Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Gimme something that'll haunt me when you're not around 
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile

Hi (:
My name is FANGLIN and I rawkz!
Twenty-one candles on the 26th June '11. I ♥ Singing, Laughing, and Stoning.

FRIENDS
is the bomb.
i love love love my friends TTM!
xoxo


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at 1:49 AM


anyway, plan dec schedule today.
it's headache i swear! lol!!!
like so many people want to come back to work! how is it possible! ):
so yea, i did my best..tried to fit everyone in... no choice. have got to do smth about it!
so yup, december schedule is out! :D HEHEHE, after 2 hours of brain storming and everything! :)

Work today was not bad!
Lots of fun and laughters! and bitching and gossiping! :)
and of cos, Yam gong cha is *thumbs up* like x1000000000000000
appreciate HPY for getting them on his off day! :P


and now, i have something else to aim for.....:

it's damnnn pretty! i'm VERY tempted to go down to the coach boutique to get it immediately! LOL!
SERIOUSLY! :)

im excited for 5th, 11th, 12th! :) because it's the WEDDING DATES! :D
cousins and Su's! :)

and before that, i'm excited for..........................................

2nd dec.

HEHEHE!

night all! :D


at 9:35 AM

Fancy blogging while on the train? I am doing it! Hahaha! (: kinda bored on the train!
Felt a teeny bit of envy... Envy of my friends.

Be strong, brave and fight it!

Jiayou fl! ((:

Everything will be fine.

It's my mistake.

Hooked to snsd's mistake! :)

Anyway, the same song is still on the loop because.....

Alright gonna reach dhoby! Blog again!

I miss a lot of ppl who I do not know how to tell them. ):


我爱。。。 at 5:58 PM

今天，我差一点说出我不该说的话。。
差点做了不该做的选择。。

可是，我真的不知道该怎么办。
为什么这一次会怎么难过？　
为什么会想做出这样的事?





我真的好难过，哭完了，　又有什么用？
因为最后我还是会笑着告诉自己，我爱你。


at 10:40 AM

我需要70cent冰淇淋！　


at 12:18 AM

i have a dirty lil secret. 


primary sch/sec sch/jc/uni at 6:53 PM

Currently Bedok Mac, still studying the same thing.
injection, surjection, bijection.
kinda distracted and can't concentrate because lots of things in my mind. ):
totally hate this feeling.

I don't know why but it just came to my mind and I feel rather.... affected by it.

Anyway, was reading HPY's blog.
glad that I have influence him to blog! HAHHAHA! okay, maybe he was just bored la huh!

Today is the 26th of November.
I am 20 years and 5 months old. like woah... time really flies.
What have I did in these 20 yrs of my life?

Childhood: I have vague memories of it. I really can't remember much of it. maybe just some happy moments and some really shocking moments. say like i remembered celebrating my 6th yrs old birthday @ my PAP! :) or the huge fight between my parents when i was ard that age too? or I was being taken care by my babysitter for a few yrs. or living w my grandma when i was very young.


and at the age of 7, like any other kids, attended primary school.
Joined ECA(back then it was extra, hence it was named ECA), still remember i was part of the "angel", those who save ppl? AHAHAH! yea, I was from the red cross society. still remember need to take test to increase "rank" hahahaha! it was how many how many stars. LOL!

Had a lot of ECA then! Took part in Choir too! :) still remember going for SYF.  getting from bronze to silver. :) the feeling is great! I still can remember my choir SYF songs! SERIOUSLY. fond memories. back then, there wasn't so much problems.

And I still remember joining the robotics club.
We had to programme a lot of things. Had so much fun.
my good friends in primary school... really miss them. however, havent seen any of them for years! ):
(well, im leaving out shirla in this case! okay. she's prob the only primary sch friend who is still in contact w me!)

Was a prefect in Primary school, since primary 3. got to wear those prefect slash! you know those that was like ms singapore.. yea, and when we proceed to primary 5 and 6, we have got tie with golden clips! WOAH, it was pretty good. Seriously, but too bad wasn't the one pulling the flag! hahaha! but since then, it has been my dream. :)

Did not have great PSLE results, hence ended up @ neighbourhood sec school. but was aiming more at temasek sec! ): ended up at Bedok View Sec School. it's not bad a school. :) got to know of many great people there! of cos man, spend 4 yrs of my teens there! it has got to be good. (:

my love life starts in 2003. when I have got my first boyfriend. suddenly, it sounds ridiculous to me.
how young I was, yet in love. hahaha! :) but it was the pure puppy love. it did not last long.

and when i've entered sec sch, ECA became CCA.
was thinking really hard what to join, i wanted a good profile @ the end of 4 yrs.
was thinking of smth great. seriously, i did considered choir again(but keep singing..mmm..)
or st. john.... but im not those who will really save ppl.
so i thought, why not? try something new! and something i will not do in the future!!! :)
so yes, I joined NCC LAND GIRLS! :))
I guess that's where I felt the most proud and felt that i've achieved something from and for it! :D
the training was NO JOKE for girls.

ill always get excited whenever I talk about NCC. hahahaha! :)
still remember sec 1 and 2, how we will always get tekan till damn jialat.
changing from pt kit to no. 4 from inital 15 mins given to 3 mins and to 2 mins.
how is it possible?
somemore the classroom we put our belongings is at the 4th level! i think chiong up the staircase also got like 30 secs gone alr.
girls can be man too okay! :P
totally love marching and arm drill. and the many rounds we run around the school in the evening was great.
but was never my part IC for sec 1-2.
things got to change when i was in sec 3.
another reason why i join NCC was because i failed air rifle trial @ CCA fair. hence, the only other way to get to use rifle was to join NCC! :)
so yes, sec 1 shooting in proning position, although it's the computer one... still managed to get marksman and was the only one who got marksman.

like i say, things change in sec 3.
Have got to attend Spec course in June. Had interaction with other school's ncc land girls/guys.
of course, I totally love east district la! :D
got to know of many new friends, that includes CLT, S/CLT.. (:
Mutual test was kinda exciting.. lots of things happened at HQ.
rumour r/s w a CLT. it was like -.- but he indeed helped me a lot. REALLY.
(and i recently saw him in the train, i think it was 2 days ago!)

Live range was in Sec 3 too! :) and got marksman too! :) had a not bad result and qualified for competition.
Although there wasn't many girls unit in the east district, represented east district for competition.
together with west/central district and also ncc air i think!
Was happy enough to be the "1st" in east district to represent East district for the competition w other districts and units! :D still remember shooting down 5 targets w 6 bullets! :D Live Range = thumbs up! :D
got 2 medals in sec 3! which helped in raising our unit reputation. is that the word? mmm, yea.. :)
that's why I am proud because i won for the school and for myself. :)

And in nov, when for Senior Spec course. yea, was 1 of the 5 who got chosen to go for the course.
more mutual test, more marching, more funny events.
still remember how my beret flew off my head when there was a strong wind.
still remember how we helped each other during mutual test.
still remember how the overall best cadet came from my platoon. :)
oh yes, it was FUN and REALLY REALLY FUN.
that's how i got my Staff Sgt rank. :)
and then, could have gotten Master Sgt, however gave it up because i wanted to take charge of the new kids next year. which also the sec 1. wanted to teach a new batch of kids from scratch! :) like when they know NOTHING. yup. it was more of a challenge to me.
and was happy that our unit, got silver ever since the shooting competition. :) it was GREAT.
and i think a yr ago, they just got GOLD. i am REALLY happy.

woah, that's freaking 4 paragraph on NCC. that shows how much i actually enjoyed it. :)
plus in sec 4, I also took part in choir, went for SYF the one like national day one!
got to dance, sing.. YA! PRETTY PRETTTY! hahahaha! :D

and as for studies,
failed dnt in o level. wasn't interested in the first place and i wasn't allowed to drop the subj. so LL have to finish it! and that's the end result lo! HAHAHA! it didnt really matter to me!

proceed on to SRJC after O level.
I chose JC because of many things. ego being part of the reason.
and also, i didnt know what i want to study in poly plus i dont like project!

same thing, what i am most proud in, was being in Student council PLUS, i have a dream come true!
and that is to............. PULL THE NATIONAL FLAG!
and it will always reach the top sui sui when the music ends! :D
oh yessss! i was REALLY happy about it! and SC also thought me a lot of skills.
how to plan for camps, being in charge of leaders, logistics team...
and making announcement in front of the WHOLE school.
LIKE OMG, i did not shiver! HAHAHAHA! yes, i actually DARE okay! and i did it more than just once! :)

A level result was NOT that bad.
I seriously thought it could lead me to somewhere!
At least a place where I want to be. I wanted to go NIE.
and my result was above the criteria, i really do not know how i got rejected. or rather, they probably miss out my application or smth! ): when everyone else got the chance to consider for diploma, i did not.
how is it fair? ): but my passion for being a teacher is STILL burning. yea, STILL burning. i believe as long as i want something, i should try my best to get it. :) and i know i will. :D it's just a matter of time.

therefore, i ended up @ SIM.
where I am now.
taking degree in Maths and Econs.
and the only reason is because, I am interested in maths and econs.
my love for number did not change. :) I still love maths the same way since sec school. :)
and as for econs, i thought it was a interesting topic ever since i took it in JC.
I think I have got to give credit to my Jc econs teacher! :)
he taught us really well such that i really like econs. :)


And currently, I am still working @ SH where there are a lot of awesome people.


Guess I better stop this super long post now! :)
will blog again later or tomorrow.
hopefully bf will not forget abt movie date tmr.
I am not sure from when, I fear of last min changes.


back to books for now!
I blogged for an hour! OMGNESS! 


at 2:22 AM

it was a great surprise i guess! :)
always doing so much for friends, but not getting for myself.

lots of thoughts in my mind, i dont know if it's right. I feel weird.
nvm, shall not think too much!
blog tomorrow!


