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at 9:30 PM

sometimes I hope you understand,
sometimes I hope you'd ask.
sometimes I hope I know.



outsider. that's how i feel.



today stats 2 revision lecture a bit cui lo! it's like, seriously, I don't understand a single nonsense! he was talking at such a fast pace plus his accent is I REALLY CANNOT UNDERSTAND! omg, is he from italy or smth?! all i can hear was a sudden.. "omg!" when he meant OMEGA.. and.. suddenly got one.. "f*ck" haoyi was like.. DID I JUST HEAR....?! LOL! he didnt mean that word, i also dont know what word he was saying! And his handwriting is.. -.-! NEED TO STRAIN MY EYES and use lots of my brain cells to decipher. YAAAA! I was quite turn off. but I didnt feel like leaving lecture!
and I thought EC was sitting behind me, apparently it was another guy with the same bag! but anyway, I didn't see EC today. I thought he has got the same lect! TSK! =/


I have got to sleep early! there's maths 1 revision lecture tomorrow! Apparently, I don't think we will get back our scripts! not holding high hopes anymore! Because when I did, I do badly.. when I don't I have surprises! My timetable is packed nicely sia! :D


Can't wait for friday! Going over to Allie's! ((((:
and saturday going to watch sock's drama performance! :D
Sunday going for tuition and out with sec sch friends! :D

and then next week lecture the whole week.. even sunday also got lecture! OHNOOO!
but then that sunday going down to sunset! yayyy! =D
And as for all those days after lecture, I have got to CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG! SERIOUSLY! :D I want GOOOOD and GREAT results! no more time to slack lo!


currently hooked to this song:

"因为我会想起你
我害怕面对自己
我的意志 总被寂寞吞食
因为你总会提醒
过去总不会过去
有种真爱不是我的"








for that smth. at 10:41 PM

Shall find job after exams BECAUSE...

1. I want to get a jacket or pullover from SMG!(:
2. Might get a new Itouch. (damn cui already this one)
   
3. Wants to get more clothes!
   
4. wants to get C&K's bag. (seems like I don't have those girly bag? Lol!)
5. wants to get a new watch. (LEO NARDO, do you see this!? hahaha! i want a new watch! HAHAHA! :P)
6. New Havainas(how to spell?) slipper! :D

First and foremost, I NEED TO STUDY HARD NOW FIRST!
SO I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT RESULTS!

please, all the emotions and all the distractions.. can you guys please take a month leave?
it's paid leave k! so, please just go on a holiday and come back only after may the 13th!! why not i give you guys double pay while you are on leave? SOUNDS TEMPTING?! so please go go go! don't come and disturb me k! GREATLY APPRECIATED!



and, I guess, I am at this stage of life where I................
omg.


at 8:18 PM

ever had the feeling of...
"我在期待一件事。。 可是它就是没发生。。"

I am waiting for someone's email yet it's not coming. Or rather, I've been checking but it just seem like it's not appearing! sigh~


星光craze! at 11:31 PM

FL is 超high的！

Recently I have been chasing xing guang 6 quite tightly. In the sense that I will watch the videos once it is out. my all-time fav. is DuDu and 胡夏！These 2 are the ones I think really can sing well and bring out the song in their own style. However, everyone has got their own flaw! Like say 胡夏，he gets nervous very easily! Therefore, nowadays he tends to forget his lyrics! ):
anyway, I hope he can 加油!! :D

So yes yes, yesterday I was kinda bored after studying a bit, so I was stalking people! hahaha! i started stalking 胡夏。。　and then to the next person who i thought he's quite cute in terms of character and he looks quite man! so anyway, I am talking about 邊品憲! =D so I randomly thought of leaving him a message on fb ask him to 加油 for the competition! and of course, I didn't expect reply from him! BUT OMGGGGG.. Mr 邊 REPLIED ME! :D

Although he's not like some uber famous guy, still.... OMGGGGGGG!

Brian March 29 at 3:42pm

okay, gonna go off! TADAH~ BYEBYE!


at 11:20 PM

it's time to get serious with work.
actually nothing else for me to worry about also, so...
all i need to do now is FOCUS at studies! =)


what he say to me make sense, shall heed his advices!
can't believe it, I have not really talk to him much before.
he can give gd advices, just that.. he's a lil straight-forward.


tomorrow shall be a stats-econ day! :D
Shall do econs before lunch and stats after lunch! =)
The reason why I am doing stats 1 tomorrow is because on tuesday, there is stats 1 lecture. =)
and then on wednesday, there is stats 2 lecture! This means that after stats 1 lecture on tuesday, gonna go home and catch some sleep before I study my stats 2 in preparation for wednesday lecture. and then will have to study on wed for maths 1 which is on thursday! Woah, basically.. I like the revision lecture for the coming week because it's all my favourite subject! maths and stats! :D or so because I know I didn't FLUNG IT THAT MUCH!



JJ IS SO AWWWWWW~ :D


my saturday. at 4:01 PM

LESSON STARTS ON TUESDAY! ohohoh~ 6 hrs of lecture?!
I think I am going to fall aslp lo!! oh noooo~


anyway, I'd miss the chance to take photo with JJ today! oh oh oh~ ):
I slept till quite late! damn shag yesterday. no idea why either! boohoo!



Yesterday was 883JiaFM 3rd birthday party! YES, I GOT THE TIX! and YES, I WAS SO EXCITED FOR IT! HAHAAHAHHA but NO, I didn't get to enter! okay, we went there quite late. so they didn't allow anyone else in cos it was full already! so.. well~~~ ):
booohoooo~~ so we all decided to go to jurong safra and sing kbox!
Expensive bomb okay! $26 for 3.5 hrs! booohoooooooo! =(
can you imagine if we did not have the $50 off? it would have been like...... 30+++?! omg! killlllerrrr~
sing till about 12.40am. and then went over to pioneer mall for supper!
Had Mac.


