From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand and I knew that this was gonna be our time
I dont ever wanna lose this feeling,
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side,
that's why I love you

Everyday that I'm here with you,
I know that it feels right, (so right, so right)
and I've just had to be near you every day and every night,
(every night)
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side and thats why I love you

Hi (:
My name is FANGLIN and I rawkz!
Twenty-one candles on the 26th June '11. I ♥ Singing, Laughing, and Stoning.

FRIENDS
is the bomb.
i love love love my friends TTM!
xoxo


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hubbers! at 11:33 PM

Oh man, I really miss all of them now!!!
Feels damn good seeing all of them! :D
♥

my sick day ends happily because I get to see you and your swollen eyes! :P


last day @ work! at 6:56 PM

Last day @ pscsc!

I went to work feeling V V V happy.
because I started my day with someone sweet voice saying GOOD MORNING! :D
which immediately brighten up my entire day! :)
although i woke up an hr earlier than usual time, i didnt feel tired the whole day! :)

my mood was not that bad, and I really really really control not to cry! =/
but lose it when nickteng said thank you to me, i really really really didnt want to cry! =X


i think my farewell seems to be the most dramatic one, knowing how easy I cry! =X
But really many many many thanks to EVERYONE who were there! :)
I really feel the love from pscsc! :)
and really really touched when anna, yvonne and calvin came down especially just to bid farewell! ):
Really lose it again when raj came to say goodbye to me... he's like my first friend in PSCSC, and i feel REALLY upset at that time already! because a lot of things came to my mind! ):

Feel really really really loved by everyone! (:
the well wishes from everyone is really..... touching!
I'll study hard! :)


To someone who i treasure a lot, my dearest HPY,




now you know how special you are to me already? :) I've did things I'd never done before.. for you! :D (you know what it is! :P)  Yes, you are the reason why I cried till so terribly last night! ): the tears just keep flowing! ): I'll cry even harder if I were to spend more time w you in centre yesterday!
I don't know if my presence made any difference, but I hope you will still be the happy happy guy @ work everyday! :) I'll visit you whenever I can okay! :) but for now, i'll study hard! :D
I know I didnt have to cry yest cos we'll still be meeting up definitely. It's just that.. I know when I wake up today, I'll feel empty. It's like I wouldn't get to see you as often. ): and im no longer part of smth you are in.
I really do have many things to tell you, but you know.. some things dont have to be spoken! :)
i'll just give you the mi mi yan smile to let you know... I am fine and I miss you a lot a lot a lot!
I've already started missing you the moment we said good bye, till now!
Thank you for being the sweet guy you have always been! =)
we both love 27/02/2011 right? :)
i love you HPY!

Thank you everyone for the lovely card, stitch and stitch's pen: 







memories will last! :)
friendship will last even longer! :)


Blogging @ work at the end of the day. at 10:27 PM

Recently, when I am home, I do not have the energy to blog anymore.
But actually I have lots of mixed feelings which has been bottling up inside me.
3 more working days! :)
Then I can get to sleep all I want on the next day!
Think really lack of sleep nowadays! Everyday reach home ard 11 plus 12..
by the time I bath and slack abit, it's soon 1 or even 2 am!
and then I will be off to bed already....
There goes 1 day for the past 8 days. I feel really lifeless for the past 8 days seriously.
Getting myself all busy with work just to earn that extra $1k to go taiwan to spend.

And now I want a new digital camera since my old one is like SUPER cui already.
The battery life can only last for 30 mins. ):
So anyway, I have got my $1.9K for taiwan(hotel inclusive). I still have some extra cash which.. just mayb I should invest in a digital camera!
i am not sure about it but then I am considering.
and if I really get a new digital camera, it will be a new collection to my gadgets(which all are being bought with my SH pay!)
So, I am super considering about it. =X


Oh and by the way, I am blogging using the computer @ standing, BUT i am not being paid okay! So i wouldn feel so guilty! Perhaps on sunday I shall post another entry DURING working hours!
Who doesnt get rebellious on their last day!? HAHAHAHAHA! OOOOPS! and I kinda warned Adeline about it. :) I am going to have 6 hrs of lunch break on that day.


