I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky
What is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life

Well, I've been afraid of changing
Cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older too

Well, I've been afraid of changing
Cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older, too
Well, I'm getting older too

So, take this love and take it down
Yeah, and if you climb a mountain and you turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well maybe
Well maybe
Well maybe the landslide will bring you down

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Hi (:
My name is FANGLIN and I rawkz!
Twenty-one candles on the 26th June '11. I ♥ Singing, Laughing, and Stoning.

FRIENDS
is the bomb.
i love love love my friends TTM!
xoxo


withlotsof♥♥♥♥




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at 12:50 AM

i know i said i wouldn't blog.
I'mjustupset,maybetooupset.
IknowImnevergoodenough,neverwillbe.
ithurtsmebad.
fml.


happinessistheonlythingthatyoucan'tbuy,sobehappy.
imTRYING.


my last post till 17th may. :D at 12:17 AM

Will be taking a break from blogging. :)
So this is gonna be my last post, my next post maybe on the 17th May.(because i have 10 days break till next paper!)



Haven't been doing much other than, books, eat, books, 15mins power nap,books, eat, 9pm show, books, SLEEP.
Yea, it just keep repeating. really interesting life I have got, but really no choice.
Just 37 more days and it will be over. :) Then it will be June. I really can't wait for June.
Yvonne's quiting work in June! :) Then I can spend more time with her. (:
Swim, sing, camp, whatever! Because I will have nothing to worry about. Books? no way!
Work! No work till July! :DDD So this means, June is a total ENJOYMENT month! :D
TAIWAN TAIWAN TAIWAN! :]
and when I come back, 21st in 4 days! (:
No party but I am still excited! :D

What if I am already doing my best with the remaining time I have and I still do not get the result that I want?
I actually fear.
What will become of me? ): I really do not want to think about it now.
Because it scares me a lot. ):
Learnt my lesson, Slack too much this year. Year 2 of my study year is not at all good. ):
Minor regrets here and there, but I will make sure I get back on my feet in Year 3 and HOPEFULLY my final year. (:


Actually if given a chance, I would want to change MANY things.
2010-2011, I have chose to work more. Which I thought was a more practical idea. I still don't know if it's practical now.
If I have choose to quit in September in 2010, I would be more active in Esprimere. I would still be as close to them. To be honest, I miss quite a few of them. Especially those east-siders.
My across-road neighbour, my one bus ride(60) away brother, my oh so close Gd friend who stay in pasir ris who has also become prettier. Yea, especially these 3. ):
I mean, I brought this upon myself, I can't blame anyone else. I tried to blend in now. It's tough.
It's like.. I'm an outsider now.
I would definitely be prepared for exams now, because other than play, we would be studying seriously since nov or even dec. ):
I would have these bunch of friends who I can study together. It's just not the same anymore.
Again, I can't blame anyone for that.


But I chose to stay @ work and forgo the CCA which I always enjoy being in it. ):
I chose to earn money and not take allowance from my parents.
I chose to enter this working life, it make it sounds like actually I am studying part time and working full time.
Because honestly, I have been working too much, as a part-timer.
Which then make me realised how much I miss out being a student.
I should be making a lot of friends, instead of working and getting into office conflicts and all the nonsense.
I should be enjoying my uni life with wonderful events and activities.
I thought that choosing work was better because I would be able to see how working adults handle work blahblahblah and stuffs and maybe I can learn from them.
It's tough. NEVER, really.. NEVER study and work at the same time. If really have to, do not put too much effort into work.
But that doesn't mean, don't work seriously. You have to be serious at work, just that you got to put your mind more on the books. Because ultimately, they will bring you the degree that you need to enter the working society in the year to come.
Yes, that's my advice if anyone ever need to work and study at the same time.

I am not saying I regret putting my heart into my job the other time. I am also not saying that I regret working instead of being a full time student-student. There are pros and cons in EVERYTHING.
Maybe it's just this time round, I weigh my pros and cons differently?
You see, because that I work, I get to travel to Taiwan in June, not just that, I got to buy my own iphone, Laptop, Coach wristlet, got my dad a watch, got my mum cooking utensils..
I am not a materialistic person. It's just... I got to finally understand about how we need to work hard to get the things we want.
I am not those girls who will exploit their boyfriend to get stuffs for them. In fact, my love language is quality time and words of affirmation(or was it affection?). (: I demand quality time! LOL!!!
Anyway, If I want something, I will get it using my own means. I will definitely work hard for it.

