay, I think he doesnt like my gift la! HAHAHA! it was like a china type of fan! And then a coin pouch which I think is damn cool okay! LOL!

After KTV, was left with Adele, Yh, Limin, Xuan cheng, Hao yi, Raine, Joyelle! So we went to minds cafe for dinner and games! We had LOTS of laughter and FUN! lol! it was reallllllyyy funny! we played the ugly doll game, taboo, the dog-and-bone, uno stacko! it was REALLLLLYYY FUN! I LIKE! AHAHAHAHAH! i think we should go and play again soon! LOL!
so yup. we left minds at about 11. and then walk back to cathay! felt really tired to be honest! so we went to sit on the grd in front of the cathay! And we started playing some cards game like murderer(I LIKE!!) and people, believe me okay! WHEN I SAY I AM THE DETECTIVE, I REALLY AM!! tsk tsk! HAHAHAHA because of this, hy and limin owe me hot teh peng one each! I have 3 hot teh peng yet to be claim!! cos yh also owe me! LOL!

After that, we count down there! It was funny and fun! but no one was excited!(as in, ppl ard us!) and then after that we left for home! AND THE FUN STARTS AGAIN... BECAUSE ADELE WAS CRAZY! she got damn high! we have no idea why! LOL! she was like laughing damn loudly la! hahaha! but oh well, that's my best friend... her laughter is contagious! LOL!
So yup, surprisingly the train was kinda empty with seats! so yay! :D

Walk home from inter while talking on the phone with BELOVED! (you know who you are! :P)
thank you k! :D

SO yes, that was my very fun x'mas eve! as for now, MERRY X'MAS everyone! :D

with love,
FangLin♥


headache! at 1:26 AM

Today I feel really pissed with a.... friend?
i mean, is the person even a friend anymore?
his/her replies are like so.. can't be bothered. and I really.... $*&%@#&%2
who he/she thinks he/she is....!! IRRITATED!


Sometimes I think humans are weird! If we really want something, we will not care about other factors! Even if you clearly understand n know that it exist, you still go ahead with your own plan! And then, at the same time.. you do not care about others emotions. what matter the most is yourself. yes, we all are selfish creatures! we care for ourselves more than others!
BUT, this is not 100% true! I do know of people who definitely care about others FIRST!
glad to have them of course!


Feeling damn headache! don't know why also! ): sigh.
I think I use too much com.. or is it that I slept too much?


so anyway, i miss leo. i miss leo! i seriously miss leo! ):


sorry! ): at 3:32 PM

Bob and Yvonne, I am sorry for changing our kenny rogers date! ):
I didn't know my mum is going to cook!
damn paiseh eh!! =X


老公的新专辑is out!!：Ｄ at 10:39 PM

my beloved JJ lin's new album is released! :D
oh yes, I can't wait to get it! WOOOOOOT~~
or is there any kind soul.. who will get that for me for my xmas present? LOL!
you will seriously be loved! :D

anyway, was talking to Leo Nardo just now! and guess what... I Really miss him a lot! like, where's the guy who is constantly there for me! ): people who are near seems so far, people who are actually far.. seems so near! =/ tsk! or rather i should Sigh. I mean, I really dont know how i should feel abt it! i am totally not proud about it! I feel really upset about it! but oh well, what to do! =/
it takes 2 hands to clap!!

anyway, today was the 4th day @ work which is also the last day! (:
yes, last day of bookfest! it was a bad one! sERIOUSLY! i have not gotten 0 sales so far.. yet today.. i got it! shucks man! 0 sales! ): but oh well, on the happy note.. i got to earn JUST A LIL bit of money today! by standing there! TRYING HARD TO GET SALES! and of course, I saw gab gab! :D yes, like it was so sudden! he called saying he's bored and all! so yes, he came to "visit" me at work! HAHAHA! so we "Shop" from hall 401-404! nothing much though! den he left at abt 3:20pm! so i continued counting down the time! =/ for once i can leave early!
and Adrian Boss anyhow say some nonsense before i left! omgosh! it's not true okay! =X
don't spoil my friendship la! OMGOSH!

and then.. took a photo with Shirley and Edward after work! cos we were all happy! it marks the end of bookfest 2009 for us! :P

This is Shirley! Isn't she pretty! :D

And this is the funny one! Edward! (: [[look at his superman shirt!]]