Even though it's just a simple day, it was great. the companion. the laughter. and everything. (:
It's like.. probably the last outing till exams are over! so yes, 加油 everyone!
So dedicating JJ's song for everyone who are chiong-ing(regardless for project(EH YA, YH.. talking abt you!) or final exams!) or going under whatever stress! SO YES,




这一种加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑


so anyway, some photos on yesterday outing!





GREAT DAY! <3

surprisingly, I am nt feeling the.. "damn-it-i-seriously-want-to-see-JJ" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!


morning! at 9:52 AM

woke up at 8am today! (:
felt damn smart cos i got the IQ qns right again! :D
HAHAHAHA! ((: FL is getting smarter everyday!
so anyway, there is 327 party later! WOOOOOT~ I have been waiting for it! =D


So I have the whole morning-afternoon to evening to myself till i need to leave to meet yh and xc.
and then wait for adele and bon to arrive. =) I hope everything will be FUN! =D i HOPE la ah! HAHAHA! cos like, never go before right! and.. this will be the 2nd time to a club~ hahahahaha
1) butterfact 2) dragonfly~~~
WAHAHAH! I HOPE JJ WILL BE THERE LEH! HAHAHAHA CAN I INVITE HIM?! HIS BDAE LEH! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH! =X okay, sorry a bit crazy!


woke up so early, was stomping and watching all the razortv video! AND OMG, got JJ part on eawards!　我的天啊！ 好帅！！ He definitely loves his fans a lot! WAHAHAHAH! =)
and he said... when love comes, he will not reject! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! OMGGGG~ LIKE I AM HERE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (okay, suddenly, I turn crazy again! LOL!) only JJ has got this power to make me soooooooo crazy~ HAHAHAHAH!


OKAY, i am going to wash up now! HAHAHAH!
*oops, like yes, i haven't wash up but using com already! LOL!


funny video at 1:42 AM

funny video!!

woah, nice one. hahahaha! at least it got me laughing! :D
thank you! ((:


j..o...y.... at 8:55 PM

once again, I feel it!

i hate to solve mystery!
i need to call police soon.




i'll find joy in everything i do.


damn pissed off at 3:33 PM

kinda pissed!
basket, i was playing the round 2 of texas poker....
and then it was damnnn laggy!
what's with the net? totally pissed off! ROAR!
this means i will have to start from round 1 again! wah, damnnnnn f!@*$($@!@&$


although I know that I will think about it constantly, I want to avoid the scene.
because it hurts. for many times I have to force that smile, I have to control the tears.
I am tired. Decided to take a break.
It's hard to stay positive, nevertheless, I am trying to be!


okay, the above a little random.
so here I am, supposed to study.. totally can't bring myself too!
it's all because of YOU. damn it. LOL!!!!!!!!
you know you know, shall not carry on further.
why must you always appear!! ( don't assume! I am not talking about person at all! hahahaha! )


i hate the internet connection now, it's like so freaking slow!?




i don't see you near anywhere.



I am loving econs! (: Perfect comp, monopoly.. everything everything.



1) did not get my b&j's free cone.
2) the underlying truth.
3) omg, i miss my jc life. ):






and lastly, shall attempt to study.


晚安咯！ at 11:37 PM

short post.

back to study life.
kinda stressed up already!


blog more tmr! for now, i want to sleep le! 晚安！


popular fair(bras basah!) *thumbs up* at 9:38 PM

upcoming activities! (for the week!)
1)b&J's free cone day!
2)327 birthday party! :D

ongoing ACITIVITY:
1)STUDY for year 1 exam! >.<


it's sunday today! :D I've finally finish my popular job! (:
it was a GREAT one! got to know many new people!
like the cashiers: Jasmine and YingXuan
the helpers: Shu Zhen(well, already my friend to begin with! so coincidence!), wen xuan, and a few more(didnt get their names)
3M promoter: Kerrie
EmitAsia: Tifanny, Wai Min, Sarah, Belinda(好久不见！)
great bunch of people to mix with! HAHAHAHA! ((((:


Wouldn't forget how Jasmine will laugh at me when people approach me to make payment!
Wouldn't forget how Kerrie and I will laugh at random people!
Wouldn't forget how Kerrie and I went around asking other promoters if they want to buy books cos 5 for $10 but 1 book itself cost like $3.90 and we only want that book! HAHAHA!
which brings to my next point..
Wouldn't forget how nice Jasmine is to say.."aiya, nevermind la.. 我算你们一本$2就好。。不用去找五个人to share!" ((((: *thumbs up*

I hope I can see them again! But I guess chances are rare, the next fair.. they already start school le! All poly students lo! =(((




back to student mode tomorrow! hopefully I can study hard and score GOOOOD results! 加油啊! :D
this also means, finally, i get to see Adele again! HAHAHAHA! and also KM and hopefully the rest toooooo! (((:



CRAVING FOR SCHOOL FOOD NOW! HAHAHAHHA!


gifts and call! at 9:32 PM




my FREE GIFS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
3 notebook, 3 notepad, 1 bag! LOL!
work 11 hrs a day.... 8-9hrs on ebuddy, fb, twitter... 1 hr lunch... 1 hr stand up walk ard!
and then still got laughter and joy! :D
anndddd freeeee gifts! HOW CAN FL NOT BE HAPPY SIA! HAHAHAHAAH!

today was a lil more fun! Cos everyone like quite close already! hahahahaha! :D
I feel like one of the oldest there please! OMG! !$*!)&$!#&$
anyway, did I mention, I saw my PEGASUS 6 FELLOW OGL! HAHAHAHAHA! :D
another 杨小姐！ shu zhen! :D damnnn long since I last saw her la! she's also working at the fair! HAHAHA! so yes, got to know the 3M promoter... the 14-yr-old look-a-like girl! HAHAHAH! SHE IS 17 la! OMG! HAHAHA! and got to know the Cashiers! =D
not forgetting wen xuan(shu zhen's friend) too! ohhh, and tifanny, wai min, sarah!!
job = new friends! HAHAHAHA!


