Strumming Some Heartstrings


Monday, May 31, 2010
Nobel! :) at 8:26 PM

i was lost when i reach Tai Seng today!
I didn't know which building is Nobel!!! And I asked quite a lot of people, yet no one could tell me! ROAR! lucky I saw Esther! If not, I will be lost totally! Some more, the number my agency give me like wrong person!!! I sms never reply, I call no one picked up! And Esther got an invalid number! even after my agency give another no. , it's the wrong no.! LOL! so in the end, we asked a guy for help! hahahah! today briefing only got 4 of us! :) 2 guys(working at tampines) and 2 girls(working at plaza sing!)
the 2 guys are friends so they were talking among themselves! Trust me, i don't even know their names! =X ooops~


Oh, anyway, Esther is one of the girls who went interview with me! Yuppp! :D
We had a long break today man!

9am: Report for briefing.
9.15am: Start briefing. Brochure given to us to read.
9:15-10:45am: the woman who is supposed to brief us went missing. she said.. "i'll be back shortly."
10:45-11:20am: briefing.
1130-1330: lunch
1330-1430: the woman went missing after she came in to say.. "i'll be back shortly."
1430-1500: briefing.
1500-1545: the woman went missing! LOL!!
1600: knock off!

TADAH~ tat's my day! and, i earned.... $45.50 like this today! :D how great can it be! :)


After that went back to popular book fair to look for Shirla and the bosses! :D
Today EVERYONE was there!
Adrian, Richard, Amos, Belinda, Jimmy! WOAH, all of them know! LOL!
so because I wasn't on duty, neither am I earning from them.. so i stayed at the booth and help only when needed! :) walk ard a few times with belinda! and talk around with Richard and Amos!
it has been quite some time since I last saw Amos! HAHAHA! :) So i gave Richard and Amos sweet! LOL! it's good for the throat! Oh, gave one to Shirla of course! :)
Went to look for Preeti to talk to her too! :D
Also, I thought Jasmine wasn't working today, cos when I first walk into popular, I didn't see her! So was actually quite sad lo! but but but, when I was leaving, I saw her! :)))))
OMGGG, so happy k! :D she's always with her smile! *thumbs up*


tomorrow training @ nobel! 8.30am tomorrow! it's gonna be a goooooooood day! I hope! :D
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Sunday, May 30, 2010
day 3 and it ended! at 11:03 PM

last day @ popular fair for me! :)
Overall, I think this experience was a not bad one! :)
I got to see many things and yup.... was quite "Exciting"!
Didn't get to see Amos though! =/

Ended work at 6pm today! After settling some stuffs, went to find my friends for dinner @ Tampines! :) Together with Adele and YH. (: Popeye! I think nowadays, all the food taste a bit sucky! or rather, I didn't really enjoy my food because.. JUST BECAUSE OF A FREAKING BIG ULCER ON MY TONGUE! i got that ulcer because i bit myself! can you believe it! OMG!
sounds funny right? I think it does! LOL!


Tomorrow gonna report @ Nobel House for job training!
I think I am kinda excited about it! :) REALLY! I think I am! HAHAHAHAH!
okay, gotta sleep now! :)


LEO NARDO, i am not sure if you see this.. BUT...
you just don't know how you manage to put a smile on my very tired face when you called! :D
hahahaha!