After that I went home! and guess what!! my email is flooded with FB! OMGOSH! lucky i change the email add that facebook should send email to!! if not, i would be so irritated! and yes, when i got home.. i saw like 76 notifications! and then when i am clearing one by one.. moreseems to be popping up! so, here I am.. feeling irritated! HAHAHAH!

and of course, I have just heard JJ's new album! yes, all the songs! HE NEVER DISAPPOINT ME! :D GREAT ALBUM! seriously.. 值得买！！WOOOOOT!! I LIKE! I LOVE! wooot~ i love my self-proclaim HUSBAND! :P and, people.. please! if you have got his first album.. please sell it to me! =( because I am still searching for it!

10 more days! and 2009 is ending! don't know why feel kinda sad about it! SIGH!
but well well... 2010 will be a good year! We always tell ourselves this before the start of the year isn't it? like during end of 2008.. we were probably telling ourselves that 2009 will be a good yr.. it's so repetitive!


Alright, no class tomorrow! great! :) kk. gonna sleep now! nights all! :D
shall blog tomorrow! (:


CANT WAIT FOR TANG YUAN DATE ON THURS! :D


day 3 at work! at 12:08 AM

okay, i said that it will not be fun!
I still think so.. but probably abt 40%!
Afterall, it was boring because i couldn't lame with anyone after 6pm!! like seriously! omgosh! =/
I mean, though there was kenneth and jeremy.. but like.. GA not there abit weird ah! ROAR!
LOL! dependant on friends! as in me! LOL!

anyway, 4 sales today! out of which 2 sales i am gonna share the comm with Edward. Apparently, he did not have any sales today! so.. HAHA! and he was helping me to entertain the kids! therefore, there he goes! :D and myself being such a nice person! LOL! afterall, he also quite a joker! he definitely wore the WRONG shirt today! LOL! =) that explains why he got 0 sales! HAHAHAHAHA! =P

Tomorrow working morning shift! and then.. that's it! I think I might not work for pop anymore! Unless urgent matters! like they really lack of people! or like... I really need cash! if not, I really think that it's tiring! Afterall.. exams is approaching in may! and yes, it starts on the 5th of may and ends on the 13th of may! that's definitely VERY FAST! that's like... all papers in a week! I think I am so gonna die! and mum's expectation isn't very low! =/ AHHHH! must start studying already! seriously! this is bad! I have been skipping lectures for.. like A LOT OF TIMES! madness! I really think, I can just.. jump down la! =/


lots of things for me to do after my pop fair! Anyway, I have set my eyes on the laptop I want already! Went to It fair that day with GA.. and saw it with my own eyes! pretty man! HAHAH! :D yup! gonna be mine soon! :D Shall start saving a lil more! :D


Anyway, I guess.. I shall go off to bed now! since I am working morning shift tomorrow! :D
alright, nights peeps! :D


day 3 at work WILL NOT BE fun. at 11:16 AM

yeayea, my title says it all.
because GA is not going work! booooo~ he's sick! ):
booo! ))):


my throat seems to hurt! ):
definitely having headache! roar, but for the money sake! I AM GOING TO WORK! LOL! =)


day 2 at work! PLUS PK NIGHT DETAILS! :D at 12:06 AM

day 2! 2 sales! :D
way below my standard of course, but then.. I was so tired! I made my first 2 sales in the first 2 hours of work! after that = chit chat and slack time! but hey, i did try my best okay! LOL!
same thing, met GA at train station and then... had dinner.. went to IT fair.. and i saw the laptop that I want! omgosh, I really want!
GA was so emo today la! tsk! hope tomorrow will be a better day for all the promoters! :D
oh, and Edward was like super joke as usual la! hahaha! his tag give me good luck! HAHAHA!

took photo with Kenneth, the 16 yrs old guy! :D
quality sucks, cos take with my phone. -.-


anyway, gonna blog about the PK NIGHT!

okay, we were all separated into 2 teams! the red and the white! :D and of course the yellow for the exco! (: so anyway, in the red team, there are.. Sheena(leader), Adele, Me, Jokko, Jeff, Xuan Cheng, Raine, Jason, Teck Sheng, Sherlin, PJ and Joyelle! 12members! WE SERIOUSLY RAWKZ OKAY! even though we lost to the white by just that 2 pts! RAWR! =/


Shall comment on some of the performance!

1) PJ's! Woooot! He seriously rawkz man!! :D Love his "baby baby" and his rose for ruth! it made all the reds go so HIGHHHHHHHH! :D Yes, and Pj is really a very joke person though he look so fierce always! yes, he was telling me abt xxx and I couldnt stop laughing! LOL! tsk tsk! =/
There is a crazy side of him! we own white!