I TELL YOU, the cashier in front of me sia! SO MANY PPL COME AND PUT STUFF ON MY TABLE... search bag for wallet, look up.. and realised that I am smiling at them telling them that the cashier is NOT here! !@$*@)$*! LOL! this got the girls at the cashier laughing! TSKKKK!


AND TODAY, GOT ONE UNCLE... dont know why, his hand in his pants!?!?! LIKE...OMG! not old uncle lo! eeeeeeew~~~ and there were 2 boys TRYING TO STEAL! we all SUDDENLY became detectives! and then, we went ard looking for funny young children books! Lol!
many funny things at work! ohhhh welllll, gonna miss them after tomorrow!
although I didn't work for the entire week, still feeeeeeel that i will reallllllyyy 舍不得！


next week onwards must chiong study liao! it's like 1 month left to exams!
JIAYOU FL! YOU CAN DO IT! :D





let's turn the time back to early morning today!
at 7.45am, my alarm rang! *ti ti, ti ti, ti ti..* so i snooze it....
*5mins later*
*ti ti, ti ti, ti ti....* I plug my earpiece into my phone and tune to 88.3jiaFM.
waiting for 8am so I can hear D's programme.
*at this moment, still lying on bed with eyes CLOSED.*
-D appeared on air and said something funny.... like in one chinese sentence, there's one english word... smth like.. 如果你们要去meet你们的朋友。。 i was like.. LOL! so i sms him!
*D replied my smsES*
*66911883 is calling....* *still lying on my bed*
[thinking to myself that maybe D wanted to chat, maybe he bored or something...so.. PICKED UP THE CALL.]
"喂，你好！这里是８８３家ＦＭ！我是D！请问你是Fanglin吗?"
[what went through my mind.."SHIT LA! OMGGGG D! why must you do this to me?!?!?!]
*apparently, I JUMP UP OF MY BED WHEN I HEAR THAT.. so still sitting on my bed.. i replied...*
"ya...."
"你的朋友大大伟(HIMSELF)sms进来说你等下要去做工，所以他叫我打给你叫你起来。。"
"OKAY...."
and then BLAHBLAHBLAH......
he will end of the convo this way..
"你有什么话要对大大伟说吗？" *he was like trying very hard not to laugh!
"HUH?! orhx... 谢谢他叫我起来。。BLAHBLAHBLAH"
[note that, i was still on bed, haven't brush teeth all, you can imagine how cui i sound! LIKE OMG!]

and then IMMEDIATELY AFTER I HANG UP...
i sms D... "you are QUITE dead"
and then he called again..
he was LAUGHHHHINNGGGGG NON-STOP! ROAR!
and then he was like my "huh?!" damnnn classic.. even play for me to hear before he play it on air!
irrrrriiiittaaaaaaating~~~

so yes, now I understand how Adele felt! HAHAHAHAH! :D

that was HOW I WOKE UP OFFICIALLY. COS AFTER THAT I VERY JI DONG ALREADY!
LOL!!!!!! TSKKKK!

and lucky now he host morning show, cos today at least to 12pm, i listened to his programme, time pass a lil faster! HAHAHAH! ((:


today was a happy day for me! at least, till now I AM STILL HAPPY! :D
and of course yesterday wasn't bad at all tooooo! :D


shoppping~ at 10:20 PM

this is what i got from the popular fair. LOL!

the note book so cute right! $1 only lo! hahahahaha! and the box of marker! WOOOT! I LIKE! :D

with the A4 size bag! heeee! I LIKE ALSO! :D

yes, total of $6.80!


blogging @ work at 7:18 PM

hahahahaa!
I know I shouldn't do this but, I am blogging at work!
Seriously, I am a lil too bored that I have nothing much to do! That's why I am blogging now!
If not, i am a very guai worker k! HAHAHAH! it's totally lucky that my bosses have me as their employee! Like come on, I am like the only loyal employee! HAHAHAHA! LIKE I STAY WITH DMG from last year feb!(basket, still remember the stupid TBC called me and scolded me once! BASKET! in the end, I am the one who still works for popular lo! OMGGG!)


SO YAY! I finally sold something today! hahahaha! not bad, the 2nd day of work and I sold something! heeee! and it's P6 combo pack lo! HAHAH! and I smart leh, never cut the price, instead I gave my customer something free! HAHAH! like this right, my commission wouldn't suffer! HAHAH! =X if not damn ke lian leh my commission! =X

LOL! anyway, the time now is near 7.30! this means that, 1hr and 15 more mins till my work ends! cos I don't really care about the last 15 mins! I will just pack and zhao at 8.45! LOL! like as if 15mins can make any difference lo. or should I say, like as if 15 mins I can close one sale! hahaha, if I can then I must be those damn pro one, or the customer damn shuang kuai one!
which is VERY RARE! like say 1% of the time! =/


okay, soooo....
today I earn like say $72.50! sounds quite good! HAHAHAH! divide by 10 hrs, that's like 7.25/hr! hahahaha! i mean cos I add my commission inside lo! =D
that say, I have also spent like $6.80 SHOPPING AT THIS TENT~!
LOL! shall take a pic of what i bought when I get home!
Tomorrow shall continue shopping! like i want to buy foolscap paper also! It's damn cheap! like 5 pad for $4.90! LIKE OMGGGG! how cheap can it get! LOL! but then again, it's popular house brand lo! but whatever, i need foolscap lo! even if I don't my sister will need it, cheap = buy! HAHAHAHA!


and also, note books which are DAMNNNN nicely design are selling at damnnn cheap also! like what 3 for $5.90?! LIKE OMGGG! hahahahaha! I think I will have a good shopping spree at this popular fair sia! HAHAHAH! =D


okay, I blog for quite long already and guess what, like it's only 7.40 now! OMG!? can't time just pass a bit faster?! 1 min is like 1 hr la! okay, i shall stop my omg lo! HAHAHAH!