Of course, I lose some things, I must have gain some things also.
Needless for me to say, other than the good pay @ work.
I have gain friendships. Ultimately, having to know this very one nice guy is enough.
But it's more than just that. :)
I guess I have left a good impression to my managers. That they ask me to go back to work soon.
At least, I know I don't have to go through all the waiting time to find a job after exams. (:
Frictionaly Unemployment: caused by time taken to search for the right job. 
There is imperfect knowledge... (OKAY, got to stop now. before i continue on writing an essay abt unemployment.)
Also make me realised that I am capable of "leading" a team. I may not be the best out there, at least I was given the chance to "manage" the team of just a few people. But yea, it just somehow test my leadership skills which I kinda DID NOT use them at work. HEY, at least I think I am being mature enough @ work.
There's a difference between the working me and the Off-work me. =X
Afterall I am only 20-turning-21, how mature and adult-ish can I be? I am already learn and on the way to become one independent woman.
How long will it takes, no one knows.


I've learnt my mistake and I definitely will not make the same mistake in 2011-2012.
If I really got to work .. I will leave in.. Nov latest. :)
I will give myself ample time to study for exams. Not like this year. ):


Okay, my last post shall end here. :)
Good luck to all and myself for Year 2 exams. :)
I want more than just a pass for my year 2 exams, because it kinda determine my honours.
and it's scary to think that next year will be my last year as a student, and then I really have got to enter the working society already. ):



While watching channel 8 show, Pierre Png told Rui'en..
"I hope our friendship will be like the scar, which will forever be there. If you just let me be good to you, I'll be contented." 


at 11:25 PM

I've probably become VERY dependent.
I'm sorry.

That's all I want to say.
and you know this is to you.


G.O.O.D F.R.I.DA.Y at 10:22 AM

I am not a mountain tortoise, you owl!


It's good friday today!
Not like it makes any difference to me or something!
But hopefully it will be good.
And I am sure, whatever I say will not happen, so to the person who think that my curse will happen... IT WOULDN'T. (hopefully it wouldn't come true. if not im sure he wouldn't want to talk to me ever again.)




STUDY.


I miss all these doodles. ):


GLEE at 11:24 PM

Okay, turns out.. today is quite a good day. :)

I studied quite a lot today.
if only everyday can start like today. LOL!
ya, continue to dream fl. tsktsk.


I am DONE. cleared all topics for macro. :)
HURRAY.
OKAY exam papers exam papers. i need to ace my macro and absm! :D


Okay, got an awesome song to intro.

Dixie Chicks - Landslide
first heard it in glee and then went to youtube it. It's really an awesome song. Both the tune and the lyrics. :)

I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky
What is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life

Well, I've been afraid of changing
Cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older too

Well, I've been afraid of changing
Cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older, too
Well, I'm getting older too

So, take this love and take it down
Yeah, and if you climb a mountain and you turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well maybe
Well maybe
Well maybe the landslide will bring you down

What's a great song to me?
A great song is when listener can easily relate to the song, and it's soothing to the ear, and meaningful lyrics.


Talking about GLEE. 
There's this contest by StarHub!
http://www.starworldasia.tv/glee2
There's a chance to win a pair of tix to LONDON to watch GLEE LIVE! :D OH YES!  I AM EXCITED JUST BY TALKING TO ALEX ABOUT IT! =D
LIKE OMGGGGG! and it's happening on the 25th June. Many great things got to happen in June huh? :)
SO, please, whatever that I plan in June, please have a happy ending too! =X
OKAY, I really want to win this competition.
THE TIX TO LONDON IS ALSO INCLUDED, PLUS THE LODGING! OMGNESS.
I WANT TO GO LONDON. TRUST ME, it's gonna be my best 21st birthday present if I get to go London and see those GLEE cast! :DDDD
I mean, they are definitely not coming singapore isn't it? :)
AND good thing is...... all I have to do, is to submit the form about the glee character I like! :D
SO, Im gonna do it V soon(like NOW!), cos I don't want it to affect my exams! :)
AND THEN PRAY THAT I GET TO GO LONDON!!!!!!! :D
IF NOT, I HOPE ALEX WILL GET IT, THEN I ALSO CAN GO LONDON! LOL! 
AND BELOVED FRIENDS, YOU CAN ALSO TAKE PART IN THE CONTEST AND IF YOU WIN, PLEASE BRING ME ALONG W YOU! It will really be my most awesome 21st if that happens! :D