2) Xuan Cheng's 模仿! WAH! IS SERIOUSLY BEST!!! :D applaud to his attire and his performance seriously! It got all the reds HIGH TOOOOOO! :D GOOOD JOB my brother/sister! :P we own white too!!

3) the dance grp! SEXY SEXY YO! :P hahahahah! it made the reds HIGH TOOOOOO! :D
Like the sexy move from the babes! hohoho! we still own white in this cat! :D

4) my own ROCK!!!!! YES, though we didn't really practise, but we still beat the white down by that 1 point! which got myself so HIGH! LOL! YAYYYY! HAHAHAHA! now no more voice to rock! :P

5) Teck Sheng's free loop! :D his... "one night stand" is still on my mind! HAHAHAHA! :D YES, love his unique voice!! and YES, WE STILLLL OWN WHITE! :D

but however, we lost the white by that 2 points! BOOOOO! ):
good job for the rest too! LIKE, jokko's pop! joyelle's soul, sherlin's rnb, and our own 70s/80s! :D
yes, we all did a REAL GOOOOOOOOD JOB! :D everything will stay in my mind! cos it was fun fun fun fun fun! :D love that night! Seriously! (:

after that 11 ppl squeeze into jokko's car to go meet sugie pass him thealbum and then off we went home! and i only reached home at 2am! Omgosh, this means that.. Jokko and Peiwen were home even later. omgosh! thank you eh, jokko! =/

day 3 at work tmr! looking forward! :D


the day at work! at 12:09 AM

Woah, so long since I promote that e-assessment stuff! and, definitely, I have lost my great skills! only managed to sell one! ): and it was e-learning that i sell and not e assessment! amazing eh! roar! ): that was so sad! but anyway, got to know a lot of new people!!! :D
(yes, there is one cute one! omgoshhh! i like his dimples! is really deeeeeep one lo! and when he smile... omgosh, melt heart!!! hahahaha! his teeth was so straight too! and his eyes was omgosh! yay! can see him again on friday!)
so yea, finally got to meet up with Guo'an too! :D caught up with each other! he's still as lame.. as uncle as before! LOL! =P


yup. and... seeing GA reminds me of lots of stuff. =/ and I dreamt of him(no, not GA) yest night. I dreamt that we got back together. It was a happy ending. oh well, what is with the sudden dream! ): no idea! SIGH!


lots of 16-yrs-old promoter!! can't remember their name le! but only remember the one who walk to mrt with me and GA is called kenneth! And there is another guy who is called edward(thumb up!) Oh, finally got to see Adrian too!! SO LONG NEVER SEE HIM!! And also, melissa and victor no longer there i guess! not sure! I haven't seen Richard YET! lol. and there are new bosses like Amos. He looks fierce! man of lil words i guess! not sure~~


Ohhhh! And there was a guy who look like PJ!!!! Omgoshhhh! He was like at the cashier there. And when I want to pay, he didnt know how to use the machine. Cos he was just there to help someone look after the register and he doesnt know how to handle the machine. then he keep staring at me.. machiam asking me for help! but i really didnt know how.. So I kept smiling and laughing at him. ooops! ahahaha! (((:


Didn't want to go dinner alone, so was staying at the booth. so in the end I went off with GA leaving Kenneth at the booth alone. So anyway, food at suntec is uber expensive okay! ): roarrr! after we had our quick dinner, we went to toy'r'us!
hohoho! HAHAHAH! GA wanted to feel young again ah! so yup! And guess what!!! I SPOTTED HIM IN THE STORE! HAHAHA! oooopS! =X

haahahahahahahah!


okay, GA is still very GA la. him and his lame jokes! and hello, I AM ONLY 19! stop calling me aunty! omgoshhhh! and stop telling the 16s ppl that i am aunty!!!!! ROARRRR! LOL!


kk, tonight gonna chiong for sugie,ruth, kl! :D jiayou!
things are like so messy! i am getting tired of it! -.-
disorganised! super rushed!


pk night. work. at 1:55 AM

gonna start work tomorrow! I am kinda excited yet worried about it!
I think I forgot how to go about promoting the product! ): oh no, lose touch le!
gotta know more people, however they are gonna be younger than me! sian sian!
okay, lucky guo'an will be working for the next few days too! If not, I will be damn damn uber bored! heeee! (: tomorrow working from 2-10pm!!!