I SHALL BLOG MORE WHEN I GET HOME LA! FOR NOW, I JUST WANT TO SAY....
1 HOUR MORE! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! :D


a day with khai/shireen/adeline at 12:00 AM

i had a great day today...! (:
although it did not end as well as i thought! =/
Like i say, when I am alone, I tend to think.. a lot.
I mean, sometimes I just don't understand why! I can't find a reason for you, and for me.
but oh well, like some other people who told me, don't think too much!
So, I am trying my best not to think tooooo much! REALLY.



so anyway, I did not go work today!( I feel really sorry towards my boss! OOOPS! =X)
Instead, I went to find Khai, Shireen and Adeline! LIKE OMG, so long nvr see them already! =)
and what a day to POUR! OMG! !@$*!)$@*!*$ my jeans was wet, so were my shoe and socks! YUCK! =X hate it, dislike the squishy squashy feeling.! LUCKY I BROUGHT A UMBRELLA!
smart me! HAHAHAHAH! =)

Met them 3 at Pasir ris! and then shuttle-d bus down to aloha loyang! :D
It was so long since I saw khai and family too! khai's sister definitely has grown UP! OMG! lol, and she's so pretty with bigggg eyes! Ijeen has gotten moreeeee violent and naughty! super hyper! but without them, there isn't any fun! LOL!
And then, saw khai's grandma, grandpa, mum and dad, aunt and of cos, her brother! OMG! seriously it was TAT long since i last saw them! :D HEEEE! (:
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAI'S MUM! :D may you stay pretty and happy always! :D

This is Khai! :D My veryyyyyy gooooood and close friend in secondary school!
MY buddy buddy in NCC! :D
MY Part A sgt! :D
And this is her sister! OMGGG! PRETTTTY WITH BIGGGGGG EYES! :D
wishya! :D


SHIRREEEEEENNNNN! :D

Photo of all of us! :D

so yup, spent the whole day there. went to play arcade later the night.
time crisis-ed, para-para-ed! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! OKAY!
we do crazy things together! =D
after that i went off at 10pm cos the last shuttle bus is at 10.15pm! SO, I TOT I WAS GOING TO TAKE THE BUS ALONE! I WAS SO UBER SCARED! LUCKY GOT 2 MORE PPL BOARD LIKE JUST BEFORE HE LEAVES! IF NOT, OMG... I WILL BE LIKE OMGGGGGGG SHOUT! HAAHAHAHA! hengggg ah! :P




totally miss my secondary school days with them around! (:


JJ CRAZE! at 8:14 PM

LIN JUN JIE CRAZEEEEEE! :D
he's coming to singapore for events! BUT THEN, THE ALBUM I GOT I DON'T THINK IS SINGAPORE ONE! ROAR! =( so, i don't think i can get photo taken with him! SO, now i am thinking twice if i should go down to bugis on 28th march! OMG! BUT OMGGGG! WHY ISN'T IT LIKE AUTOGRAPH SESSION?!?!?!

ANYWAY, BELOW ARE SOME PHOTOS! :DD
JJ and Show Luo! wahahahahahah! =) ADELE, THEY ARE GOOD FRIENDS SIA! HAHAHAHAH! MAYBE SHOW LUO CONCERT JJ IS THE SPECIAL GUEST SIA! OMGGGG! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

JJ AND JAM HSIAO! WOOOOT! MY NEW IDOL! =D although not as hardcore! (: but nowadays I have been listening to his songs! =D


and lastly, I don't know why this photo is here! HAHAHAHAH! BUT THIS IS JJ WITH FDT! :D *thumbs up!* JJ LOOK SUPER ADORABLE HERE! OMGGGGG!
i want someone as perfect as jj! LOL! =D loooook at his dimples! O.M.G!!!!!


when everyone....... at 6:39 PM

most of my poly friends have grad already! YAY! =) like, goooood. we all can have gathering real soon! like before guys enter army! and before the girls start entering the work force or start their uni life! So anyway, it made me realised that, woah, almost half of them knows what they want to do in the future, or like.. they are actually sitting down to think what they want to do in the future! but what about me!? OH NO, to be honest, I really don't know what I want.


K say, I do have an ambition! And everyone knows what it is! Yes, I want to be a teacher! I said that since Secondary school. it's quite unlucky that I can't enter NIE after my A level! I mean, if that's the case, I will be a civil servant soon enough! but now, I have to get a degree first and then return back to NIE to take the PGDE programme before becoming a teacher. that's one big round! then again, if i do graduate with a good degree with honours, my pay will definitely be higher! (: Oh yes, so... =)



but I guess, having an ambition is not enough? One must have a high goal, one must know what one wants in life isn't it? Of course, I want to have a family where I don't have to fret about cash.
That doesn't mean that I gian to be rich. But who doesnt want to be money-free?! This really means that I have to work doubly hard now! And not forgetting to return back my uni fees to my parents when I start entering the work force in a few years time!


I seriously hope the world doesnt end in 2012! This will means that the effort I take to study my degree will be wasted! and also, my parents effort of working so hard will be gone to waste! SOOOOOOO, I hope the world doesn't end! OF COURSE, IT'S QUITE STUPID FOR ME TO THINK THAT THE WORLD ACTUALLY WILL END! LOL! =X


Anyway gonna share a song. The song is NOT BAD!
as in the lyrics and the tune. =/ I don't really like the person singing!

放弃你




放弃去猜该如何留住你
放弃了所有回忆
放弃你 放弃爱情
放弃了所有权利
连自己都知道这不公平
放弃你放弃自己
放弃了爱的权利

it just describe my feelings, at least a bit la!
many things went through my head nowadays so.... decided....
我放弃了。。



我早就该放弃了。。


nuffnang! at 10:58 PM

I am ultimately shocked once again!
views of the week has reach more than 600! LIKE OMG?!


so any friends, I am serving for nuffnang if you haven't realised!
Just need your help, if you ever see any advertisement at the left hand side of my blog.
please click on them and view it k! (: heeee, thank you!! :D


life. at 9:34 PM

hello!
currently a bit feeling unwell. ): so decided to stay at home the whole day, if possible, i'll stay at home the whole day tomorrow too! =/ Don't feel like going out and spend money also lo! Then again, I miss my friends! Damn long haven't meet them! ): Okay, actually... not that long. I last saw Adele, YH and XC on saturday however I still miss them! OMG! like so long nvr see them lo! it's tuesday already! so it's like 3 days haven't see them!
that say, I also quite long nvr see KM and Allie already!
ohhhhnooooo, I seriously miss my friends!