Okay, I'm tired.
GOOD NIGHT, gonna mug more tomorrow! :)
EXAMS, here I come. (:





Teardrops on my Guitar at 9:08 AM

Didn't sleep well the whole night.
Was awake at 7am. Just lying on the bed, not doing anything.
Plug in my earpiece, listen to songs, hopefully to fall back to sleep. but FAILED.
I really dislike the feeling when I have the luxury to sleep yet I always can't sleep. ):
Just don't feel right at all.

So heard this song.... it has been super long since i listen to this song.

Taylor Swift -Teardrops on my Guitar



If I could sing half as nice as her, I will be SO glad. ):




I fake a smile so he wouldn't see. :)


head to the shower now.


at 2:42 AM

And I realized.. I ain't that impt anymore.


to risk or not to risk? at 1:40 AM

Met up with Yvonne and Bob for dinner. :)
SUPER late dinner and I swear I was starving! ):
Anyway, I feel happy because I finally get to meet up with Bob. I have been seeing Yvonne often nowadays!
and last saw leo on oovoo. and it has been super long since I last saw Bob.
So yea! :D


And then Bob told us his Master plan! LOL!
He said by end of this year, he needs to find a bf.
I GUESS finally all of us... are feeling the.. " it's time to find that special someone "
For the past few days or maybe weeks.. I have been thinking abt it too. LOL.


It's not being desperate.. Who doesnt want to belong to someone.. to have someone to dote on..
To feel loved and to love. I have always been a person who rather love someone more than being loved.
I think for my past few r/s it had always been.. i love him more than he actually loved me back.
And I don't think this is gonna change. Just that hopefully, I will find someone who will love me as much as I love him. :)
Easy to be said obviously. But I think I will spend another (Idontknowhowlong) to find this special someone.
I do feel lonely sometimes and that.. how I wish I have THAT someone that I can disturb w/o fearing that he'll get mad or irritated.
I mean, yea, I do have friends that i can do the same too, but it's just a DIFFERENT thing. 
I don't know if anyone get what I mean.

Leo said in his 22 yrs of his life, I am the best girl anyone can ever have... so I asked him... So why isn't he in love with me? Then he said, he fear of losing the Friendship and doesnt want to risk it.
To risk or not to risk? 
If we did cross the line 2 yrs ago, what will both of us be now? Happily in love or not even best friend anymore? I much hope 2 yrs ago, we did cross the line. Because no matter what the r/s turn out to be, I am sure to still treat him as my bestfriend.
But both of us chose to keep it to ourselves.

The funny thing is.. a r/s always start out from a friendship. Does this means, those who are in love now actually risk the FS to be together? I guess so. But why are they not afraid of losing a friend then? Or were they very confident about how they feel about each other?

When we were in sec sch, everyone start to say.. how they hope to get married by age of BLAHBLAH..
I remember saying.. I hope to get married by 24.. first kid by 26 then follow by another one when I'm 28.
But at this point of time, I am very sure that.... my plan will definitely be push back.



and to Yvonne Chua,
Babe, I just want to say. It's time to move on. Trust me, there are better one out there for you.
Don't look back and just move forward. :) We all don't want to live in the past isn't it? :)
But whatever it is, I will always be there for you. I have to agree, it's hard to forget first love. :)



to risk or not to risk?
what will you do?

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.


at 12:57 PM

I hate the week of the month....



):


at 10:55 AM


Only saw this when I on my laptop today morning! :D
TEBAN, you totally make my day! :D
STUDY HARD!

I'm gonna study too! :D


at 11:52 PM

Many thoughts in my mind after a day of serious studying and htht with leo.