I feel V V V V sian that my life is all about work now!
Not that I really dislike...just that, maybe I should make it more interesting a lil! :D
Time to get to understand my books, I know they have been waiting for me.
Dearest BOOKS, please wait 5 more days before I fall in love with you guys! :))
I know I will and I know I will conquer you people!!!!!


that's all for now!
and i dont know why, I am feeling just a teeny weeny sad. ):

cheer up FL.
life's good! :D


and I hope SWEET is feeling better after his surgery! :D


at 1:11 AM




many things in my mind about the past 9 months at 1:20 AM

official last week, last 7 days. :)
and that will end my 9 months in StarHub.

Should I say, the sad feeling sink in already or should I say actually all along I'm feeling sad just that not showing is the best option?
I have got to say, on the last day, I'll really feel a sense of relief, really.
Too much things coming our way, to be honest, I already cannot take the stress that I just choose not to bother with it. And, seriously, I feel v v v v apologetic to kwang. I know I have been leaving him alone to do all the shits. To console myself, he just has got to take over my position. Hopefully, the team will work well together and not have any dispute!! And hopefully the devil in disguise does not flare up.

I still remember the first day I came to work at PSCSC. So many unfamiliar faces.
Lucky to say, I'm more towards the social butterfly. It's easy to strike a convo with someone.
Just like how I first get to know.. Rajendran, Alex Yow(cos he tot us night duties), my beloved girlfriend Val, not forgetting chipmunk Alvin and later got to know nicneo after a week. Seriously the first month in SH, these are the few people I always talk to. Work is always fun with Esther around. =) She is those REALLY cool girl, and I'm serious when I say she's REALLY cool. =) she can answer in the most COOL way of hers! After 2 weeks in SH, a new girl came in to join the backend team, Qian lin.
To be honest, I think EVERYONE knows, I didn't really have a gd start with Qianlin because of some misunderstand which I have never exposed. LOL! =P but we both know about it, and we are ALREADY fine after 1-2 days!

What happened was, she didn't know there's a difference between AO and upgrade. And I did not teach her that, the trainer did! So all along I assumed she knew. =/ So one fine day, when I came back from lunch, she kinda shouted at me in the backend room and i swear she was DAMNNN angry! so yea, I GOT SHOCK LIKE FOR god knows how long! and when she went for her lunch, there goes my watertap. =/ Just couldn't stop crying. And then after that I couldn't take it, I called Esther and talked t her for almost 45 mins outside level 2 toilet! =X
Seriously, I don't know how many times I cried in SH, but I don't think got >10.
the best part is.... I'm not even from frontline yet I had cried! Record breaking yea? =/


I guess SH has got to be my longest job, well, minus the almost a yr job w Popular cos that one kinda ad-hoc. =X Working with SH ain't that bad, but when your job scope keep increasing, it's REALLY crazy. from simple dso upgrade transfer of 2 centres, to 4 centres can get REALLY crazy. Thank god for the wonderful peeps who have fight together for 9 months! :)
Every single one, I feel really grateful. Esther, Qianlin, NickNeo, Shirla, Soon Tat, Tesmmon, Elaine.
To the new members now: Kwang, Eugene, Khai, Rafe.


I don't know if I will be back with SH after my TW trip, hopefully I will. But I really want to try Frontline, which I know MANY people will disapprove since they know how easy I can cry! =X
but everything also must try right, never try, never know! :D


Really have got to thank Janet for everything.
Right from the start of hiring me as backend. :) She'll definitely remember how I talk alot during the grp interview JUST TO GET THE JOB. She'll definitely remember how I told her, I use the computer 24/7. Like when I wake up to the moment I sleep. :) And she'll definitely remember that I'm a crybaby(but I have got to say, I am not! maybe now that I'm turning 21, i'll try not to be)
Really had a lot of happy moments w Janet. She's more than just a manager to me. She's like a friend.
Who I can play games with, whatsapp and talk real nonsense with! :)
She trusts me with A LOT of things and I am really really really glad about it. :)
it's hard to earn people trust. :)


Sad to say, the happy journey is all coming to an end.
I'll no longer be able to sit infront of the computer to do all the crazy provisioning, to solve cases.
no longer be able to laugh at customers.
no longer be able to have so much laughter in a day.
no longer be able to see a smile which I would like to see everyday.
no longer be able to play high noon w Husaini, Nikolas, ZX.
no longer be able to wait for people for lunch.
no longer be able to bitch with kwang and others.