nights all!
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Saturday, May 29, 2010
day 2! my leg hurts! at 11:45 PM

today was....
mixed emotions! Really... =/
I was being put at a very difficult spot which I really don't know what to do!
Wrong one again! ):


but anyway,
today sales was worse than yest! quite sad about it lo!
I mean, if i can sell alot last time, why not now?
the internal me is stressing me out seriously! =( that explains why I am so bad mood when i have no sales! really! =(


then again,
today i got my surprise surprise visit too! Yesterday was Raine and Xuan Cheng!
Today is YH! wahahahaha! :) I was totally STUN. wahahah! at least, xc got sms me before hand say he's there already asking where I am! and YH just suddenly appear today! and behind me somemore, i was too engross in talking to customer that I didn't realise he was behind me! LOL!
I totally "omg!" when I see him! HAHAHA! and then went out to take a breather with him! =)
after he left.. and after some stuffs, met Ruth! :) hahahaha! talk for a while!
not forgetting, Yvonne Chua came down today too! :DD
GREAT DAY with my wonderful friends! :D


and of course, I took photos today! :) with mandy, belinda, JASMINE~ ((:

mandy:

belinda:

JASMINE!

tomorrow last day of work @ popular! :D
bittersweet feeling~


gotta rest for now! nights! :DD
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



at 9:10 AM

nb, what's happening to me!
why am I stalking a girl?
This can't be that point of life~ lol, I am denying it! SERIOUSLY!



but anyway, job has got it ups and downs!
i shall just say, it's great that i see friends I havent see for long!
Stephaine, Preeti, Jasmine!! :)
and got a shock when I see XC and Raine! :))
Though they prob didn't came down just to see me BUT it's always great to see someone you know while at work yea? (:
*thumbs up!*



okay, gotta go for work! :D
ciao~
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Thursday, May 27, 2010
one of the reason why i dislike being a girl. at 4:09 PM

Dislike. Dislike. Dislike.
):



i dislike the cramps.
2 days straight. it's totally NOT fun at all. ):
omggg~~ it's this time of the month i hate.
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Wednesday, May 26, 2010
job/sing at 12:04 AM

There is a change in my job post! =]
got back my data entry job @ starhub Plaza Sing! wahahah! initially, the interview was for data entry!
but then, I've got so excited for the customer service frontline job, but NEVERMIND, i am happy that I can get to type all I want now! =] Great! :D
Monday will be the start of my 3 months contract! I'll be working 5 days a week, may or maynot include weekend! So yup, I am happy that I've got a job! But this will also means, I will try my very best to help Shirla find a job too! =]

Today went to sign the contract and also after that met Shirla to go down to BGC!
omg, the particular consultant is awesomely CUTE! =] When I see him, I was like.. O.M.G! hahaahhahahaha! okay, not so kua zhang but really cute! hahaha! And he was SO nice! He asked me why I don't want to look for job! hahahah! so nice, his mesmerizing eyes.. wooot~
After that we went to shop! SALES SALES SALES EVERY EVERY EVERYWHEREEEE~ :D
50% OFF EVERYWHERE! :D I can't believe GSS is here again! AND I REALLY NEED TO START WORK REALLY SOON! =) I want my pay so that I can go and SHOPPP! :D
WAHHH SO SINFUL~

After shopping met YH around 2.30pm @ Ehub! :)
Went to sing Kbox! The $8 deal! :) Woooot~
I have to say, the aircon @ Ehub Kbox is FREAKING cool! SO, i've got block nose after that! irritating man! So totally no mood to sing after ard 4.30pm! But then, they PROVIDE blanket! quite funny I thought! LOL! XC came after he swim! and then we had dinner @ BBQchicken. nothing special about it! And then shop NTUC a while and head back home! walk to pasir ris interchange and then to decide to take MRT instead of 17! =X


Going JB in a few hours! I am making it such a big thing because it's my first trip right, I EXCITED cannot is it? LOL! hahahaahhahahaha
PLUS, my parents make it sound as though I AM GOING INDIA OR UK OR CHINA!(Wherever FAR..) they say bring this, dont bring that.. BLAHBLAHBLAH~ HAHAHA!
i love my protective parents okay! they sponsor 100Ringgit HAHAHAHA! =)


alright, I am going to rest now!


allthesbestforyourLAST:)
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Tuesday, May 25, 2010
at 8:36 AM

I think I am falling sick already! ):
my throat is irritating me!
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Monday, May 24, 2010
HAPPPPPY! :D at 5:14 PM