I'm all out to Ace my first paper and last paper. :)
It's gonna be tough, but I believe I can do it.
Everything else can wait till after all my papers.
That includes something which I haven't settled for V V V long.
So JUNE is the month with great changes. :)
I can't wait. Be it good or bad, I'm turning 21 anyway. Things have got to be on the right track.
Hence, I will change some things... so that they will be on the right track.








I owe YOU an apology. I'm sorry.
will look for you in June too.


Today just ain't right.
I didn't start my day like usual. Sure will take a while to get used to it.


To risk or not to risk...


at 9:23 AM

okay, it's just WEIRD.


awesome friends. :) at 1:47 AM

I feel happy skyping my best friend and YVONNE CHUA in the middle of the night now. 
use oovoo, cos can video call 6 ppl at one time! and now, we all see each other.
I know I look unglam but who cares with good friends right? :)




Leo Nardo, please come back Singapore soon. So that I can whine to you. ):
I miss how you look at me and know what's up in my mind. ):
Like how we used to say, we read each other like tissue paper. 








happy birthday! at 9:29 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEO NARDO! :DDDDDD


withmanymanymanylove,


happy day. :D at 10:23 PM

Gonna turn in early tonight, gotta accompany my sister to NTU tomorrow. ):
And it's super early in the morning, therefore... Yup. =)



Super adorable Stitch! :DDDD
New collection added on the 17th April 2011.
THANKYOU HPY! :DDDD


Happy 19th birthday Jasmine! :DDDD
We celebrated quite late ah! but still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D 














Gotta cherish whatever I have now.
Gotta treasure everything now, Before it's too late.
Don't worry, there's nothing wrong with me physically or mentally.
Just feel as though life is super unpredictable.
And I don't like unhappiness and everything. :)
For now, I hope my exams to finish fast so that I can enjoy myself in Taiwan! :)
I am looking forward to the Taiwan Trip V V V much, although I know I just might feel "not right" there.
the not right feeling = 1 word that starts with J (hpy, you should know what's the word.)



Study hard from now on, FL! :D
you can do it. you can do it. you really can do it.
believe in yourself. :)




when we both start to get busy in life in the future, I'll still make time for you. :)
Because you always make my day! Thankyou! :) 
and, dont feel guilty for today already. :) you're forgiven. Hope to see you soon. :D


at 11:07 AM

PMS day. ):
I feel grumpy.




and I am getting irritated V easily.
damn it.


胡夏 DAY! at 11:40 PM

I did another crazy request! omgness. LOL.



changed my phone AGAIN today.
the previous one couldn't sync with Itunes. ):
Started off my day feeling damn sian, but then after seeing someone bright bright smile, my day was better.
Met sis @ somerset after that to go for the 胡夏's fan gathering! :)
and woooot, DJ Jia Fa is Handsomeeeeeee! :D
Took a photo with him after the event! :D

and of course, the 主角 is still fellow 90's baby - 胡夏!









Trust me man, if this is JJ's event! I would have gone crazy! and mad crazy! IT'S LIKE.. SUPER CLOSE INTERACTION WITH HX! SUPER NEAR REALLY SUPER! I WAS SITTING IN THE FIRST ROW SOMEMORE! OMGNESS! HIGHHHHHHHH! xD! SOFA SEAT SOMEMORE LEH! NOT SIT ON THE FLOOR. like WOOOOOOT! :D
Really didn't expect to see him in SG lor! It was all LUCK! :DDD who knows I dialed 933 and it just went through. :DDDDD
OH MAN.

Had Steamboat @ home in the night. :)
DELICIOUS MAN! :DDD
After that.. Family norm activities on saturday night.
MAHJONG. I WON I WON I WON. HEHEHEHE! :DDDDDD
LUCKY DAY TODAY! SERIOUSLY!
=DDDD
So many 自摸！


If everyday is as happy, it would be GOOD. =)


at 11:58 PM

TREATS!


short covers.

我很想爱他 - cover by me!