and and, on thurday.. I have PK night! I hope it will be fun! but anyway, i am like voiceless now because of the pk thing! shout shout shout shout till no voice la! OMGOSH! =/ i dont like!!!!! always sing halfway then hang there!!! ): but anyway, i hope everything will turn out fine! we were given so lil time to decide and practise the songs! well, not going to have a solo this time round. Quite sad though! cos I really wanted to solo one category. OH WELL, nevermind! =)


happy birthday adele teo! :D you are 19 now!! feel the way i feel? LOL! but i have like.... 6 months and 10 more days... to my 20! oh no! then it will no longer start with 1!!! so sad! ): hahahaha! so i should probably treasure my 19!!


k, tired now le! nights!


p/s: batman appeared! target spotted. (:


I woke up....... because of the flow! ROAR! at 3:41 PM

I hate it! it's the week of the month.. AGAIN! like, so fast! wth!

anyway, it was fun fun fun plus fun fun fun yesterday at adele's place! :D
It was crazy la! maybe not fun for some! LOL! =X

Woke up at ard 9 and then prepared everything and cab down to kovan to meet limin and tee yien to finish adele's present. (: Yes, it was NICELY DONE! :D hohoho! And I hope she will love it and use it next year! :D We finish very quickly and then waited for adele! It was a torture! because we were all hungry! LOL! =X had KOBA! HOHOHO! cravings cravings since dont know how long! LOL! hahahaha! anyway, after that we 4 cab down to Teo heng! :D The rest were already there! We had 3 rooms! People who were there : Ka ming, Bonson, Li Rong, Li Li, Hao yi, Adele, Me, Limin, Tee yien, Teck Sheng, Sheena, Si Hui, Raine, Xc, Yeow Hwee.
Sang from 12-5pm.

After that took Yh's car to adele's place! and then the fun started! we played like dai dee, then changed to murderer! HAHAHAHA! I TELL YOU, being murder so fun! but then right, I want to be doctor someday! like more fun right! HAHAHAHA! so anyway, yes we keep playing and playing! And then some were engrossed in the piano, like FDT! LOL!


Oh, special thanks to Darryl!! Thank you for reading my very long message! Thank you for singing a birthday song to adele!!!! :D THANK YOU! (((:


Stayed ard to play truth or dare! and eventually it became dare or dare...
but cannot blog about it..so yup! :D it was seriously very daring. =/


and and and, fl is happy now! lol.
because because, she found.... she found..... :DD


there is poa test tmr! I HAVE YET TO STUDY. =/
pictures will be up soon! mean while, check fb for photos!

btw, it's great to know someone new everyday!
like yest, i got to know ka ming more. today i got to know more abt teck sheng! lol.
shall expand my social circle! :D


upset. at 11:32 PM

hmmm.. I realised... you might not be your good friend's good friend.


impresario... esprimere! at 12:13 AM

♥ ESPRIMERE LOVE!

Today, I went school.. feeling really can't-be-bothered! =/ Like seriously, I wasn't listening at all! all he said was.. this is not impt, never come out in exam, but have to teach cos in syllabus! but then when studying can ignore this whole part...(which is like 3/4 of the topic!) so yes, i was facebooking, reading jokes.... and messaging!


after lesson, practise a while and all. then headed to hai die with adele, xc, andy, bon, wendy for our impresario audition. yes, i was first amongst them! which is good and bad! like, good because at least i wouldnt feel so stress! bad because, i freaking 忘词！can you believe it! the judge still let me sing for the whole song! LIKE.. huh! i didn really prepare for the bottom half! but oh well, just sang it like how i usually did! and changing some parts here and there! I do hope my pitching has improved! not sure abt that! But anyway, the judge was... ashton! vocal instructor of music forest! =) but then, he did not comment at all. he just said thank you! so felt that my 12 a bit wasted ya! =/ sigh!
afterall just for the experience! It was fun! really fun! :D I hope there will be more experience! (: and of cos, better song choice!
And yes, I saw JJ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA... RIGHT, LOOK BELOW!!!! :D
and also saw junyang and candyce!