I'll miss warming boxes early in the morning.
I'll miss replying email within 5 mins.
I'll miss the skinny guinea pig next door.
I'll miss buying tea every morning.
I'll miss signing the backend envelopes.
I'll miss every single one! ))))):


And hopefully my sister will survive well in SH. :)
Thankfully she got the job, thankfully Janet gave her the chance! (:
She's much stronger than me in personality wise. Although she may cry too, definitely not as easy as me.
She can shoot people better than me. =)
And I know I don't have to worry for her because someone else will look after her in centre. :)
Just hope, everything will go well for her.
Although I really dont know if my presence at work makes any difference to her.

To my beloved sister: 
SERIOUSLY, sister I just want to say, everytime you cry, you dont know how much I feel like crying, because I really didn't mean to push you to frontline.
Everyone asked me why I push you to die, but at that moment, there was just no opening for backend. ):
I am really sorry. ):
Everytime I see you got scolded by customer, I feel really bitter. It's like, I can't do anything to help you. ):
PLEASE STAY STRONG SISTER, I KNOW YOU WILL.
PLEASE STOP AT 3 okay!?!!?!?! you get what I mean, I know you do.


I've gone through quite a lot while working in SH.
Handle stress, fellow team-mates, staffs, attitude, friendships and even relationship.
There's one thing which I don't think I've strengthen. =(
I'm not a person who will reject request, from the first day..
I'll take in every single request by staffs. It's hard for me to say NO.
you know like those smoking campaign.. "learn to say NO!"
it's HARD, really HARD! =(


7 days later, I'll put my full concentration on books. :)
no more STB, upgrades, dso, transfer.
I'll miss a lot of people. and I know the morning I wake up, I will feel different.
but I'll definitely move on and continue with my life.
Afterall, I AM SUPPOSED TO BE A FULL TIME STUDENT.
(I totally don't feel like it at all. I feel as though I'm a working adult, taking part time degree. how sad! I thought my uni life was going to be SUPER wonderful and awesome!)


I'll miss YOU the most because you are the most impt friend of mine in SH. :)
I really have a lot to say to you, but I'm not gonna get emo...not YET.


I shall embrace this last 7 days. :)
lunch w people who i v v v long didnt have lunch with or have not had lunch with them before! :)


i feel heartache. at 12:33 AM

8 more working days! ):

and now i feel sad already.

why should i even think of staying?
when truth is, my presence isnt that impt actually.
it's just me thinking that my presence is impt. =/
maybe the knock in the head by the shutter cleared my mind.


the heartache feeling. =( 


what should i do?! ))): at 12:37 AM

Honestly I feel kinda troubled today.

Went to work today, didn't really talk much at first, trying to clear as much things as possible. :)
finally got my email cleared! :)
I am counting down to my last day. (am i or am i not?! that's why im troubled)


To be honest, it's really v v v tiring to work and study.
It's like I am really afraid of calls when Im not working! And I'm usually NOT working! =X
Hello, come'on! im only a part-timer! ): Im v sure you guys can handle by yourself right?! ):
yea, that's right! =X i don't want to have a mind full of work n studies!
it's like even when i study, i need to worry about work! I REALLY do not like this feeling!
if only, if really only... i can study w my full concentrated mind and then when i go back to work, it's like giving my mind a break.
i don't want to add in unnecessary stress to myself! SERIOUSLY.
if my workload isn't this much, i would definitly stay. but now, i really need to weigh the pros and cons! ):
Maybe i should just give myself a break, and then get into the study mood for 7 days! and when i get into the mood, i'll consider if i want to work then. =X
I really dont know if I should continue working or not!