THIS IS MY CURRENT EMPLOYER! :D
Oh yes, you did not see wrongly! I AM AN EMPLOYEE of STARHUB! :D
My phone line, internet, cabletv all under starhub and NOW, I am working for starhub! :)
YES, My interview went WELL! Or rather, I think I talked a lil too much! HAHAH! :)
(it was a group interview!)
so, got my frontline customer service job @ Plaza Sing! :) ANDD, i am starting work next monday! :D

so early in the morning, went to recruit express @ tamp to fill up the form first and met up with the rest of the candidate! there were 7 of us, we didn't know each other but yet we all need to travel down to PS together! so talk abit here and there! :) so when we reach there, interview in a veryyy small and squeezy room! and then since it was a group interview, i tot why not stand out! So i answer almost everything she said. =/ mmm, so yup. in the end did not get the data entry job but got the customer service! maybe it's a good thing too! :D I rather talk to people than to stay in office! :) seems fun huh! :D And the pay rate is not bad! :D

OH YES, FL IS SO HAPPY! :D
PLUS.... EVERYWHERE IS HAVING SALES NOW!!! :D
TOPSHOP, DOROTHY, WOOOOOOT~ so yes, today i bought 2 tops! $9 each from topshop! HAHAHAHA! :D OKAY, TODAY IS A GOOOOOOOD DAY!


tomorrow will be another day out with SHIRLA LEE! :D

xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



at 9:27 AM

omgggzxzxzxzx! LOL!
that shows how omg I am feeling~
I seriously feel very scared for the interview later!
And I don't really know what's smart casual, I machiam like do not have any smart casual clothes! :( Dang~ need to go shopping really soon man! =/

So after today I will have a relax week all the way till friday when I will have to work again!
But this time round, have to wait quite a while for the pay, say 3 weeks! =/ danggg~ so I will received my pay around my birthday period! =) Can't believe it, my birthday is arriving! Seriously, 1 year pass by SO SO fast, and every year it just seem soooo different! =/ everything changes!
it's like in 2008, I was still in school, so celebration was after that, but that day I received lots of present.. yes, I was thankful for my friends! :)) The windmill thingy is still at my window with all the birthday wishes! :) Awesome~
In 2009, we all graduated and only close friends celebrated with me.. fanghan, yvonne, her bro, my sister! that's all. =/ such a big sigh yea, i think as we all grow older, our friends decrease too! =/ sometimes it's not because we want to, it's because we don't know what's happening, what's wrong.


I guess I shall be thankful for everything. And I really mean it. =)
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Sunday, May 23, 2010
IDA ambassador! :) at 11:00 PM

I was an IDA ambassador for 1 day! :)
it was tiring yet FUN. (fun because of the people + all those aunties and uncles!)
before the start of event!



this was the touch screen video thingy! :) all you have to do is TAP! :D

and that's ME at the booth before everything starts! :D


And of course, Shirla lee! :)

After say 8 hours since start of events, we all start to get restless! Shirla was tireddd! Shaggg man! :) A few of us slack in the evening with ice stick! :D

And this is Samantha! She was with us at the U-learn! :)

We got this photo printed! HOHOHO! :)
overall, I'll say..great team(like EVERYONE!) to work with!

and of course, $100~~~ :)
and and and, JB on wednesday! YAYYY! :)
but before that, job interview in a few hrs! *bite lip* SCAREEEDDD~
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Saturday, May 22, 2010
at 10:43 PM

I am uber tired now! but I just wanna say...
OMG, I want a..