Khai called today too! AND, SAD TO SAY I HAVE GOT TO WORK ON THURS-SUN! Can't be there for the chalet her mum kinda organised! ): SIGH! ))))):
damn long since i last saw Khai, Shireen and Adeline! omggg! ))):



let's see what I want to do tomorrow! =)
probably study or something! (:


surprising, at 1:53 PM

I tell you something..
I am SUPER surprised! seriously, it's SUPER surprised! LOL!

for the past 12 hours, I have 30 uniques reader! LIKE OMG?!
LOL! i always thought my blog only have got 1-10 readers!!! LOL!!!
NOT BAD SIA! SURPRISING!


work day 1. at 10:04 PM

woke up at 8.30am today to go work! left house at 9.15. reached at 9.50. work supposed to start at 10am! and guess what, my beloved boss....(Richard and Amos were LATE!) omgggg! they reached at about 10.30! hohoho, i get to eat time lo! but it was so stuffy and hot la! not like previously(suntec and expo!)


so yes, I worked from 10am-9pm! with abt 20 mins break in the middle! and I DID NOT HAVE A CHAIR! OMGGGG! till 5pm when Richard came with the CHAIRS for me! OMG! it was like heaven! Then again, BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD START! ZERO sales! oh no, where did my skills go to?! OHNOOOOO! but then again, it's the rain and the crowd and the location seriously! like the tent was in the middle of no where! and it was pouring all of a sudden! And that place has mostly old uncles and aunties with working adults appearing at lunch time! that's it! when parents came with kid, it's like REALLY young kids! not even primary 1! so how do I even get my sales!


AND SERIOUSLY, it was hot, stuffy, warm. Which then make me feel so STICKY! OMG PLEASE! ): OHHHH, guess whose booth is beside my booth!(note that I say my booth because there is only 1 promoter! and that's me! SIGH!) so anyway, booth beside mine is EMITASIA! OMGGGGGG! :P yes, I saw Belinda and we were shock lo! =D at least i got someone to talk to! HAHAHAHA! and not forgetting, I saw Shu zhen!(the one from s26.) Yup, she's working there to help the whole fair! :D heeeee!


Although no sales, I earned $60 today! LIKE OMGGGGGGG! :D
Seriously the rise in pay to $6/hr is GREAT! imagine last time i need to work 12 hours to earn $60. now i only need to work 10 hours! hohoho! :D
and, that said... it was seriously boring throughout work because there was very lil people!
So, I have say... thank you to those who entertain me while I was at work!
Especially Km, Pj and Xc! lol, thank you for talking to me on msn! regardless lame stuff or whatever! WAHAHAHA! :D
and of course, I have Allie and Adele messaging me! (:


it's gonna be another 10 hours tomorrow, I don't know how I am going to survive seriously! TSK! =X shall persevere! (: Wednesday off, cos I am meeting Jerry and hopefully, jio some ppl to go out! let's see lo! =) Feel like going to chill at airport or something! but then again, shall see la! =)
not sure if i am working on thurs leh! cos I got tuition! SIGH, omg... i really dont know how! =X


that's day 1 of my work! ;) it was supposed to be fun, but.. oh well!
need to chiong my $500 sales tmr! ((((:
hopefully see Adrian tomorrow lo! damn long never see him le!


surprisingly, I am not that tired! =) but gotta sleep early la! need energy tomorrow!




你不用刻意地去隐瞒。。
我希望你能对我坦白！
我不要再一次的感到失望！


我恨我爱你。。　


at 10:14 PM

你是否知道我也会难过?


at 5:12 PM

sometimes, it's good not to know too much. (:




ignorance is bliss. (:




or maybe that's how i tell myself.




realised. realised.=)


at 1:07 AM

update tmr! TYPE Finished le! just that havent upload the photos!
therefore.. TMR! :D


nights for now!
i am still high because of JAM! HHAHAHAAHAH! :D

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refer to below for the post! UPDATED!! :D



my exciting 13th march 2010! :D 萧敬腾萧敬腾萧敬腾 at 12:46 AM

萧敬腾's concert was SUPERB!!!!
I AM A JAM HSIAO FAN LIKE ON 13th of march! and probably will be his fan from now on! OMG, he IS great! Like *thumbs up*


Anyway, gonna blog about today! I am awake for more than 12 hours already btw! HAHAHAH! and I was out for more than 12 hours too!!

I woke up at 6.45am! and then left house at about 7.20am! Headed down to find allie. Supposed to meet xc at mrt station at 7.45. but he woke up at that time. like -.-' TSK! HAHAHAHAHAH!
so yes, he was late! gotta go CMPB@9.30! And it was so long since I enter army camp! last time I did was when I was in sec 4 when i brought my cadets for some course!(teach them how to strip and assemble m16) YEA, that was the last time! so when I enter an army camp today, surrender all my camera devices! FELT SO NAKED BECAUSE I DID NOT HAVE MY PHONE WITH ME! OMGGGG! =X
so anyway, the audition was COOL. there is no way for me to show you pic!