My sole reason for leaving = I really want to score well!!!


yet, there are many other reasons for my stay! =/
(which i can't say it's not impt! just that maybe it's not that impt compared to the reason why im leaving!)
yes, if im staying it's because of the people.
Seriously, I am already tired of working. Tired of all the jobs, tired of having more things to do!
tired of all the shits that I have got to clear tgt w the rest! ):
Tired of digging forms, tired of churning reports, tired of solving some mysterious cases.
Everytime when I have got to work, I will dread it..(it's really sudden!)
maybe because the people who i used to LOVE to work w are gone! ):
I really do not have the passion to work anymore! =/
Plus, there's just some hidden unhappiness! Kind of dislike it! =(
it's because of FRIENDS and JANET that's why I stay(if i really do!)

seriously, Janet has been really really really nice to me.
she really take good care of me from the first day i start work! I really really really feel grateful to have her as my boss! and not just that as a friend! :)
she can really talk nonsense w me on whatsapp and everything else!
and because of that, i get soft-hearted when she ask me to stay! =(((((
I have not tell her the answer. =( because RIGHT now i am still v v confused!

next, i'll feel sad because it's like I wouldnt get to see A LOT of people if i leave! ):
I wouldn't get to see people like honghan, nikolas, nick teng, adeline, vicki, kwang, raj, muhammad, and many many many more! no more interesting things in my life! ):
(MINUS ALL THE WORKLOAD) it's really fun working at PSCSC!
i'll miss those times if i leave! ( i know, one has got to move on! )


and i'll feel even more sad.... that i wouldn get to see HPY. ):
he's like the person who can bring smile to my face, the one who will look at me and give me the brightest smile. im v sure when i leave SH, i also wouldn get to see him often. ): not that i fear my friendship w him will weaken, just the..... "miss" feeling that i'll definitely feel!

so yes, its because of the PEOPLE if i stay.





I REALLY CANT MAKE UP MY MIND.





but now, i think i should just sleep first!



nights all.


though i don't feel alright at 9:45 PM

i feel blessed because of the number of people who msged me.


fl will be alright soon.



and i feel happy because of the one and only call which cheered me up.
thanks.


it's all myself to blame. at 12:48 PM

if you have something in your heart that you can't express, that you can't share.. what would you do?
and you feel really awful about it.






psycho-ing myself, isn't helping... at all.


perhaps it will all get better from march onwards.
pretence sucks. faking sucks.
that's why i feel so sucky, for pretending, for faking.



and for the first time, I am being selfish.


I am truly sorry to whoever is involve in this.


if something is not happening for you, it doesn't mean its never gonna happen. it just means you're not ready for it.


at 11:44 PM

im too tired to blog.


so, good night. :)


i feel quite bitter. =/
this is gonna be the last month. 12 more days. =(
我好舍不得！可是，我真的需要读书！


at 6:40 AM

Currently at the chalet, did not sleep the entire day, plus now I'm nt that tired. Maybe just cos pass my sleeping time alr! ):

I wanted to go watch sunrise, but I guess, the rest are falling aslp! Even HPY is like sleeping already! I thought at least he would have gone w me! ); booohoo, feels sad yo! It's not always that I get to see sunrise! Ohwell, nvm. ):

It's scary to gamble. And it's scary to see how ppl gamble! :/
Hope CNY will pass soon, so there wouldn b any more gambling around!
It's a fun stay at chalet, but... I am emo somehow! I guess must b pms ba! :/

Work in 3 hrs? (:
I should get some rest right? :/


at 12:27 AM

Not in the mood to gamble, seriously.
就有一种莫名的伤感。。。
就是开心不起来。。。


at 11:26 PM

It quite weird, this feeling.


What an emo night!


at 10:00 PM

Quite a boring V day! ):


JJ party! at 12:57 AM

Some pictures from JJ party! :D










and of cos, pictures w HPY! :D





Thank you for your companion! :D which made the day even more special and fun! :D 


and JJ makes me happppppppppyyyyyyy! <3<3<3
if only i can 亲口告诉JJ..“亲人节快乐！”　
我爱死你了！



im v v v tired tonight, no idea why! so im going to sleep already! good night! :D


LIN JUN JIE MELTS MY HEART. HPY MAKES MY HEART SMILE! :D at 1:28 AM

it's a cold night now but im feeling damnnnnn warm in the heart! :D

today is really really a GREAT day! :D
and i HEART 12022011!
because I shook Lin Jun Jie's hand and he smiled at me and said "xie xie"
because JJ looked into my eyes for 3 secs while he sing!(3 secs is enough to melt my heart!)
because i got the albums and tickets signed! :D
because i spent the day with HPY! :D