Yes I love you - cover by me!


okay okay, next cover song on my stressFUL day, will be english song! :D
i'll stand by you, smile? can't decide!



i hate those tiny words, make my eyes super tired.


at 10:39 PM

you will not understand.
you definitely will not understand. ):



lots of determination is needed.
the tiny words. million of them!
and then you realised you dont know how to answer them. OMG. ):
how depressing.
and then, you realised your phone is in a v ROAR situation.
how nice right! ):



depressed max day. ): 


at 5:26 PM

While studying, I miss.............


those times. ):


blog tonight.


at 11:59 PM

it's friday tomorrow! ):
means... one less week till exams!
I'm scared seriously. =(




put your head in the game, FL!


I dislike it. at 11:06 AM

why of all days man! ):
unpredictable though, so i can't get mad.
just unhappy/upset I guess.
you know when you set your mood for something, yet on that day it just got crash for unforeseen circumstances.
it's like, everyone is damn happy and high abt going to sentosa to play.
but then on that day itself, it's having thunderstorm, that kind of feeling..
the down and upset feeling.
ROAR.




Seriously, it brought my mood all the way down.
and crying for such a matter just ain't worth my tears. damn it. 


at 1:10 AM

Maybe I just hope to feel a little more appreciated.


need you now at 10:54 PM

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

at 10:47 AM

It's a new week and it's officially a month before exams..
Revision classes started, waking up at 6am is super torturing.
On saturday, I was so scared that I couldn't wake up, I didn't even sleep well!
I woke up practically at every hr. 3am, 4am, 5am.... Was suppppperrrrr tired after lect on saturday.
As for sunday, same thing, I had morning lect! ):
And what's the bad thing abt Iphone, the batt die SUPER fast.
I totally dread coming wednesday! ): 830-1500 and then 1500-2200. HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE MAN! )))):
Nevermind, I know I eventually will pull through the whole day! Better bring extra phone just in case! =)

Finally get to see CHW on sunday!!! :DDD
Thanks for the lovely bracelet, hongwei and peiyu! :D
it's so pretty that I really really love it! :)
I love personalised stuff! :) especially bracelet or necklace! ((:

I don't know if I am on the way of falling sick or what.
Please man, this isn't the period for me to fall sick.
I feel as though I'm having a temperature.. and I can't stop sneezing.
OH MAN, i realised yest I was kinda caught in the rain before i board the bus to SK.
and then I was sitting directly under the aircon. I can't be THAT weak right? Ohhhnooooo!!

Anyway, it's going to be a mundane week for sure.
At least 4 things for me to look forward to this week.
Changing my iphone on tues, meeting Jas on thurs after my lect, meeting 胡夏!! and Rina's 21st bdae on saturday.
So both my saturday and sunday were spent in school, but lucky me. I've got to meet my HPY. :D
I know when I see him, my day will brighten up. :)
Thanks HPY, for many things actually.
No matter how busy we will get in the future, like when you start school or whatsoever, remember if you need someone to talk to, I'll always be there for you. :D 
因为我们是永远的好朋友!

Someone told me, he thinks I haven't been fully concentrating on my studies. I can't help but agree with so many distractions going on. =(
Maybe after this, I shall just not bother abt other things anymore and study really hard.
So I'm sorry guys, 16th April has got to be my last 21st bdae party that i'll attend.. until my exams are over. ):
I can't jeopardize my studies for anything else.
And also, I've decided to let some feelings go. At least I hope I wouldn't feel them during this time round.
Don't want to get emotional over it, always. =(
And to this someone, thanks for enlightening me. (: 



I'm turning 21 in less than 3 months time.
It's not abt the celebration or anything like that which bothers me now.
But more of... I think it's time that I should learn to be independent.
I used to be independent, but I'm not sure when it stopped. ):
Not just that, it's time that I should be mature and stop being childish.
But of cos, all these doesnt happen with just a snap of fingers. Neither does it happen just because I am turning 21. It wouldn't even happen on the day when I turn 21. it's not like on 26th of June, I will wake up feeling like I'm an adult.
I seem to have split personality I think! It's like.. when I am at work, I am really not how I am when I am outside. I think working makes me feel like I have a responsibility kinda thing? But now that I am not working... mmm.. yea! =X
The child in me has got to sleep soon.