Selphy CP780!! =)



someone pleaseee~ :P

shall blog about work tomorrow! shall blog about cousin's birthday tomorrow too! :)
my eyes are shutting!
i am happy.
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Friday, May 21, 2010
at 10:41 PM





♥MINHO!!!!
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



smile! at 7:23 PM

your voice makes me *heartmelt*




really.
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Thursday, May 20, 2010
short summary. at 11:38 PM

18th May 2010:
Teoheng Session with Esprimere(those who had finished their exams!)
Dinner @ Astons! :)
Went over to PP to find Allie and tried her Berrylite! :)
Home.


19th May 2010:
Job training @ Serangoon Shopping Centre.
The crew seems fun to work with(Kris and Claudia and many more!)
Yes, they seem funny and friendly!(first impression!)
Also, they bring themselves out properly! yup! I am glad I am part of the ambassador! :)


20thMay2010:
dinner with FLYB minus leo @ Tamp Seoul Garden.
it has been many many many months since I last saw the both of them! And I am the limiting factor! hahaha! because I am always not free! =X ooops~ now I am very free k! :)
so yes, caught up with 1 grp who I rarely meet! :D Great job! :D
and I miss Leo Nardo! =/



I can't wait for saturday for my work! :)
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Wednesday, May 19, 2010
things to do at 3:22 PM

What am I going to blog about? Hmmm..

Things to do during holiday!

  1. catch up with friends who I don't usually meet! (:
  2. try to read as many nicholas sparks' books as possible! (currently reading the rescue)
  3. if possible, try to save for the rainy days! (which also means, I am looking for a job!)
  4. to practise and try to improve on my singing, it's sad when you hear others improving! =(
  5. to be active! hahaha! yeayea, swim/run/badminton whichever I am in the mood for the day.
  6. Pack my super messy room! =X
  7. Shop and Shop and Shop more! :D
  8. Watch more dramas! :D


gotta go prepare for my training tonight! :)
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Tuesday, May 18, 2010
holiday! boringgg~ at 12:08 AM

Teoheng Session tomorrow! :) yay! :D

Not that it's very long since I last sang, but actually I am singing everyday! because nowadays I am on meetoto~ hahaha!


Anyway, it's after exams and I have time to thing of unnecessary stuffs! =/
So yes, I am.
Even my mum sense it! Roar, feel terrible but whatever!
I really hope I can find a job soon so that my mum will nt wander off!
Addicted to SHINee's hello baby! :D omgggg, Minho is really very fatherly! I think he will make a very good father in the future! I want someone like him! Hahaha, although I know it's gonna be damn hard to find! LOL! =)


Now that exams are over, I don't really know what to do except to Sing, eat, watch tv, read and then it repeat all over again! Boring life huh! I think maybe I shall wake up early and go and run with my mother! :) hahaha! :) Healthy lifestyle! but, what am I going to do after I run? Go back to sleep? That's so weird! LOL! okay, not sure! maybe I shall try tomorrow and let you guys know again! :)


Not in my best mood these few days! so don't step on me! =/
It will be TERRIBLE, seriously!


okay, gonna end my post here.
i think this post doesnt serve any purpose man! LOL!
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Monday, May 17, 2010
minho! at 8:07 PM

SHINee's MINHO! :D
his smile is uber nice! and I like him in hello baby! :)
He's like such a fatherly guy! :DD




catching hello baby ep 4 now! :D
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Sunday, May 16, 2010
my new boyfriend! at 10:25 PM

Introducing my new boyfriend of mediacorp(other than Elvin Ng!)

Haden Hee! :D
Julian Hee's brother! I definitely prefer Haden Hee than Julian Hee! :DDDD
and unique name + thick eyebow = thumbs up! :D
and loooook at his muscle! hahahaahah! (((:
(although i have no liking for muscle!)
anyway, he is 4D from your hand in mine! :D the uber TRUE guy towards Aimei! HAHAHA! :D
totally love him in the show! :)) if only such man exist lo! :D
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Saturday, May 15, 2010
post exams activity! :D at 1:36 AM

I have gotten my dorothy perkins' belt! OMG! yay! :)
And I have got a new slip-on! :)
of course during this period, I have got myself a new top!
today I was at cotton on thinking, should i get the tights? LOL!
and should i get the havainas slipper? it's 2 for the price of 1! i mean, it's like you need to get 2 pieces so that both slippers will be 50% off! nonsense right!! =X
so, I am not done with shopping YET! just that kinda tight on hand! so~~ let's wait for my road show to be over next sat so that I can have $100 to SHOP! :D OH YES, i can't wait for GSS to start! and of course, I hope I got job soon!

I think I will not take up the popular job because the commission is so low now!
3%?! not even 5%! 5% i also abit errrs liao! now 3%?!?!?! =(( sadded! I really thought it's not bad a job! but for money wise! hmmm! but anyway, i am not sure if i will be helping out for the expo fair! unless uncle say he working then I will work~ if not..... =X



oh yea, went to job search before shopping too! :D
i really hope i can get something AT least! =X






IP MAN 2 is AWESOME!!! :)
i want to watch the last song~~~ :D

okay, I have lots of things to do this holiday! I shall do up a list and then type it out! :D


ultimately, I hope I can meet people who I haven't meet for quite some time!
and this includes my BELOVED nardo! :)
I hope he would just miraculously appear in front of me someday before my new schoolYEAR start! I shall just keep hoping! =/



Anyone got job lobang?!?!?!




do you know, i think you are good looking? :)))
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



mother's day dinnerS! :D at 12:11 AM

exams are over! :D so here I am picture post my mother day dinners! :D

may 8th: Dinner at 螃蟹之家!(hahaha! the 833 advertisement Darryl's involved in!)
it was seriously NOT bad! :D the bill was $200+ but SERIOUSLY it was... thumbs up!

first: the you tiao~ wooot~ it was nice cos it was hot! :)
The so called volcano tofu or something! It's not the best that I had but then it's worth it's price! :) tasty!
AND THESE ARE FRESH HUGE PRAWNS! they are SWEEEEEEET! :)
it's totally worth 5 stars! and of course worth the price of $20+
IT WAS BIGGGG~
Then came the scallop and veg! woooot~ i love to eat scallop! :D wahahah! totally good food right! :)
AND OF COURSE, CHILLI CRAB AHHHHHH~ WOOOT~~~




May 9th:



I tell you k, I don't like cheese also must buy cause my mum wanted to eat!

so did my this post cause you to be hungry? :)
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Wednesday, May 12, 2010
at 11:51 PM

Hello world!
I know I haven't been blogging! =X oopsy!
Anyway, my days are quite crazy nowadays! Especially tonight!
Because tomorrow is the LAST paper, and for the first time I have a bad feeling that I might just NOT do well for tomorrow paper! ):
Kinda feeling stress BUT i am still here to blog a short post to say that I AM NOT DEAD! :D
hahahaha! (:


Last paper tomorrow!
blog tomorrow night alright?


byes! :)
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Monday, May 10, 2010
IF.... at 12:10 AM

Was reading Aaron's blogpost... so and I have some thought about it...
hence, my title...

IF.


IF only I had study hard enough,
IF only I had started earlier,
IF only I wasn't that obsessed!


Aaron told me I don't need a revival round because I am not dead yet!
But seriously.. I think I can be considered half dead because of the society! Because of majority's view! NO, i do not mean that I am ashame of where I am now! IN FACT, I have the determination to show that I CAN MAKE IT. I just PROBABLY took a longer route or took a lil more cash to do so! I have not given up hope on myself, and this is what it is about, it's about my future! THEREFORE, I NEED TO WORK HARD.