Went to work today morning and chiong the forms and everything by 1pm! :)
Left at 2.30pm and walked to heerens
THE QUEUE IS FREAKING LONG, saw li ting there, so chat w her a lil. and then queue by myself.
start to queue @ 3pm.
with JJ's song on my itouch and reading my book(okay this lasted for only abt 30mins)
and then i was playing with my iphone and everything else! was so scared that hpy couldnt find me!
but he really did surprise me for being SUPER on time! :)
not that i think he'll be late, just that cos he's out w a grp of friends who he doesnt meet up often, so even if he wants to spend more time with them, i am really fine! :) but nonetheless, he really really did surprise me when he called exactly @ 4.30pm! :D
was still at the same position queuing! :)
by 5.30pm, got album signed. and YES IM GOING TO SAY AGAIN, I SHOOK HIS HAND! :D


went to have lunch/dinner, hk cafe! i love ice horlick! :D
I did something retarded with the menu! ooops! =X
Having meal with HPY is not anything special, because i can get to eat with him whenever we get to work on the same day! There's no difference with the meal today, just that... i feel my hpy's unique way of love towards me! BY DISTURBING ME!!!!! (: dinner was enjoyable and funny! :D

After dinner went to queue for JJ party 5 @ Scape! :)
was DAMNNN near the stage!
and once again, thank you hpy for your HELP! for being JJ's fan for a day?! LOL
for helping me take SUPER clear videos and photos!
AND FOR BEING THERE WITH ME!!!!!! you just don't know how special you add to the whole event!!! :D
it's alright that we didn't get the poster SERIOUSLY! :) it's a bonus if we got it, but i really didn't mind! :D

im kinda tired now, so will post up the photos in my blog tmr! :D
if you are interested you can go and view the photos in my FB! it's up!!!!! :D



okay, though i am v v v high, i want to sleep now cos tmr will be a LONG day! :))))


nights all!


at 10:17 AM

when i walk into the office today, i heard.. "cos you bring out the best in me..."
and i know it will be a goooooood day! :DDD


just another happy happy happy x 100000 day! :D at 1:27 AM

my ntlogin got disabled! ): roar, feel quite upset about it! but at the same time, it's just another sign that i should really go! have to admit, felt quite sucky at first, but then, nevermind! decided to live with it! I am still going back to work tomorrow!

and i am v v v excited abt JJ's event! HELLO, it's like...... 15 more hrs! I am literally counting down, every hr! I am so excited that i don't know if i will be able to fall asleep! omgosh! hahahahahaha! :D

I am not just happy because of this, and because of something else which can only be disclosed tomorrow night!!!! :D HEHEHE! I can't believe I am.. so creative and artistic! :P

my day can be good as long as i wake up and give myself a smile before I start my day! :)
it's even a better day when friends around you are happy too! :) 



got to mug hard from 15th onwards! I WILL.


happy day despite my elephant leg! :D at 11:27 PM

it's a HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY day! :D
despite my elephant leg!


1) finally booked tix to TW! :D yayyyy! :) $399.50/person! but awwww, i wouldn get to sit with HPY. ): but nevermind! still happy that we are CONFIRM going to TW! because i was damn scared that we might just cancelled it! :D and we're going to book the hotel v v v soon too! :D I am getting v v v excited. although im not sure if im the only one that excited for the trip! LOL! :) hopefully i can get to see luo zhi xiang, pan wei bo! :P which is like quite impossible! but maybe got chance right! :D


2) I can get to see JJ in 2 more days! <48 hrs! :D I am also V V V excited! :) It's even a more happy event because hpy is going with me! that's like double happiness in a day! :) first, i will get his autograph then i'll be going to his party! :D YAYYYYY! in just <48hrs! I scared I can't sleep tomorrow!!!!!!!!!


3) I had a fun night with important PEOPLE! :D mummy, dad, sister, hpy, zxpy! :D
mummy and dad was being their classic self and being the oh-so-lame-yet-funny parents! :P
we all had laughter the entire night! :D and thank you mummy for cooking dinner for my friends! :)
and we youngsters, even though we lose money tonight, im sure we all had fun right?


4) Because now my mummy and dad gets to know not just my BFF, but also my HPY! okay maybe they don't know he's my HPY, but at least they know him already! :D Im HAPPPPY! :D


if only, everyday can be this happy! life would be so great!
but without the sadness, we wouldnt know how happy we can truly be! :)
maybe i shouldnt bother abt what's bothering me, and just stay happy and flash that SMILE everyday! :D

my leg is getting better already, at least i can walk now, not like yesterday! it was really v bad yesterday!
but please, i dont want to go sinseh again k! it's scary REALLY. =X


I realised, I can get amazed by the smallest thing, like sweet mandarin oranges! I shall not get too amazed over small stuffs! But then... if so... then i wouldnt be FL anymore RIGHT? hahahahahaha!!


okay, got to work tomorow!

nights all!


my not-so-pleasant surprise! ): at 9:21 PM

SURPRISE SURPRISE! okay, not at all! and this time round, it's not even a pleasant surprise! ):
yes, i've officially injured my leg! my 2nd time to sinseh! first time was because of my elbow and now....
i dont know what's hurt, only heard her saying 伤到ren dai(i dont know the chinese character either!), and she asked me not to walk too much! thank you kwang for agree to take over me tomorrow till 2pm! i think i should just stop walking for at least these 2 days! if not, JJ will see me in this state leh! HOW HOW HOW! ):
i swear it hurts A LOT! ))))): *tears drop* 





after some serious thinking. :) at 10:08 AM

 When you cry because of what your friend said, there's only one reason and that's cos this friend of yours must be real impt n that you care every single thing he/she says. (:

It may be truth, just an opinion or even a joke, you'll think about it seriously and take it into deep consideration. :)

And even if you did smth wrong, this same friend of yours would definitely correct you and bring you back to the correct path.

There's many great things friends will be able to assist you, but definitely you'll need to put in your own effort in everything. No point having someone pushing you in doing something but you yourself is not doing anything abt it!


My hell routine will start as of(after this blog post). Only going to take a break for lunch, dinner and when I bath. But then, I'll stop studying @ 1130pm every night! :) then leisure time from then on! Fair enough right?
I'll studying like mad! because someone told me... when I still can make a difference to my result, I better do smth abt it before it's too late! :))))) and this certain someone told me to study hard too. :) And... I know this someone cares for me! :D Though sometimes his way of concern is unique, I still feel his love! :P
For myself, I am going to start studying n wouldn't give up.
And for YOU!!!!!! I'll score well so that you'll b proud of me! :))))
and to the same YOU, thank you for making me think in the middle of the night, about everything and about myself. :)
i really appreciate your help since the day we started to HTHT.


Before anything else, one last thing...
this song is dedicated to my HPY..

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand and I knew that this was gonna be our time
I dont ever wanna lose this feeling,
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side,
that's why I love you

Everyday that I'm here with you,
I know that it feels right, (so right, so right)
and I've just had to be near you every day and every night,
(every night)
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side and thats why I love you

I treasure our friendship. :) I love you!!!


a short post w super mixed emotion. at 11:46 PM

i dont know why but such a msg cause a few drop of tears... feel so weak.
physically n mentally.


i want to escape.




can I?



on the other hand, im still thankful, grateful and all the positive terms that one can find, that i have a good friend, who.......... cares for me that much to remind me to study. :) and of cos, I will. Thank you hpy. :)
my life.. will be super different w/o you. :)


my beloved macro, micro, absm, ala, ac.......
im going to haunt you before you guys haunt me. :)
and trust me, I'm gonna defeat you guys one by one.
I SHALL NOT BE A NOOOOOOOB!


at 10:47 PM

i know, eventually there will be someone who will appreciate me.


to the someone impt! :D at 8:37 PM






to the person who felt damn sian @ work today!!! I hope this will take away your frustration okay!!!
SMILE!!!! :) Hope when I see you tomorrow, you'll smile k!(with your mi mi yan!) :D


waking up feeling not at all happy. at 10:14 AM

fl is getting a lil tired about schedule.


and my best bud is no longer working, who am i supposed to bitch to? ROAR! ):


someone save me!

my life seems to be in a mess, and i dont know where to start. too many things coming my way.


i should just STOP everything and focus on my studies. that's the right way. RIGHT?


sometimes, i just shouldnt bother SO much at all, it's not even beneficial to me!


my eventful 5th of feb. :) at 7:17 PM

slept till damn shiok today.
i wanted to go to work, but thinking of who will be at work today.... i went back to sleep.
no more esther.. nickneo...
and then sister not working today, buddy left for aussie, hpy also not working, vicki on AL, wahhhh! really ahhhhh!
woooot~ so i went back to sleep till 12 plus. =X
I was actually awake at 8am already, heng i this week also hit 22 hrs already!

and there's a few more reason why i don't want to go back to work!
one of them is because someone decided to call me yest to qns me. kns la!
hello, my off day leh! if dont have anyone, just tell cust 24 hrs la!
omg, isnt that the SLA to begin w! even if it's urgent case it's still 24 hr! so what's the rush!
spoil my mood totally.
and bob asked me to work life balance. =/
actually true, when i'm out.. sometimes there are still calls abt work which sometimes i really dislike it. =(
anyway....
my next working day is on friday and then sunday. 
this means that i wouldn get to see the someone impt for many many many days! ):



yesterday met up with a few hubbers to attend Raj's wedding @ perumal temple. :)
never attend indian wedding before and this was the first!!! :)
hopefully he'll be more mature, and stop playing with my chair and giving me heart attack.
or stop stamping the exception stamp on my foot. -.-
hahaha! it was great attending the wedding. :)
woke up freaking early though, 6.15am to get ready and guess what, i am still late! but guess what, everyone in the end took the SAME train! HAHAHAHAH! :)
esther was on the purple line, and then i saw anna and husaini so we also board the same train.. and then when we are alighting @ farrer park, we look to our right of the train, we saw zhaoxiang, nickneo and chanhui! hahahaha! SO QIAO RIGHT!!!! =P

and raj rent the longest limo i've ever seen thus far!! SERIOUSLY long! and it's damn nice inside too!!!


took some photos w hubbers! :D


after wedding met up with yvonne and we went to raffles city. FLYB day out! :D
sorry babe, made you wait for me @ farrer park mrt station for almost half an hr!! =X
walk ard raffles city and FELT DAMN SINFUL!
we had BnJ(thanks leo for the treat!), and then we walk from city hall to plaza sing, where i went to give energy to someone who felt damnnn tired! =)
and then went we reach PS, we had bbtea! OMGNESS. tell me how not to feel sinful?
after that walk down to orchard to 313, then to kovan to meet lijie and siting, damn long since we saw the both of them. at least i still get to see li jie in school! and we had mac fries and green tea. (SINFUL again!)
after that, we went to yvonne's place to have steamboat and beer!
SERIOUSLY SINFUL! =X

and LEO NARDO, thanks for your 200 nano nano! :DDDD
it was a great reunion for FLYB! :D
i'll see you again in 2012, and i know we'll still keep in contact via whatsapp, msn or even email! :D
please take care of yourself!!!!!!!!



i love my bestfriend!!!! :D



and to end this post,
I miss my handsome HPY just cause I didn't get to see him today!! :))
damn nice la, this photo! :DD
HPY, you also got mi mi yan when you smile lo! :P


thumbs down! ): at 12:57 AM

somehow, tonight...

i don't feel right...
because bff is going back tomorrow. and this means, 1 yr plus later then i get to see him.
although i know there's skype and everything, i just feel upset. ):
hopefully he'll study hard and jiayou @ shanghai!!!!
how i hope i can visit him! ):
leo, im starting to miss you already! )))): 


thank you hpy for applying qcy on my wound.
it's freaking pain seriously, but as i said.. i wouldn cry.




shall blog tmr, im kinda lazy and not in the mood now.



i dislike myself for feeling this way. 


CNY day 2. at 12:39 AM

I'm going to post something disgusting! So if you have just eaten your lunch/dinner or whatever, do not read on!
you will vomit! seriously! dont say i never warn you!!!!



it started off like this.....

and then... it shock me when i saw this.....

and now...it became damn red! ):


Damn sad and pain @ the same time! ): I think, I hate bathing because of this! SERIOUSLY when the water touch it. WOOOOOOT~ can shout and scream like no tomorrow! sighhhhhh! trouble in walking i swear! somemore tomorrow going Raj wedding! must wear nice nice mah!


met with LEO NARDO <3 today! :D
caught green hornet w him, and went to claud's hse for surprise party!
it was hard and a tough job... to blindfold him(no, i didnt in the end. came to an agreement that he'll close his eyes!)
I totally miss my bestfriend who only come back to SG once a year! ):
went to arcade to play jukebox that thing also! totally love spending time with leo nardo! :D
gonna spend another day with him tomorrow w FLYB, and hopefully he'll get to meet my hpy. :)

and today, i met a cute boy.
when kids are young and they are obedient, they are really really adorable.
esp when they call you.."jie jie, jie jie..."
look at his eyes! mi mi yan, super cute leh! :P he was playing with my piano!!!! :) so i ask him, want to take photo.. he said yes! :)))))) i am not a pedophile! i just think he's super adorable! :)
and of cos all kids are adorable! :)

especially one that wear long sleeve shirt w bow tie to the zoo!!!!!! :P


it's gonna be a gd day tomorrow(well, minus the skin tear at my heel.)


im thankful. at 3:16 AM

i am grateful.


i feel touched by his lil simple actions or words.
hopefully he isn't hurt by the slip just now while trying to find a cab for us. :)
seriously, i have many things to tell him. :)
12th feb will be a gd day! :)))))


I am happy that I've found a friend who will always be there. :)))


Thank you my brightest STAR! :D



at 5:56 AM

爱情 也许没有想象的永远 才会有人忙着说再见....


happppy CNY at 3:52 AM

HELLO!
I am here blogging again @ 3AM! :)
Because I fell asleep just now for about half an hr, and came back online because someone impt is still online! :)
main motive.. to disturb him! HAHAHAHA! okay, i am joking! 
I came back online to continue to 守岁 for my parents! I really didnt mean to fall aslp! but I was tooooo tired! =X how am i supposed to look pretty later?! LOL!!!!


It was esther's last day @ SH on CNY eve.
Wrote her a very pretty card! And for the first time, she send me a sms which made me close to tears!
I'll miss my BEST working partner BADLY! ): still remember there was one month, where i plan the schedule in such a way... whenever she works, i wouldn be working... whenever im working, she wouldn be working.
which i totally regretted! -.- at that point of time, I was thinking... need someone strong everyday!
(OKAY, BHB SIA! I say myself strong! but i meant, need someone more senior)
Oh well, enjoyed our last breakfast tgt @ PS toastbox early in the morning!!!! :)
it's great to have breakfast w close friends, but the sun was UBER shiny and bright! If only I got my shades! HAHAHAHA! :) then there will be a housefly eating breakfast @ toastbox! HAHAHA!
True friends will stay! :) I'm sure we'll still meet up when we are free!
but for now, ESTHER, you will be missed badly @ work! :)))
thank you for the 8 months and 4 days! :DDDD  (don't even know if esther will ever stumble onto my blog!)


and WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE LEO NARDO! :D
when i receive your sms, i was like OMGGG SINGAPORE NO.! HAHAHAHHA! :DDDDD
i am going to meet you on 4th and on the 5th! I still owe you a lunchbox, i know! =X
yayyy! I am happppy!
it's great to have bff back for a few days!!! 


Sometimes, late @ night...
I start to miss the feeling of having someone that you can call your own.
especially with so many sweet couples ard me.
well, just a random thought. =)


CNY visiting in a few hours! and no work for the next 3 days!
this means can enjoying till crazy! :)))) for at least 3 days, i wouldn be touching my books either!
and like what kwang said.. i got to finish something impt too! HAHAHAHA! :))))
but boohoo, that means, i wouldn be able to see my HPY for at least 2 days! ):
okay, at least i'll get to catch up with my cousins I guess!!! :D 


STAY HAPPY THIS CNY! :)


fl is TIRED at 12:41 AM

im supposed to 守岁but then, I'm V V V V tired! =/
oh oh oh! what am I supposed to do! =X


too tired to blog also.



i should just say,
I will stay positive and happy! :D


 


at 7:20 PM

Just finish reunion dinner! Gonna start my mahjong session soon with my family. :)
sorry sister, I am going to suck your money on CNY EVE! :P
i am so going to suck my parents money toooooo!


no rabbit deco in my hse! )))):
boooohoooooooo!
okay, i shall go draw rabbit and paste on my room wall later! :)
I hope horse has good fortune in yr of rabbit! (:



okay, gonna try the goodies! :D


at 2:55 AM

prawning is not fun.


it's CNY eve! :D
let's get into the mood! ((((:



confused mind.
but...STAY HAPPY! :D 


at 9:39 AM

Is it cos I'm tired or cos I cried?


at 9:18 AM

I feel as though I'm stupid. Silly me.

假装没事了。。