after that we went to maxwell for dinner! shared like... carrot cake and hokkien mee with 4 ppl! :D and then we had like siew mai(Wah, i like!!!) and also dessert! but the thing is, i am hungry now! HAHAHAHA! after that went to JJ shop to look ard! his stuffs are damn ex! but his shop is so nice! omgosh! at least now i can say.. " I HAVE ENTERED JJ SHOP!" and then, we headed back to school! had normal esprimere lesson! but today was a lil bit more fun! we had to plan for so called performance! =) did together with pw, wendy, jokko and xc! our theme was... Mr Lin's production! yes, all his songs! LOVE HIM LA! :P but then, i think it was quite messily done! but it was fun fun fun! I think i enjoy doing this!! :D learn abt how we should identify our problem and then correct it one the spot! and not.. knowing what you dont want, yet dont know what you want! (: yes, that is what sugie said exactly! :D


Next week will be even more fun! PK night i heard! whatever that is! shall wait for further notice! :D but all i know is.. i am in RED TEAM! got adele! YAYYY! :D i like! :D and there will be like gift exchange! FUN! =)) yayyyyy!

last lesson of the year with sugie! :D

And, today.. is our last lesson with sugie for the YEAR 2009! yes, it was exciting! getting to know Sugie and all! and how we all became close with one another! with his guidance and everything! thankful to have him as our teacher! :D and also, ruth came down to take over KL's lesson today! cos i heard that KL got into car accident! OMGOSH, though i am not close to him.. hope he's fine! =)


This saturday! Adele's birthday party! exciting sia! I mean cos it's my good friend birthday! and present is Exciting! :DD so of cos it's exciting!(the share and the individual one!) HAAHAHHAHAHA! ADELE, you are so gonna love it! :P HAHAHAHAH! :D
so yup! gonna stay over! and also, on sun.. no work because on monday... there is poa test! OMGOSH! =X i havent study for it! I can't fail my poa test! never! and WILL NOT! :D

There's tuition in a few hours, so i ought to sleep! and of course, heading to sch tmr also! like, there is some stuffs for me to do! :D yup!

JJ LIN!


photo with ruth:

got to sleep now! nights! :D

i hope things will be fine for all of us! because, now.. i seen the most cheerful and crazy person troubled too! and i dont like it! =/


in less than 4 hours! at 11:50 AM

impresario is finally here! :D

YES, why am I so happy about it? because, it's the first time I am going for such audition!

i mean, the only audition i went for... was to get into esprimere performing team. HAHAHA! YEA, that's all. And now what? We are going to HAI DIE for audition! HAHAHAHA!

Of course, I am hoping that I will get to see Lin JJ! :D because apparently, he is in singapore for 2 days! wooot~ if i am not wrong, his new album is gonna be released soon! :D

okay, why am i talking abt him! HAHAHAH! i am supposed to blog about my excitement for the audition!



yes, audition time is at 3.30. but we've decided to go down at 2! to get used of the environment. It's like... not always we can get to go music school you know! obviously.. if we get to learn smth there then different case la! so anyway, I will make full use of my $12! the most important thing.. is to get comments from the 老师there! :D I hope I will not be trembling or any nonsense! HHAHAHA! :D please, dont let me.. 走音 or like... 破音! or like 忘词! i think i might just die there if i were to do any of the 3 later! OMG!!!! okay, seriously excited! OKAY..



got to stop here! :D



wish me good luck and all the best ppl! :D


i pass my poa test! Yayyy!! at 10:18 AM



Quick update!!! I pass my poa test 1!! Omggggg!! Hahahah! Not fantastic marks! But hey, i pass okay! I had a motivation to pass the test!! hahahaha! Okay. Happy happy! Clap clap! :) alright, back to class!


at 9:20 PM

I hate it.
I swear I hate it!


Tomorrow is the 7th! :D and guess what! 5 more POA classes! :D 2 more Stats classes! 4 more econs class! i think abt 5-6 more maths 2! and then, I am done for my yr 1! of course, minus the exams part! Time flies! Still remember how I thought I will get into NIE. And how I used to think that I don't want to enter SIM. And what is happening now?
I am in SIM.. in the school which (I used to say) is full of unfriendly people! =/ Like when I went for their open house last year? All they did is STARE! they do not tell you anything.. they just stare~ yes, how friendly can that be! =/ TSK!


And then now, I seems to be enjoying in SIM! Yes, thanks to Esprimere! If not, I really don't know where my joy will come from! But of course everything has got its bad side! =/ Anyway, hmmm... so yes.. not only that.. I try to take part in school events too! Like the student ambassador thing? Yup. (: And I got to perform in campus itself somemore. (: how great can that be...
But too bad, the person who I wish to share all these joy and all these sadness that I faced.... is not here. not here physically. =/ Sigh. (no i dont mean that the person is not ard!)


shall blog again soon.
poker again! :D


at 1:24 PM

Learning new song!
温岚 - 刺猬

I think it's a very nice song! (:
I should be able to manage!!