I am glad that Adeline is helping me get my jj tix tmr! :)
hehehe, thank you! :D

hope those going work tmr will not be late!


mistake... at 11:16 PM

nareur deo saranghage mandeulji mothan
nae jalmosijyo
naega deo saranghaeseo mandeureobeorin
nae jalmosijyo
nae maeummankeum narreur deo
saranghage haji mot haesseotdeon geoyeotjyo
nae jalmosijyo


at 9:52 PM

你的回复好冷淡。。 我该怎么办？


at 9:46 PM

dont make someone as your priority when you are only an option.


I am not emo-ing. Just not in the best mood whenever I think about it. ):


life is good. :)
1) because i voted for Zi Jie and he won the popularity award, i won the lucky draw for voting for him.
that's $200 robinsons voucher! :) hehe! can spend @ marks and spencer/ JL/ Robinsons! :D
plus, xmas season, time to get small gift for others! :D

2) i got a new puma tote bag and i am quite happy about it! :D HAHAHAHAHA! because it's on sales! okay, but not say very cheap also! got it @ $45! and it's very pretty! and my HPY help me check thorough if there's anything wrong w it! hehehe! really appreciated it! :D

3) i finally found my nike pink bottle! YAYYY! :D bought it without thinking! :D

4) finally used my about-to-expired movie voucher tdy! :) Megaminds w a whole lot of kids! :D


就因为有比较所以会变更好！


at 1:27 PM

我觉得自己很差劲。。
很像不被信赖， 不被需要一样。。

and then the story will end happily ever after! :D

♥

恶魔！


at 12:51 AM

喜欢 你握着我手
就像合吃棉花糖那么快乐
你的呵护让我像个孩子无拘无束的疯
真的爱 不用伪装 不用强求


sparks fly whenever you smile! at 12:36 AM

drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. 
kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain.
Cos I see Sparks Fly whenever you smile..



I totally heart my boyfriend!
Although we do not always spend time together nowadays cos I am busy with my stuff and he is busy with his, i still love him as much! or if not, more everyday! :D
And I guess my parents have already approved him. :) I mean, I guess he did left a gd impression.
my mum/dad hasn't speak to me what they think of him. But from how they communicate and everything, it should be fine! :D
I guess things are going back to normal, and for myself, I shall just not think too much! :)
Everything is great and cool.

been waiting for something which I do not know how to initiate. :X
but yea, maybe it's time. I thought I have blog about it, but apparently it disappear!
lean forward and I wouldn't back off.*shy*


3 more days to double pay and 4 more days to sports day!
however I have injured my back! not sure if I am fit for badminton that day! SIGH! ):
I hope I will be fine by then!! if not wasted eh! ):

gonna meet bob and yvonne later to get havainas and lunch/dinner! :)
going to VIVOCITY! which means i can get to see my boyfriend for at least 1 sec!


I have made a promise to myself and I will.. hopefully.. keep to the promise! :)


less than 1 more week to 2 months!
let's see what i can do! (:


for now, I am happy and I am going to sleep!
NIGHTS!


at 3:44 PM

sometimes i dislike it, seriously.......
why it seems so alike!

ROAR! i DISLIKE.......! ):


how i wish i can say.. WHATEVER! but...............
ROAR!


at 10:52 PM

actually i miss doing a lot of things! ):
really need to find my life back!
someone please help me! ROAR!


it's the same situation. at 12:05 AM

no matter what happened,
JUST SMILE. :D





maybe I know why, but........ okay, let's not think about it.


Sparks Fly! at 1:37 PM

I feel oh-so-happy and oh-so-sweet! :)
nothing sweet is happening to me but somehow to someone close to me!
so i am feeling reallllyyyyyy happy that i can't stop smiling!
weird me~ HAHAHA~~~
甜蜜蜜 sia! :)

this is for my 2 friends:

Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Gimme something that'll haunt me when you're not around 
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile

at 1:12 AM

it actually saddens me that i've to laugh so hard to cover the emotions.
i have to admit i am weak...... but i guess i did my best to put up the strong front.
to be honest... now i feel worse. ):


一个人的安全感。。。


at 7:11 PM

the thought is killing me inside silently. ):
soon i wouldn't be able to hang on.


can i get away from everything?
cause, i feel lousy about every single thing.


at 12:18 AM

nothing much to say, just that..
the thought of it.. kills me....
not in the mood for anything but have to put up a strong front.
at least this way, you wouldnt have to worry about me. :)


i know everything will be fine. i believe it will.


at 4:58 PM

 this is the last time i am saying.
stop asking. ):



i dont know how my bf is doing! booooo!




/emo one corner


at 12:16 AM

i dislike those questions!
stop asking seriously.. ):


at 1:18 AM

i teared...