it's 10th may now! This means that officially 3 more days to the my last paper! (:
GREAT! I end my year 1 exam on the 13th of MAY and I can't wait to celebrate! OH YES! :D
this is totally a great achievement worth celebrating! (: it's like, I can't believe I survived year 1 :) And of cos, I hope I will have great results! (: Great in my perspective of course! Different people have different expectation of themselves isn't it? (: It's like.. if I can hit a 55 for POA, I am happy. (: but if i hit a 55 for maths 1 I will definitely fall. -.- SO YES, I hope my results are up to my expectations! But this, we shall only worry during aug/sept! For now, i shall focus on my remaining papers and then look for a job! (: I am not sure if I want to return back to my previous employer(popular)! =/ And of course, I hope to do something extraordinary! Shall think about that first! :)


As for my remaining papers, stats 1 stats 2 and econs, I am having BIG problem with econs!
*SIGH* and I realised also that, actually stats 2 is relatively easier than stats 1! Stats1 has more formula! And stats 2 is quite standard! Well, that is if they do not give me funny questions like prelim. =X So yes, I hope I can get an A for my combined Stats result! Let's just cross finger and hope! I really need to spend more time on econs! I fear that I will forget about everything when I enter the exam hall! This will be veryyy bad! =(


But nevertheless, I am not giving up. With the remaining time, I will do what I can! (:
And I've learnt my lesson of NOT skipping lectures! I wouldn't skip < 5 lectures when new study-year start! (:


And of course, I can't wait for the GREATPLAN to start after 13th!



okay, gotta sleep now! nights world.
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Sunday, May 9, 2010
happy 母亲 Day! :) at 1:06 AM

Hello world!!

It's sunday! (: I just had a wonderful, delicious, marvelous dinner a few hours ago!
There were crabs, prawns, pork ribs and MANY more! =)
OHMYGOODNESS.
so yes, before I continue on, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! ((((:
Let's all say thank you to our mum-s because she definitely did her very best in bringing all of us up!
[pictures on the dinner will be posted up @ a later date (say after 13th!)]


Anyway, just finish watching xing guang! (: next week is the final already! WOAH so fast, I can't believe I follow every episode for this season! (: and 胡夏 can dance! OMGNESS! :)))))
he's uber uber cute! And of course bianbian is not bad toooo! (: Kinda miss huang wei jin! =(
sigh! But anyway, I hope 胡夏 will clinch the champion! seems like DuDu's throat has got some problem! ):


Today was a not really productive day! I only did say 2006-2008 papers for stats 1 and read through the 2009 one. And then tried abit on 2007's stats 2! That's all! Quite slack today! Oh no! Tomorrow gonna be a VERY econs day! And then only at night then I will touch on stats! that's my strategy for the next few papers! (: Yes, econs in the day and stats at night! and the day before stats I will have a long sleep so as not to affect my mind! I wouldn't want to enter the hall with a very tired brain!!! =)


I hope everything goes well for the rest of my paper! The first week was quite a blow! So yes, I hope econs and stats will be very very nice to us! (:


Anyway, I realised how selfish can human be, or how weird can one attitude be!
Then again , I shall not bother about it! Human change! And they change at a speed that's very scary! Things can happen overnight! I hate it that way, but I can't control and of course, who am I to say anything! So, let's just hope things will turn for the better, because I really dont know why it became this way! =/


Of course, I have been quite light-hearted these few days because of XXX! (:
it feels so great because of one simple text.
it feels so great with that one simple thing he does. (:
I am BACK to trapped in the hole. I made a U-turn I supposed!
Good or bad, It will be revealed soon! *cross my fingers*


Gotta sleep now! it's close to 1:30am already! Kinda tired!
Take care peeps!



CHIONG AHHHH! :)
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Friday, May 7, 2010
at 6:23 PM

1 week is over! I am 50% done with exams! So great! :)
IT feels good that the exam is half-over! But I am definitely not good, because of the papers so far! ): I think I can only get 1 A so far! but then it's like pointless even if I get 1 foundation unit A! Because I need to get 2 foundations unit A so that it can be counted as 1 further unit A, which also means I need to get A for maths 2 too! Which means it's IMPOSSIBLE! mygoodness. =/


blog later tonight, gotta rest for now! =)
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Thursday, May 6, 2010
exams is good for health. at 11:05 PM

I need to stop online shopping!
I think I am going crazy doing shopping online during exams period!
Sinful man!