the audition was in.... a studio. when you wear the headset and then you sing into the big mike, you can hear yourself damn clearly and you can hear your partner damn clearly too! so anyway, they SERIOUSLY cut you when it's 1 min! LIKE WTH! @!$*(!$&!(%& i didn't get to 和 my last line! damnnnn it! =X
so yes, we knew we wouldnt get into the top 8 anyway! HAHAHAHA! for the experience la!
saw candyce. Like omg, she's seriously damn pretty! saw Lina also! but i doubt she knows me! should have went to talk to her! and saw Di Jia, Zhang Ying also! AND OF COURSE DI WEI was working then! so yes, got to catch him during work a bit! LIKE he slack la! HAHAHAHA! =X
and after his work we did citadels like 2 rounds. (:


And then after audition, today no mood for exam! so did not go for my maths 2! Cabbed down to tiong bahru plaza with darryl, xc, adele. had lunch there! mee goreng with teh tarik! *thumbs up!* it's not that nice! the thumb up is cos we were all very hungry! Jessie came to find darryl and so did raine who came to meet xc! so we all had lunch tgt. After that, I actually didn't know where I should go. Jio some people out, but like all not free! So after that suan le, went back school with Adele to find her friends! (: [[SIM WAS HAVING OPEN HSE! SO THERE WERE MANY PEOPLE THERE!]]


Headed down to plaza sing after that! walk ard abit and then train-ed down to eunos to meet YH! [[EXCITING ALREADY! CONCERT WANT TO START LIAO!]] anyway, then he drove us down to kallang. had dinner with my sec school friends too! (: very long since I met them! and they did pretty well for their poly! OMG! LIKE GPA 3.98! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!?!?! OMG!! LOL!!! =) good job JOJO! :D


AND THEN, THE CONCERT START!
okay seriously, as a non-jam fan, the concert was GREAT! :D which turn me into a jam-fan! HAHAHAHAHA! :D like I finally realised, his songs are not bad! :D and when he sing live is really GOODNESS! *hair stand*
And he is really powerFUL! I wonder if his throat is straining or something! he seems to be ROCKING every moment! AND he can last throughout his concert! SERIOUSLY! CLAP CLAP CLAP X 10000000000000000!
Although he did not sing the song I wanted to hear, i will still rate this concert 4/5 stars! :D where did that 1 star went off too?!?! of course, no one is perfect mah! there's room for improvement!
JAM IS SO HANDSOME AND HUMOROUS! :D I LIKEEEEEEEE!
(no worries, I am still JJ's wife! hahahaha! faithful one!)


here's some of the concert photos(those I think it's nice from my camera!) :








萧敬腾 IS 那么的帅！


how can I not post pictures of my friends! :D
my sec schol friends! shaohong and Jonathan! :D



WOOOOOOOT!
萧敬腾RAWKZ! :D


让我们三人游 at 11:31 PM

I don't know what got into me! =/
why am I reacting this way? why is this happening!! hahahahaha! but anyway, it's nothing bad though! LOL! =)


kinda lazy to explain how we surprise allie. read adele's blog! =)

ANYWAY!

ADELE! THIS IS FOR YOU! :D




当我看不到你时，我会要想知道你在做什么！
当你在我身旁时，我总会默默地傻笑。。
啊！！！LOL!


萧敬腾 at 11:53 PM

萧敬腾萧敬腾萧敬腾!

I need to get into this 萧敬腾's mood! HAHAHAHAHHA!

because his concert is on saturday! YES, this coming saturday! so, therefore, I NEED TO BE HIGH! LIKE ENTHU ENTHU! :D at least, I don't want to be a noob! (: I hope I will know quite a no. of his songs by his concert night! :) so therefore, need to do homework now! HAHAHAH! (:

*omg, I can't wait for JJ's concert!* like as if I know when it will be!

okay, i am quite tired now! So i shall go and sleeo already! to be honest, I hope it rain tonight! so i can sleep longer! LOL! =X
shall blog tmr abt what happen tdy! :D

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLIE! :D

at 7:54 PM

i think this feeling has been with me since sunday!
the very !$*!)$*!$ feeling! and of course, there is something i feel even more @!$!!$*!#*$ about.
it maybe a small thing, but then... never experience it before. so feeling kinda !@U$(!@$!@)$


I am going to work next week! the stress is gonna start again!
and what work you must be wondering right! popular! -.-
hahahah! gonna help in road show at bras basah! and gonna work alone somemore! tsk!
GA cmi cos got exam, shirley attachment, edward working. omggggg!
this is so boring ah! but i do need cash inflow! say i work 8 hrs everyday, and 6/hrs! working 5.5 days! that's like.......... $240 bucks ++ :D that's excluding commission! hope my sales is good! (:
okay, i shall be excited for work!


today I didn't study yet again! seriously, can't study at home!
so going school tomorrow! with or without ......




for you, i will.


at 3:57 PM

我不喜欢你。




真的不喜欢你。。


not right. at 1:09 AM

i am not feeling right.
i hope someone could just listen. ):



why is this happening?
i feel so lost.



and it's more than just that.



at 12:31 AM

i remember once you told me, you bookmark my page and everyday you would click to see if I update my blog. And now I wonder again, are you still reading my blog?



my dear friend Reeve said that... If i get first class honours by the end of my 3 yr uni life, he will treat me holiday to JAPAN! =) sounds so good! another motivation for me to strive so much harder! YES, LOL! not just to show my parents! the HOT Reeve ah, you don't back out ah! :P don't take back your words ah! FL IS SO GONNA JIAYOU FOR HER EXAMS IN MAY! :D FIRST CLASS FIRST CLASS FIRST CLASS! :D


anyway, I am feeling quite emotional for the day. and you are warned that the below content are quite upset on my point of view! so you can just stop reading now. i just need to rant. seriously.