"the meal was good although we didn't talk much.."
this is what I have got to say....
True friends are two people who are comfortable sharing silence together—Ralph Waldo Emerson
or.. 
Sitting Together in Silence with Your Best Friend(though I'm not your bestfriend) and Feeling like It's the Best Conversation You've Ever Had. ((((:







If i'm unhappy, I know I have horlick icecream at home.
but if you are unhappy, you know the 8 digits to dial on your phone. :)


all or nothing. at 11:01 PM

I am excited for my 21st! :DDD
I hope it's like tomorrow cos someone is gonna sing for me~~~~ :)
Totally made my pissed-off day!! :)

Thank you!! :DDDD


at 10:25 PM

omgness.
I was shaking terribly for the first time.....
cos I just sang on air!
OMGNESS.
scaryyy, exciting though! =X

because in the first place, I didn't know I will call through!
woooot! shiok! :D


3 more topics left! :) at 1:57 AM

Finally I am done studying! :)
Topic 10 down!!!!
3 more topics left for Macroecons!
OH YES OH YES! :)))))
Economic growth, fiscal policy and monetary policy!


Today seems like a good day.
I should be as focus as today, although I started studying at quite a late timing! :)



and YOU, i miss you! :DDD 
i really do. though you have been making me feel jealous! lol.


I am unemployed. at 10:48 PM

I'm not done with unemployment and I feel as though I'm getting sick soon.
Got this irritating throat! ):
Anyway, listening to Glee the entire day on my Itunes! :)
If only I can sing as nice as anyone of them, seriously! Feel so depressing listening to their songs! HAHAHA!
but somehow it just keeps me going.
And recently, I'm listening more english songs than chinese songs!
Change in Taste and Preference!(too much econs! LOL!)


Feeling quite..... Sian today.
Seems like... not much people have their trust in me. ):
I remember asking my Best Friend if he trust me the other time, cos I wanted to blindfold him.
He happily told me NO. TBH, I felt quite upset.
And now, It just seem like another close friend of mine doesnt trust me as much either.
There must be smth in me that doesnt make them trust me. Which I really don't know what it is.
Or maybe, I just don't seem serious to them at all.
Need to do some soul searching real soon man!


Okay, just wanted to blog a lil.
heading back to my unemployment now.


happy day. at 12:58 AM

I am super happy as of now... because of the growth dividend thingy! :)
It's just super surprising because I thought I wouldn't be eligible since my bday haven't pass yet!
So yea, I am happpppppy! :)


The whole day today was already quite happy because I got to see HPY! :)
And got to spend time with Kwang, Sister and HPY. :DDDD
LIKE "family" bonding before going to TW! (: I know we will have LOTS of fun in TW! :D
and I know the 2 guys will take care of both my sister and I! :D
But I will try to take care of myself as much as possible too! hahaha! :))))




AND I SAW THIS......
it's on 25th of June 2011. Like 1 day before my 21st  birthday!
So this is going to be in my Wishlist and this is the 1st thing in my 21st-wishlist. :)
hello, ANY kind soul, would you surprise me n bring me to the concert?
LOL! okay, maybe I am thinking too much!! HAHAHAHA! :)
JJ will be performingggggg! :DDD


and WELCOME BACK TO SG Chw and Peiyu! :DDDD
I can't wait to see what you guys bought for Alex and I! :D
And BF i miss you terribly for 2 days!!!!!
but thanks to Alex, he kept me accompany via SMS/MSN/Twitter!



1 month and 3 days more to exams.
I need to be more serious.
And soon it will be over.
加油FL! :D 


When you said Cya tomorrow, how I wish I can see you tomorrow. :)


Happy night! at 3:42 AM

It's 3:40am now!
And I just want to say, I miss the person I am texting now.
:D
I was aslp n a msg woke me up. :)

In the middle of the night, my heart smiles! :))


no title no title. at 1:03 AM

Okay, seriously, I feel super uncomfortable with my dad in my room for more than an hour already.
Seriously, just shift the desktop out of my room, Im not even using it! ):
Plus, him sitting inside = I cannot do things freely. -.-
yes, I want to sing on top of my lungs also cannot! I can't even sing softly. I feel SUPER uncomfortable.
The thing is, I don't even know what he's doing in front of the desktop man! Staring at the screen for the longest period of time... analysing soccer.
So sorry, I am not a guy, I don't discuss about soccer. I only support Man City because of Tevez, Roque Santa Cruz and not forgetting David Silva. They look ((((((((:


Anyway,
Strawberry totally made my day! :D
Although I know it's not fantastic, thank you for saying you like my voice! :)
It made me SMILE! :DDDD
Alex said : GOOD NIGHT! next time we sing candles tgt! Thou I don't Have the singing voice. Ill hum along!


And made my day X 2 : CHW 
Thank you for your SUDDEN "hello" at night! :)


okay, happy...
because tomorrow gonna see HPY. :DDDDD


nights.


candles - hey monday at 8:54 PM

Did a short cover for candles - hey monday.
And this is dedicated to AY. :)

Listen Here

Okay, Alex! I said the next song should be Kelly Clarkson's Cry.
But it's TOO big a song for me! =X
And for this cover of candles.. It ain't nice either! Seriously, I think this has got to be a..quite bad cover.
However, because I said I will do a cover for you!
SO HERE IT IS, your current favourite song. :)
And, it's only half a song.


Topic 10 of macro.
Just 3 more to go!!! :)))


a relatively happy day! :D at 10:15 PM

Went to NUS today with CHW to look for Alex! :)
Sort of didn't want CHW to be alone on his bdae and that I want to drink the watermelon juice again! that's why! :P
if anyone actually believe that it's because of the watermelon juice that is! :P
However, today I did not have Watermelon Juice. As usual, I drank smth WEIRD! :)

Strawberry + Banana Juice! :DDDD HAHAAH! it's damnnn awesome! :)

After that, we went to arts. (okay seriously, there's much more stuffs to look at in Faculty of Arts! LOL!)
Like short short short shorts! :P
Well anyway, they have much nicer fruitjuice!!!! So I had something else....

The colour is so awesome right? RED APPLE + Yakult! :DDDDD
Someone's favourite yakult flavour! hence took a photo and mms him! LOL! =)
 
And Alex is seriously damn comical! HAHAHAH!
ALEX, I CANNOT FORGET THE WINK YOU GAVE WHILE WE SAID GOODBYE!
SERIOUSLY, WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!? LOL!!!!! :P
nevertheless, I was happy to see you!!!! 

and to CHW,
happy birthday once again. I hope you like the smurf t-shirt I bought for you.
I didn't know you like smurf! super coincidental huh? :)
Just like how I didn't know you like black forest. :))
so anyway, please stay happy and get well soon k? We'll go eat icecream soon when you recover.
and study hard! :) dont tabao any foundation units yea? :)


After which felt v tired, when home, bath and studied...
The highlight came here.....
Was V V V V V tired studying! Nothing much was going in, till my day got brighten! :DDDD
A very simple "Good Afternoon" brighten up my day. :)
thank you "evil" you! :D 
And please take care and sleep early okay? 


addicted to new song:
Candles by Hey Monday.




it's gonna be a good day. at 9:50 AM

GOOD MORNING WORLD! :D

It's gonna be a good day, gonna meet CHW and AY! :D
for the damn awesome watermelon juice @ NUS! :)


may you stay happy, handsome and sexy! <3


withlove,
yourGF


Chill out Sunday. at 10:09 PM

Preparing for a new short cover. :)
Someone's favourite Kelly Clarkson's song!
It's a tough song to learn, but now it's on the loop!



Sense of relief?
I don't know how I am feeling exactly.
But today I didn't feel all that heavy, not much things coming my way. :)

Met Yvonne cause got her to help me get smth, which I feel so happy about it! :D
Got some stuffs that I needed too! (:
It was relatively a gd day today. Plus I got to see Nickneo. How coincidental is that? :)
Didn't really have the intention to visit csc today.
because..... oh well, i dont know how to continue from here.
but in the end, still decided to pop by, since Soon tat already knew I was at dhoby.
Got the senior BE ppl Eskimo, since ST always say i go back empty handed! roar
And plus, needed them to help me post some waiver. :) Thank you ST! :D


Random:
Totally, dislike the sight of STAIRCASE today. omgness. ):
Really hope the muscle ache will go off tomorrow! )))):



Just 2 more hours till scandal BF turns 23! :)
CYA tomorrow!!!!! 




And like usual, I'm happy to see you today. (:
But is it me, or is it that.. you really dont want me to talk to you for 2 months? 
I know you are just being plain "evil" and that what makes you, YOU! :) 




A joke which I thought was sweet. :) at 12:38 PM

This is supposed to be joke of the day.. but then I thought was sweet.

Here it goes:

An old man lived alone in Idaho. He wanted to spade his potato garden, but it was very hard work. His only son, Bubba, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament.

Dear Bubba:
I am feeling pretty bad because it looks like I won't be able to plant my potato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. If you were here, all my troubles would be over. I know you would dig the plot for me.

Love, Dad

A few days later, he received a letter from his son.

Dear Dad:
For heaven's sake, Dad, don't dig up that garden. That's where I buried the BODIES.Love, Bubba

At 4 a.m. the next morning, FBI agents and local Police showed up and dug up the entire area without finding any bodies. They apologized to the old man and left.

That same day, the old man received another letter from his son.

Dear Dad:
Go ahead and plant the potatoes now. It's the best I could do under the circumstances.Love, Bubba


at 10:50 AM

i started off my day, not like usual.
Instead, I went for a run. (like unbelievable?!)
I think the last time I went to run........ is prob more than a yr ago.


April is going to be good. :)


I had a weird dream.
It's really weird.
I visited many places in my dream.
Some of which, I really want to go. =)


what's in my head. at 10:17 PM

I truly have lots of emotions today.
Took another long ride from Serangoon to Pasir ris.
Earpiece plugged into my ear, with beloved's songs playing.
you know how emo can JJ song get right? Was trying hard not to think, just somehow it's not possible.
My eyes got wet, and I rub it off. Bus was too crowded, didn't want to be like a freak.
Reached Pasir ris, was an hr early. Roam alone the shopping mall myself.
Didn't really eat dinner also. ):  Was just, not in the mood for anything.

The first thing my mum said to me when she saw me...
"EH, 你的眼睛为什么红红的？你哭啊？"
I just brushed it off saying.. no la.. nvr.. maybe study till too tired already.
Seriously, maybe it's because I haven't been sleeping well. ):
so many things carrying on my shoulder, so many things in my head, so many things left unsettled.
how do i sleep in peace?
我要能睡的安稳。。):


Sometimes I blame myself, for not being a good advicer.
All I can do is listen. ):
Really feel quite useless being just a good listener. ):
oh well, I seriously hope H will feel at least a bit better after I went down to HTHT with him. ):
Seeing H this way, I really feel awful deep inside. ):
All I can do, was to lend him a listening ear and my shoulder.
H, please feel better okay? 


Who's there to listen to me then?
I don't feel right too. 
Therefore, I am going to thank the one who I always turn to.
I really don't want to disturb you while you are at work, but I really.. need someone to listen to me.
Your message always make me smile no matter what your reply is. :)
and I am really happy for you that you passed your PPT. (: my cheerleader served her purpose eh? 
Hopefully you will get what's bothering you solve soon too! 
I know I'm not of a great help to you as well, all I can say is.. when you need me, i'll be there.


While on the bus, I was thinking.... why do human have so much problems?
Do birds/cats/dogs have their own problems too?
While I was sitting in the bus, while looking out of the window, I see birds flying around.. in grps or alone.
They look so carefree. Do they have their problems?
If they are always flying around, do they have their own friends too? Or do they always meet different birds?
So if they meet different  birds, and if they do have their own problems? Who do they turn to?
Who do they consult in? Do they get to find their parents?
And do they sleep at night?
I know I have damn random thoughts tonight. ):
Oh well, I just hope that I can have less things in my head. 



On another note,
succesfully April Fool-ed AY! :P
ALEX(you confirm will see this!), you are just too nice that we know you wouldn't be mad at us cos we prank on you! :P
WE MADE YOUR DAY, WE KNOW! :P
study hard hor! CYA ON MONDAY with CHW! :D






and,

I miss having something scribbled on my arm too. ): I think those days, we are not as stress as now, don't you think so? 


fake happy me. at 12:06 PM

that's enough.
it's too much for me to take.



i am fine.



Happy April Fool.