I can't wait for tomorrow to be over! Then I will declare, I am HALFWAY THROUGH! :)
hahahahahaha! (:
seriously, I am not prepared at all for maths 2! Afterall, I did not attend any lecture + I did not go for prelim. FML! -.- I've learnt my lesson! Then again, I am still aiming for a good 60 marks for maths 2! At least I am hoping my stats 2 can pull up my maths 2 so that I still can clinch a first class in maths2/stats2! as for maths 1 and stats 1. LET'S JUST SEE! =) I just hope the paper isn't nasty! Afterall, they change format for this year! ( suayness, poa changed.. maths also want to change! WHY! )


Alright, gotta pack my bag with lots of stuffs for tomorrow! Since I have 2 papers, need to prepare my lunch! eating at expo is EXPENSIVE BOMB! :) and I just shopped! no money to eat that much! LOL! =X


maths 1 here I come,
maths 2, please be nice! =)


have fun peeps!

to those struggling in exams :
Jia you, finishing already k! let's see.. it's exactly 1 more week till we finish exams! and at this time next week we will be singing our lungs out! (:

to those working: have fun working yea? make more moneyyyy! :)

to those who have finish their exams:
please wait for us to finish to have fun! but for now, RELAX and chillllllll! :)



and to you,
you just don't know how your 1 simple text could get me that happy.
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



at 1:29 AM

i feel awful.
i feel heartache.
i feel upset.

this is not about exams neither is it about friendship.
family mattters.


i feel so helpless.


and suddenly i realised, who am I left with to talk to?
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Tuesday, May 4, 2010
my very high day! at 12:20 AM

I dreamt of a weird dream! HAHAAHAH!
I dreamt that Si hui's brother = NAT HO! OMGGGGGGG!
only if it's true right! HAHAHAH! =)

So it's effectively tuesday already, so I am here to say.. my exams start tomorrow! (:

I am prepared by the fact that I have peifen's encouragement! OMG, happy to the max please! (:
So like usual, listen to 933 and study! So I sms in to dian ge!!
(okay, I am not being bias here! just that i know si hui definitely hear it EVERY NIGHT! hahaha!)
so yes, while studying and waiting for my message to be read.... got private no. call me!
I WAS STILL thinking if i should pick up! so yes, i pick up.. and she said..
"wei, 你是fanglin吗?我是Yes933的Peifen!" I STUNNED! HAHAHAHAHA!
so yes, dian ge to Si hui and talk to peifen for quite a while! AND THEN SHE ASK ME....
what if Si hui and I fall for the SAME GUY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! UBER FUNNY!
And instantly I didn't know what to say, so I said we wouldn't! Cos she like KPOP one! HAHAHAHA!
After hanging up, and after the call was being played.. Sihui said... got JERRY YAN! HAHAHA!
and then almost the next song is already jerry yan's song! HAHAHA! omg, tonight damn high seriously! (:


hahahaha! so poa paper tomorrow, I am not say very panic-ky! Just that trying to get more stuffs inside! I know I will be able to pass! As for whether I will do well, tomorrow gotta do a lil bit more! and then I know I will be fine! CONFIDENCE IS THE KEY! (:


okay, gotta sleep early lo!

nights all!
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Sunday, May 2, 2010
Post no. 850. at 12:54 PM

EXAM STRESS! :D
How to get rid or lessen exam stress!

Most of my friends are definitely getting very stressed out especially with exam in < a week!
(Woah, I really can't believe that! SO SO SO FAST! I can't believe I am finishing my yr 1! hahaha!)
Many things for us to study, many topics... TOO many things to memorise! Here I am blogging, simply shows that..... I AM.......(NO, not prepared.) I AM........ not as stress! AHAHAHAAHHA! okay! whatever.

So anyway, 6 Tips to Beat Final Exam Stress!

1. Avoid stressful people.

Stress actually is contagious. During exam week, resist the urge to have a study session with your super-tense friend, especially if she/he’s complaining about all the work she/he has to do and breaking pencils all over the place. Her/His stress will only add to your stress.

(I think I rather tell stressful people not to be stress than avoiding them! so, STRESSFUL PPL OUT THERE, don't get too stress k!)

2. Eat healthy and exercise.

This seems like a no-brainer, but it’s a wonder how many people forget it. Skip the sugar, which will make you crash, and go for snacks like granola bars, healthy cereal or fruits and veggies to keep your blood sugar stable. If you’re studying for a long period of time, eat some protein too. Also, try to get some form of exercise. Even a 10 minute walk will leave you calmer and more focused.


3. Just say NO.

I don’t mean to drugs, although I’m not recommending them or anything. What you need to say no to are the people who want to take up your time. There will probably be a friend who needs to talk to you for hours about her life, or a keg party the night before your final, and if you say yes, you’ll probably be tempted to blow off studying. Resist the urge. Say no to the distractions and be selfish for a day. You want a good grades, right?

(HAHAHAH, I am definitely bad at this. I have been going out! HAHAAHHA! ohnoooo)


4. Force yourself to take breaks.

For every hour or so that you work, take a 10 or 15 minute break. Let yourself do whatever you want (check Facebook, check out that guy sitting nearby, stare off into space, call a friend, etc.) for those 10-15 mins, then start working again. This gives your brain a little rest and will help keep you more focused when you are actually doing work.


(seriously you need those breaks! It's like yesterday I did not give myself break! And guess what, I get pissed off with differential equations! LOL!!)


5. Visualize it all going right. (I think this is important! seriously!)

This is actually my favorite tip of all, even though it sounds kind of nuts. Imagine yourself taking the test and feeling confident that you know all the information. Picture getting all of the answers right, and focus on how relaxed you feel. Then picture the A on your test paper. When you imagine a happy ending, that’s often what happens, because you make the decisions that lead to it without even realizing.

(seriously we all know that, it's all in our mind. WE have got to believe that we will do well!! We CANNOT think that we are going to fail or even just pass it! YES YES YES! :D one of the secret to success!)


6. If you’ve studied all you can, get up your confidence!

When test-time rolls around, it’s time to get yourself into confidence mode. You’ve prepared as much as you could, and now it’s time to ace the test. The tip here is to do whatever works to convince yourself you are going to do really well. Again, I know this tip sounds a little crazy but you just have to try it for yourself. I think you’ll like the results.

(sometimes, when you studied NOT everything! you may still score quite a decent marks! Seriously! SOOOO.... HAVE CONFIDENCE! :D )


So yes, that's the 6 tips I have for you readers! (:
I hope it helps! And I guess, it's applicable for working people too! (:


So I am going off to study now! Take care! =)


xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



Saturday, May 1, 2010
at 10:49 PM

the moon looks nice tonight, it has this special red light around it! (:
When I feel the weird feeling, I will look @ the moon. (:
(because I have an interest in astrology!) So yes, I love peace. HAHAHA! so cliche but it's true!
I would love to lay down and look at the sky full of stars! What's nicer than that?


Today it's quite a pissed off day because I couldn't get differential equations.
ahhh, wthwthwth~ Why can't I get it? It's looks so simple! )))):
My weak topic since JC, I always avoid it! Up till now, I ALSO FEEL LIKE AVOIDING!
However....... If i want my A, I can't! =( The thing is, I think even if I study differential eqn, I still can't get my A! LOL!


I gotta stop myself from feeling .................
Why is this happening??? ))):
xoxo,
♥♥tillthen!



at 12:15 AM

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