I didn't know how I fell in love with you. But I definitely remember the first time we met. The first movie we catch... the first bus we took... every single thing. It's imprint in my memory deeply. We didn't hang on for long... my bad. I was shaky due to your actions, I was unstable with all your reactions which got me to lose hope, lose faith. I decided to call it off.
I wanted to take a break or so I thought you would be back. maybe I was trying damn hard to get. I got it, I let it off.. hoping that it will be back.
Then I see it clearly, I wasn't treasured. and you weren't who I thought you were.
For so long ever since we call it off, I definitely thought of you more than you did.
it's amazing. really amazing. I can't help but find myself thinking almost frequently.
I want to see you, yet I am afraid. I fear the reaction of yours if we see each other in school.
I did see you once, yet I chose to avoid rather than to acknowledge. To be honest, it hurts.
I can't say anything more. Because, I know you are happy.
It's just me thinking too much. It's no longer about what you did, it's more of.... what I did. ):
总是想再见你， 还试着打探你消息。。



what is with the emo feelings nowadays? ):



on a lighter note,
prelim is going to end. (: Great.


wonder. at 1:02 PM

really wonder why..
a guy and a girl can get that close when one is already attached.
really wonder why..
i really wonder why things changed....


morningggggg world! at 8:38 AM

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD MORRRRRRRRRNINGGGGGGGGG! :D
it feels good to be awake at 8am on a saturday! :D
The air is refreshing! don't have the burning smell YET! wahahahaha! :D
And somehow or another, I feel so light-hearted today! yay! (:
I hope nothing will spoil my day or whatever!



SERIOUSLY, I feel like watching movie! ):
like dear john or alice in the wonderland! I study everyday till sian le!
but still gonna make a trip down to school to study ltr!
楊先生wants to study.... no choice, he has got paper on monday!
adeleeeeeeee, come come come come sch!



I consecutively sneezed 7 times! OMG! =X I scared later I strain my back again! wah, it will be such a joke! omg! NEXT SATURDAY IS GOING TO BE SO EXCITING! MY DAY IS PACKKKEEDDDDDD! LOL =) XJT! XJT! XJT! XJT! :D
although im not his huge fan, must turn to be huge fan first! LOL!
*Adele, imagine now.. we are turning!! turning! in clockwise direction! WAHAHAHAHAHA*
okay, seriously why am i so high! LOL!



probably, this is the best way to wake up! *thumbs up!*




alright. BLOG LATER! today = no mood to study!


words unsaid. at 12:11 AM

my nose is so pain!
I think cos I sneeze too much? wah, i touch also pain! LOL!
today was a bad day!



first, i woke up and then i started sneezing and sneezing! it lasted the WHOLE day! -.-
yea. it's so irritating! I hate it when i start sneezing! Cos it will not stop! at least not for the day!
so anyway, I felt kinda irritated. so study seriously a bit only.
and then after lunch, i slept after eating panadol. it was such a "peaceful" sleep!
it's those sleep when your mind is really tired. and it's resting! yet you can hear your surrounding!
like i can hear adele flipping page, the door bang, people talking. yet my eyes just CANT open!
yes.



after i woke up, i flipped a while more. and then i actually felt quite confident! -.-
so anyway, after that slack a while den went for exam! but then.. the paper was SUCH A JOKE!
like seriously! you wouldn't believe it! the questions.. were so alien. not like all those that i did!
don't say i didn't do much! i finish all the qns in the prelim and actual papers!(bernard's christmas gift!) yet i can't do. -.-
it was that hilarious!


after 1 hr, there was an earthquake in the hall! LIKE SERIOUSLY, so many people stand up altogether and decided to leave! And then i was sitting infront, my concentration level DROPPED! SERIOUSLY! SO after that a while later i also CMI le. so i went out with adele after i look at her and shake my head! LOL! and then hao yi came out shortly after.



then wanted to go domino! but there were so many ppl! so we went to have prata instead!
and the joke of the day! km wanted to eat roti john but he ordered murtabak. only to realised after adele's roti john arrived! LOL!!!! it was SOOOOO funny!! and then he felt so guilty because he also helped haoyi order murtabak when both wanted roti john! SUPER LOL! =P




had some talks after paper and i felt bad about something.
my mood was totally down. not that i CARE that much but at least... i don't know!
I really don't know how to say it or how to express it! ):
Sometimes.. when I care, I overly care.
and when I don't care, I feel weird.
either way, it seems that I am wrong.
I have opinion on lots of thing, yet I choose to just keep my mouth shut.
cos i dont know if whatever I say will hurt anyone or is it something I can say or whatever!
Sometimes, it's just best to keep quiet! like just observe and let it be!
although it might hurt, let it be.. for the long run at least. things will turn good. or so i hope.
i hate it when things turn ugly. so we all shall not think.
then again, I am not a person who doesnt think! It's in me to think that much!
if there's someone who can hear me out! ):
my heart and mind just can't seem to be peaceful... I hate problems.
I dislike when I don't know things. yet at the same time, when you know too much it's also bad!
I guess I need to know how to control my emotions better!



gotta go sleep now! waking up early to listen to idol's programme! LOL!
and also to go school and study! (: Although I should give myself a break, so shall relax a bit tmr!
nights.




shout out to a few;
adele! don't give up! CHIONG FOR YOUR MONDAY PAPER! jiayou!!! study study study k! xD!
leo! I miss you like so much! ))))): I haven't talk to you properly for the past few days! after my exams!!! (: hope you are doing fine!
yh! eh, don't sound so stress k! (:
xc, ehhhhh! don't mia!! contact us sometimes please! we like lose contact le! LOL!
allie, i miss you and your jokes! HAHAHAHAHA! :D like so long never see you!
marlene, please take care of yourself and drink more water! get well soon!
bonson, I hope everything is fine on your side k! haven't seen you for quite sometime le! :D
km, you don't keep telling me you balance the balance sheet and then break my bball hor! OMGGGG! LOL!! :P anyway, jiayou for pbf!
sister, eh.. have fun in indonesia

I am quite sure... only 50% of them read this! AHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D
alright! nights!


unhappy. at 10:43 PM



unhappy.
that explain the feeling deep inside me.
i feel the lost feeling. and I don't really know what to do! I mean, what am I even happy or unhappy with? I totally have no idea! Or maybe, I do know why! but, how am i supposed to put it into words? ):