Impresario in 5 days! (omgosh! scary!!!!)


no feel no feel! at 1:36 PM

seriously, no feel no feel! =(


anyway, i realised how people change with time! and you know! I think it's scary! I think even myself is scary too! I see how everyone is changing! how things are moving on so quickly when actually you don't see it moving! =( okay, i am at home on a saturday! I mean, it's not unusual anyway! hahahaha! it's my study day! =) And of course, waiting for my usual programme on saturday lo!


And you know what, I think we should treat everyone genuinely? I just think that, we should not judge someone because of an event! And we should always let misunderstanding be clear! Of course, it takes both hands to clap. Oh and also, maybe it was just me to think that I am close with .... yea, that's why words didn't go through my head before i speak. hmmm, i know we have different opinion on this kinda thing! Oh well! (okay, you guys definitely doesnt know what I am talking abt! because seriously.. i am just ranting and ranting!)

A year ago, I was at genting with bob, leo and yvonne! and now, look where is everyone? SIGH!
LOL, we are all doing different things! Yvonne is doing things that she love! Bob seems to be travelling ard! And Leo... seems to be coping well in ShangHai! =) Here I am, mugging! To reach the goal i want! And singing.... and hoping to do it well one day! hahahaha! (:

2009 is going to end. Lots and definitely A LOT of things happen this year!
a huge shift in my life.
entering uni, making new friends, attending vocal lessons, had a boyfriend, knowing sugie(yes, my very great vocal teacher! ><) leon and ruth! getting to know peeps of different ages!
Everything seems so fun! but at the same time, stressful! Trying to improve myself!
Reaching goals for 2009!


What's next?
What's for 2010!


helo! at 10:56 PM

hello world!

okay, I will contain my own excitement to myself! hahahaha! =X
anyway, not excited anymore la! Maybe it's just like a...sweet memory? HAHAHAH!
it's like i will never get the same chance again I guess! :D
(alright, fl... stop stop!!)


Got back sister's laptop! And also, should be going to get a laptop instead a desktop! =/


okay, wanted to blog more. but now.. no more mood to blog already! I know I'm weird! I am definitely weird!


oh well, By the way... adele, I am sorry! I know you will get to read this! Please do not be mad at me! Really sorry!


at 1:40 AM


S's specs!

Okay. I am smiling so widely since dont know when. I am hmmm... Happy? Hahahaha! I felt loved! :p hahahaha! Limin knows why. She knows it clearly. Omg... I am really turning insane. Okay. Tired alr! Want to slp!!! Hahahahaha (: nights peep!!


Thursday long break! at 3:02 PM

there's esprimere today! but omgosh, I will have no one to go home with la! ):
It's gonna be so boring! And this will go on for like the entire december! (:
oh, so I'm not sure if we are gonna take part in impressario! Because, apparently, the dateline is today! and then guess what... like 90% of us have not registered! hohoho! =X

4.5 more hrs till Esprimere start! I feel like shopping now. =/
I mean, it's very long till esprimere start! and i really dont know what am i supposed to do! =/
(part of me feels like going home! =/)


my very enthu tuesday! at 1:42 PM



Look! That's my breakfast for tuesday morning! I can't believe i woke up earlier than usual to cook maggi! Hahahahaha! (: there's definitely something wrong with me. hahaha! I also 泡 My own tea to bring to school! Hahahha! and i am like so enthu in econs class today! Hahaha! :/ something got into me when i was slping last night! Lol! Anyway, but something sad happened! D* disappeared in my life already. Hmmm, well.. It's funny and weird! But oh well... It was happy while it lasted! Nope, he wasn't my boyfriend. Just a normal friend. but, guess we arent friend already. Oh well, fairy tales ending is twisted! Hahahaha!! :p

alright. I'm gonna study with adele tomorrow! :D yay yay! I love studying! Seriously i dont know if i'm lying to myself. Oh well, i want my first class. So... Shhhh! (:

Currently having econs lect now. And yes, i am blogging. Instead of going home.! :/ because today lesson.. Learn in j2 before already. So abit sian o! :/
So yes, gonna have tuition later. Enthu enthu! I think i love to teach maths. Seriously! (((:

Okay. Gonna pay attention already!
Blog again soon!


Witthlove!