I realised, I haven't been myself recently. Or rather, I should say.. the FL i know a yr ago isn't the FL i know now. I know it myself to be exact! =( Like once again, I feel it again! ):
where exactly is the fun-loving and happy-go-lucky fl? Where is the ever-so-forgiving fl? Where is the uber-patient fl? All i can see now is troubled and unhappy fl. ):

but of cos, I did change for the better! In terms of study of course! I wasn't so pia last time. Now, I am super pia! ))): why can't i be this pia during j2?! )))): not that I don't like where I am now, I do enjoy myself in SIM because of my lovely friends! (: I have to say, lucky i join esprimere! Lucky I took the first step to email the club! and got out of my comfort zone to go for the audition! that's when friendships with many started! Of course, that's where I got to know someone who I can't "live" without in SIM. (: LOL, i am making myself so lesbian-ish. but I AM NOT! CONFIRM.! LOL


there's paper tomorrow! Stats 2 at 7pm!
I am like not the least 60% done! probably about 50%! I can at least get basic qns right I guess! So, I think I will just try my best tomorrow! (: afterall, it's supposed to be one of my strongest subject!!!! =X *SIGH*


today went to school to study also! reached sch at abt 10.20am? I was feeling very not right today. mentally and physically. ): I shall not elaborate! I felt scared at the same time! don't know how to explain that feeling! =( was damn stressed the whole day also!


okay, I think I am going to sleep already! kinda tired.(mentally and physically.)


my heart skipped a beat today. =X


STATS2! at 11:31 PM

I was damn shag after 7pm today.
and I went a bit crazy.



there was an equation.. very very simple one. 7 - 2.8 = ???? so i press the calculator(okay, i know can use mental sum but....since cal is there....) i got 4.2 and then i thought to myself.. EH, why 4.2 sia! why not negative? suppose to be negative what! so i press the calculator again. and then, the same answer pop up! and then i keeeeeep pressing! den i realise.. "correct ah, should be positive"(that's like after 5 mins!) yes, i can't stop laughing at myself.

Then my concentration kinda died after that! so i kept disturbing adele *like omg, i am sorry!*
I was like.. "did you know?" like... did you know... there is a F-table. LOL!
or... did you know, there is such thing as simultaneous confidence interval. LOL! SIMULTANEOUS SIA! LOL! OKAY, sorry abit high!


We all went for dinner at 7pm+ and then me and adele went toilet. so we were both inside the cubicles and then we were talking.. (we didn notice that there was someone in the toilet in another cubicle) so, we were talking..

adele: eh, today quite productive ah!
fl: ya. not that bad. i finish quite a no. of chapters.
A VOICE OUT OF NO WHERE : YUP
and the joke part is, I TOT IT WAS ADELE.. den i realised is not..
and then SHE ALSO THOUGHT IT WAS ME!
I WAS CONTROLLING MY LAUGHTER IN THE CUBICLE! =X
WAH, i couldnt take it, so after that i went out of the cubicle, i went out before waiting for adele, if not i will just burst out laughing!


so anyway, this is what i did the entire day. STUDY.
and then. with lots of laughter! (:



wooot!


and the 3-in-1 teh from megabites express is POWER. i dont feel sleepy now.


at 9:17 AM

不想去想那么多


ohno, sore throat! at 12:29 AM

jialat liao la! now seriously sore throat!
SIANX1000000000000000000000000!


today POA paper was.. KILLER. I mean, killer cos of my own fault. I didn't wake up to study! kinda pissed with myself seriously! but whatever la, i wouldn let this happen again during actual exam! So FL, you have got to buck up! :D





studied 1 chapter of stats today! And then.. it was a crazy evening! And I love it this way! like you have great friends with you, and they chiong and study with you! but at the same time, they give you great joy! :D



anyway, i am kinda tired now. so gotta sleep first!
yup.shall blog again soon.



我就是喜欢这样看着你。。


exam day 2! at 10:53 PM

econs paper was seriously... -.-
Not say I am like those don't know what to write, it's more of..
"oh man, damn.. i see this qns in the tutorial, I TRIED it. but why is it not coming out of my brain!?!?!" and "omggg, how to label the x- and y- axis?!" WTHWTHWTH!
and yesterday seriously study till damn stress till I was complaining to leo..
and him being my SUPER BEST FRIEND, totally just accompany me till I went offline!
I AM SERIOUSLY TOUCHED! thank you leo.
(although you are far far far far far far far away from me, you still stay by my "side"! seriously thank you!)



So yes, I left 1.5 hrs after the paper commence! =X Seriously, nothing else i can write le! I totally write whatever I can, draw whatever graph I can. but oh well.. when I left, LUCKY yh reached school already, if not I would have waited for the rest for like another 1.5 hrs! So yes, yh... thank god for your arrival! HHAHAHA! =) after that sat in the canteen while waiting for the rest, and then had lunch. den went to ourspace to study.


Woot, today.. the productivity rate is seriously 0. =X
I realised I studied nothing! It's liek should have just went home to sleep or something! Tomorrow POA paper ah! like another doom paper! =X Seriously, my strength is in numbers! Like purely no. like maths and stats! Give me graph and theory qns I really can just . . . . .. . YES. nothing to comment about it.


Enough of exams matter.



I am happy. Happy especially these few days! well, everything seems to be fine now. I don't know what happened or even if there is anything that happened! but all i know now is.. everything is back to norm and I AM VERY HAPPY about it. =)
(my eyes are closing now but I am drinking tea to stay awake! but then again, tea doesnt help me at all!! OH NO!)
And I can't wait to go HALOBAR! omggggg! when can I go again! tomorrow?!


And sian, I feel that, my singing is like NOT improving sia! LOL! okay, I know it's kinda random to bring in this point! but oh wellll...... depressing! SIAN! =X hmmm, can't wait for exams to be over so I can go XJT's concert! Can't wait for exams to be over so I can go for 88.3JIAFM birthday party! =)


okay, I am going to study a bit more of poa now. before I really ko! =)



he does make me smile to myself. (: